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"Is that you Shehnaaz?" The girl asked making Sidharth shocked

"Yes, but who are you?" Sana asked been confused

"Yaar! Shehnaaz main Sara. Azad.. matlab Asim ki girlfriend." Sara said trying to make her remember

Yes, it was Sara, Asim/Azad's girlfriend. Sidharth gets shocked thinking how someone knows her here. Because as far as he knows Shehnaaz one best friend lives in Punjab another in abroad. So, it's not possible for anyone to know her here for sure. And Shehnaaz had forgotten her face long ago as she saw her only once.

"Oh! Haan... right.. Tum dono saath me ho? Yah break up hogaya mere wajah se?" Sana asked giving an awkward smile seeing Sidharth's reaction who was looking little amused listening her words

"Break up hogaya tumhare wajah se." Sara informed her making her feel guilty

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. Please usko maf kar do aur ek hojao." Sana said out of her guilt

"No. Infact, thank you. Thank you Shehnaaz for saving my life. His name is indeed Asim not Azad. He just wanted to take revenge from me as I slapped his elder brother once that's why he become my boyfriend changing his name. I came here to say thank you to you." Sara said making them shocked

"Kamina." She thought angrily

"Assh**e." He thought angrily

"Thank you Shehnaaz. Tum ek anjaan hoke bhi meri itni help kia iske liye thank you so much." Saying this she hugged Shehnaaz feeling grateful to her

Shehnaaz hugged her back and looked at Sidharth  who was already looking at her with a proud smiling and she smiled slightly. Soon they broke the hug and Sara noticed Sidharth along with her and gets shocked then excited. As he is her favourite actor.

"Oh my God! Sidharth! The Sidharth Shukla. I can't believe you're here infront of me. Big fan of yours. Sorry! That I didn't noticed you before because of Shehnaaz." Sara said excitedly making them chuckled

"It's okay. I understand." Sidharth replied smiling

"Gosh! You got a beautiful smile Sidharth." Sara said complimenting him

Sidharth chuckled and Shehnaaz smiled vanished immediately. She felt angry and jealous all on a sudden thinking some other girl complimenting him. Sidharth noticed her expression and smirked in mind.

"Thank you Sara. But I must say you too have a very beautiful smile and your eyes are also beautiful." Sidharth said trying to make her more jealous

Which did happen as Sara was blushing getting a compliment from him in return. It's a dreamy moment for a fan to get such compliment from their idol. Shehnaaz was fuming in anger holding the spoon inbetween her palm tightly seeing this he chuckled in mind.

"Thank you SS. It's like a dream for me to get a compliment from you. I love you." Sara said getting emotional and feeling overwhelmed

Shehnaaz anger raised after listening the I LOVE YOU from Sara when it was just a fan love for him. But her anger raised double as Sidharth also said "I love you" to Sara in response.

"I love you too Sara." Sidharth said smirking looking at Shehnaaz from the corner of his eyes

"Oh! God I'm dead! Sidharth Shukla just said I love you to me." Sara said in disbelief and getting emotional

"Haan mar jaa. Accha hoga." Sana thought in mind controlling her anger with a fake smile on her face

Sidharth smriked.

"Nice to meet you Sara. Do watch my movie Ishq Yah Junoon in theater on 9th October. Okay." Sidharth said smiling telling her silently that she should better leave now

Which she got and Shehnaaz felt relaxed that Sara is finally leaving them ALONE.

"Sure Sidharth. Without any doubt. Can I will get a selfie and an autograph please?" Sara said requesting him before going

"Sure." Sidharth replied

Sara gave her hanky when Sidharth gave a autograph writing a sweet message for her. Then she took 2 selfie one with Sidharth and one with Shehnaaz for been her saviour.

"Thank you Shehnaaz and it was great meeting you Sidharth and you too Shehnaaz." Saying this Sara bid bye to them

"She was sweet." Sidharth said trying to poke her which did happened like always

"Yes! Shehed (honey) tapak raha tha muh se." Sana said giving a fake smile controlling her anger

"Are you jealous Shehnaaz?" Sidharth said smirking making her shocked

"Was it that obvious?" She thought

"No. Why would I be? She is your fan that's it." Sana said smirking playing with the spoon now

"Huh! I can see." Sidharth said sarcastically trying to poke her more to get a reaction

"Stop poking me Sidharth. Nahi toh muh tod dungi tera." Sana said angrily

He smirked as his plan got successful to get a reaction from her.

