NOTE: Did You Guys Saw Shehnaaz Promoted THOR - LOVE & THUNDER. It's A Marvel Movie. God! I Don't Know Why But I Felt Really Great. Sana Promoting Marvel Movie. This FF Is Inspired From Marvel Movie DR. STRANGE - MULTIVERSE MADNESS! (Parallel Universe) 😭

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"Tumhe kya feel hota hai? Sidharth asked making her confused

"Matlab!?" Sana questioned him back been confused

"Jab tum mujhe dekhti ho. Tumhe tumhare Sidharth ki yaad ata hai? Yah mujhme usko dekhte ho? As we both are same. Xerox copy in your language." Sidharth asked explaining her well

He really wanted to know what's she feels for him. To know if there's a hope for him or not.

"I think tumhe zawab pehle se pata hai." Sana said giving a small smile and made his feed another spoonful of hotchpotch

He took the bite and started to chew slowly and went in his memory lane of that conversation when Shehnaaz was crying badly feeling guilty in his arms as she was seeing her Sidharth in him.

Flashback Start

"Tum aisa kyu kar rahe ho mere saath? Chizo ko mushkil kyu bana rahe ho mere liye? Kyu guilty feel karwa rahe ho mujhe? Kyu tum mere Sidharth jaisa behave kar rahe ho? Bate kar rahe ho? Mujhe lag raha hai tum mera Sidharth ho. But yeh nahi hai naa. Tum mera nahi ho Sidharth. Tum kisi aur ki ho. Toh kyu kar rahe ho aisa? Kyu? Bolo naa tum? Mujhse nahi horaha hai yeh guilt bardash. Mat karo tum aisa. Mat karo mere saath aisa. Mera Sidharth gussa hojayega agar main usko tum me dekhungi toh. Mat karo please." Sana murmured requesting him still sobbing and hugging him tightly

"Shehnaaz, ab main kya bolu isme agar tumhe feel horaha hai toh. Main aisa hi hoon. Aisa hi toh hoon main darling. I can't help it. Aur agar unintentionally tum hurt horahi ho iss wajah se then I'm sorry. Isse zyada main aur kya bolu!?" Sidharth said not knowing what exactly he should say to her which will give her peace

"I know Sidharth tum kuch jaan bujh ke nahi kar rahe ho. Aur tum aise hi ho. It's just that problem mujhme hai. Jo mujhe lag raha hai tum mere ho. But sach toh yeh hai tum mera nahi ho." Sana murmured softly with moist eyes making his heart churned into pieces seeing tears in her beautiful brown orbs

"Accha, ab yeh sab bate mat socho. Because we don't know what future is holding for us. Better live in the present and enjoy the moments. As we never know we will get this moments back or not. Right?" Sidharth said whipping tears from her eyes when his eyes were fixed on her face with a slight smile

She nods silently giving a small smile to him.

Flashback End..

"Shehnaaz ko mujhme uska Sidharth dikhta hai. Jaise mujhe Shehnaaz me meri Sana dikhti hai. Kyu ki Shehnaaz aur meri Sana same person hai. Sirf alag jagah se hai dono but insaan toh same hai. Same main aur uska Sidharth. Hum same hai bas hum dono alag jagah se belong karte hai. Having a different life story. But we both Sidharth loves the same girl Shehnaaz. Meri Sana sahi bol rahi thi dream me yeh Shehnaaz hi woh khud hai. Meri Sana hai yeh."

He saw a dream when he was unconscious. He saw a dream where he was feeling guilty to fall in love with Shehnaaz when he already love his Sana. That time his Sana came in his dream and told him it's normal it's destined that Sidharth will always fall in love with Shehnaaz. And Shehnaaz will fall in love with Sidharth. He didn't did any sin by falling in love with her other one. After all that Shehnaaz is also she herself. Same Shehnaaz's Sidharth and her Sidharth both the Sidharth are same. It just that they live in different world and have a different life story. But still they are same. Shehnaaz is Shehnaaz and Sidharth is Sidharth. Sidharth and Shehnaaz are destined for each other. They will fall in love always. It's in their destiny. This made him feeling less guilty.

"Aur main iss Shehnaaz ka Sidharth hi hoon. Bas hamara duniya alag hai but hum ek hi hai. That means she can love me too as I'm her Sidharth. The way I love her as I see my Sana in her. Finally, meri Sana ne apna WAADA pura kia hai by her." He thought happily looking at Shehnaaz that he finally got his SANA back

"Sidharth, hasna band karo aur khana khao. Main sari raat yeh nahi karne wali." Sana said angrily forwarding the spoon close to his mouth

Listening her voice he comes on earth and immediately had it giving her a pouty smile making her giggle.