"You're." He said

"Nope. Not at all." She said smirking

He chuckled seeing the way she was trying to deny when her face was screaming "Yes! I'm jealous okay." She got irked by his laugh. She was about to say something when a butler came with their foods making her stop. He served their order on table and left. Both started to devour the food in silence for few minutes and both chuckled softly.

"You were jealous. Just accept it baby." He said inbetween his chuckle

"No. I wasn't." Sana replied smirking

"Whatever! I know you were. My heart knows. So, I don't need any reply from you. Huh!" Sidharth said smirking

"You are wrong. Apne galat fahmi ka gubbara phodo Mr. Shukla." Sana said still been adamant on her words

"Galat fahmi toh thik hai. But what is gubbara? Maltab yeh balloon end me kyu hai?" Sidharth asked curiously

"Uffoo! Sidharth watch Bigg Boss tab tumhe pata chalega gubbara kyu hai." Sana said while chewing her food

"For that I have to go to your Earth then. If I go someday I will definitely watch Bigg Boss 13 then." Sidharth said nonchalantly

She immediately stopped eating listening this.

"Tum waha kyu jaoge? You have everything here. Your family means your mom your carrier your fans everything." Sana said in serious tone

He immediately looked up to her and smriked.

"Did you heard me carefully? I said IF. If I'll go someday then. Yeh tab hoga jab mera dimag kharab hoga. Only then I'll go. And yes I'm not crazy like you that I'll jump into the ocean to go their. What if I die rather than going there? Huh!? You're not going for sure. You're staying here with me. And it's final." Sidharth said calmly but dominance and authority was visible in his tone

"Huh! I'm going Sidharth and it's final. I have a family. My Sidharth's family. His mom, his sisters, his niece. My own family. My mummy, papa, Shehbaz. My carrier and my fans. They need me. I need them." Sana replied firmly but only she knows how difficult it is for her to go away from her love Sidharth

"Huh! Will see. Miss Gill." Sidharth said angrily

"It's Mrs. Shehnaaz Sidharth Shukla." Sana said angrily

He hissed feeling the pain in his heart. But he immediately brushed off the feeling as the man is he himself from her world. So, no need to feel jealous or angry on it.

"Yeah! right. Atleast, he got 2 years to live with you. Been married to you. Spending time with you. I'm happy for him. Dil se bol raha hoon." Sidharth said smiling but pain was visible in his eyes and voice

Her heart churned into pieces seeing him in pain. She knows they had a long distance relationship in this world. He couldn't get to spend enough time with his Shehnaaz. They were together only the time he used to visit Chandigarh to meet her. That's it. Otherwise, they used to talk over vioce call, video calls, chats and messages. She felt lucky all on a sudden that she atleast spent 2 years with her Sidharth till his last moment. When he couldn't even get a glimpse of his Sana here. 💔

She holds his hand firmly and gave soft squeeze gaining his attention.

"I'm sorry Sidharth. I hope tumhari Sana next janam me lambi umar leke janam le. Aur tum bhi. Taki tum dono ek lambi zindegi guzar sako saath me. I'll pray for you both." Sana said with a heavy heart when her mind was screaming to her "He still can have it with you Sana. Only if you want to."

"Thanks for your prayers. I really need it badly. (To hold you back with me forever and live a life with you Shehnaaz. Please stay with me.)" Sidharth said and thought at the end in back of his mind

She removed her hand from his and started to eat again.

"Accha hai nahi?" Sana said to change the topic as it was giving her immense pain in her heart

"Hmm! Btw are you going to do the song? Means the Music video? It's a romantic number. As I'm a romantic hero you know." Sidharth asked again

She gets shocked with the mention ROMANTIC NUMBER. It's it a heart broken song? A sad song? Where the guy left the girl at the end? Means Sidharth left her when she come back to him for patch up after breaking up with him in the start of the song. How can this be a romantic number then? This man had gone mad. She thought.

"Tum pagal ho? Yeh romantic song nahi hai. Sad song hai. Jaha pehle main Sidharth se break up karti hoon phir end me jab main uske saath patch up karne jati hoon toh woh mujhe chod deta hai. Kyu ki woh move on kar chuka tha mujhse. Yahi tha video me." Sana said making him chuckled

"Maine joke nahi mara. Yahi hai video me. Dekh lena tum agar kabhi mere earth me gaye toh. Huh!" Sana said angrily and smriked

"Hmm! Thik hai. Abhi khana khao. Phir ghar jake baat karte hai. Aur tum decide karna tumhe yeh song karna hai yah nahi. Hmm!" Sidharth said eyeing her plate

She hummed in response. Later both had their rest of the food in silence. After finishing their meal they left for home.

"Agaye tum dono? Kaisa tha date?" Suhana asked as they settled themselves on couch comfortably

Listening her words both gets shocked and Suhana bites her tongue inside her mouth for saying that in her excitement.

"Aahhh.. Mera kehne ka matlab kaisa gaya lunch date.. nahi mera matlab shop.. shopping.. Shopping kaisa gaya?" Suhana said trying to cover up but it gets worst because of her fumbling

When Sidharth and Shehnaaz was looking at her in utter shock.

"Mom! What's wrong with you?" Sidharth said sternly but he was laughing in mind seeing his mother's bad acting to cover up her mess

"Seriously! Mummy! Date? Like seriously?" Sana said in fake anger trying hard to surpass her own laugh seeing her cute nervous face

"Woh sab chodo. Aur Shehnaaz tune kya shopping kia dikha mujhe. Main bhi toh dekhu kia karidne gayi thi tu." Suhana said trying to change the topic  badly

Next moment both Sidharth and Shehnaaz started to laugh loudly throwing their heads on the headboard of the couch holding their stomach. Seeing them laughing Suhana also started to laugh holding her mouth.

"Oh God! You're so cute and a very bad actor." Both Sidharth and Shehnaaz said together and did a hi5 while laughing crazily

"Bas bas bohot hua mera mazak udana. Abhi jao aur fresh hojao dono. Huh!" Suhana scolded them as they were laughing for the last 5mins like a maniac and left from there in anger

Listening her cute scolding both started to laugh more. Sidharth literally lay down on Shehnaaz lap inbetween his laugh holding his stomach. Seeing him laying on her lap and laughing her laugh died and eyes become moist immediately remembering that night when he last slept on her lap like this and didn't get up next morning leaving her alone in this world been broken and shattered. She didn't realized when tears started to roll down from her brown orbs. Her hands automatically went into his hair and started to runs softly unknowingly like always out of her habit. He loves when she do it when he lay down on her lap. He felt home and peace on her lap the way he felt on his mom's lap. To get this homely feeling and peace he lay down on her lap like any other time that night to remove the pain and restlessness from his heart. The heart which betrayed him later by stop beating after getting it's peace on her lap and he lost his Shehnaaz forever. 😭💔

Feeling her hand ruffling his hair his laugh died and a satisfying smile played on his face. He closed his eyes to feel the moment after so long. He loves it a lot. He used to lay down on his Sana's lap and she used to ruffle his hair softly with her fingers. He always used to lay down on her lap and she used to do it out of habit to pamper her baby. Whenever he went to go Chandigarh to meet her only. It gives him immense peace and a homely feeling. Like he is home. Her lap it his home. He missed his home for last 6 years. Actually, 6.5 years. He used to visit Chandigarh once in every 6 months whenever he was free from his work for a week maximum. They hardly spend a month together means physically in together out of their almost 2 years relationship. Almost! As he lost her on the same month he proposed her, October. He proposed her on 30th October, 2018 and he lost her on 26th October, 2020. 😭💔

A loud sob escape her mouth as her moist eyes falls on his face and then on his closed eyes the fear of losing him gripped her subconscious mind again when tears were betraying her to stop rolling down from her cheeks. Listening her sob Sidharth eyes wide open in worried and he panicked seeing her crying so badly. He immediately got up from her lap and cupped her face inbetween his big palm whipping the tears from her cheeks and corner of her eyes.

"What happened Shehnaaz? Why are you crying baby? Huh!?" Sidharth asked getting worried seeing her crying like this

"She's looks so broken." He thought

"Sidharth.. bebu.." saying this she hides herself in his hard chest and started to cry more holding him tightly making him more worried for her

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