"Kitna cute lag rahe ho baby jaise. Cutie pie." Sana said laughing pulled his cheeks lovingly making him smile widely

"Baby, thoda achar milega. Bohot bakwas taste hai iska." Sidharth said making faces all on a sudden

"No. Abhi thoda sa baki hai thuso muh me. Nahi toh muh tod dungi tera kutta." Sana said angrily

"Yaar! Mera pura muh ka taste kharab hogaya hai. Woh mom ne sexy sa aam ka achar banaya tha woh thoda de de. Please! Meri jaan. Tu itna nahi kar sakti mere liye? Dekh lia tera pyaar Shehnaaz." Sidharth said emotionally blackmailing her making a cute puppy face

As he knows his Sana gets melted whenever he demands something making a cute puppy face like this. His weapon to make things done by his Sana. Even this is how he made her come to Mumbai as he couldn't go that time. But destiny had it's own wish which made them separated for forever. When he was eagerly waiting for her to come to him and they'll become one. 💔

"Kitna paapi hai yeh. Isko pata hai main pighal jati hoon iska puppy face dekh ke. Sidharth kutta main iska muh tod dungi." She thought irritatedly and nods silently making him smile widely

"Thank you meri jaan. Tu best hai. Abhi achar de de mujh bechare ko." Sidharth said grinning widely as if he won some battle

Shehnaaz huffed irritatedly and went to get mango pickle for him.

"Abey! Yeh bhi same reaction deti hai. Pighal gayi yeh toh. Pighlegi kyu nahi meri Sana jo hai. Apne Sidharth ka puppy face dekh ke pighalna hi tha madam ko. Main tujhe khud se alag nahi hone dungi Sana. I won't let you go from here. Shehnaaz ko apne Sidharth ke saath hi rehna padega. I'll make you fall for me. But agar tu phir bhi mujhe chod ke gayi naa. Main tere piche piche ajaunga tere paas. I promise. WAADA HAI tere se Shehnaaz hum ek hoke rahenge. We'll have our HAPPY ENDING. Be it on EARTH or EARTH 13. I don't care. Already tere bina 6 saal jee chuka hoon but not anymore sweetheart." Sidharth thought smiling widely having tears in his eyes

"Ab yeh lo aur khud khao." Sana said angrily giving him the plate on his hand as she was back taking pickle for him to eat

"Tu khilane wali thi naa? Abhi flip mat mar samjhi. Chup chap khila mujhe don't be a FLIPPER." Sidharth said mocking her

She irritatedly sat on the bed and started to feed him again with a frown face. When he was having khichri happily.

After making him eat his dinner she made him have his medicine. Checked his bandage making faces and with moist eyes as if she is feeling his pain. Sidharth smiled seeing her care for him.

"Sidharth bandage change nahi karni padegi abhi kyu ki nurse ne acche se kia hai. Blood bhi nahi nikal raha hai. Ab tum soh jao." Sana said after inspecting his bandage well

He nods silently and lay down on the bed to sleep. She turns off the lights closed the door and left. As she left he got up and sat on the bed comfortably and took his wallet from the side table and opened it and saw his Shehnaaz pic which was kept inside a secret pocket.

Sidharth's Sana (Shehnaaz) 👇

"Meri Sana, I love you baby. I'll always love you till my last breath. Tu hamesha mere dil me rahegi." He kept his hand on his heart

"Teri jagah koie nahi le sakta. Bas iss Shehnaaz ne anjane me apne liye ek jagah bana lia hai mere dil me. Kyu ki Shehnaaz me tu dikhti hai. Jaise tu mujhe pyaar se." His voice choked and eyes gets moist

"Kullu.. aur bebu bulati thi naa yeh bhi apne Sidharth ko bulati hai." He bites his inner cheeks to control his emotion

"Jis.. jis din woh aie thi aur usne mujhe Kullu aur bebu bola tha aur hug kia tha naa kas ke.. Mujhe laga tu hai woh. But uski bate.. bohot ajeeb thi... baby.. iss liye doubt hua. Tujhe pata hai naa tera Sidharth kitna chant hai." He said while chuckling painfully

"Shayed iss liye doubt hua. Nahi toh shayed aaj hum saath hote. Kyu ki usko laga tha main uska Sidharth hoon. Agar main usko tu samajh ke pehchan leta toh shayed aaj kahani kuch aur hota. Aur haan zyada uske Sidharth ke saath rehne ki zarurat nahi hai tujhe. Chal thik hai reh le usko bhi Shehnaaz ki zarurat hai. Khud se jealous hoaraha hoon." He said chuckling softly at the end

"Accha chal abhi good night. Mere dream ana tu samjhi gadhi. Bye!" Saying this he kissed her pic put the photo in the same place kept his wallet back on it's place

"I love you Shehnaaz. Don't worry we'll be together. WAADA HAI tujhe tera Sidharth uska saath aur uska pyaar milega. Jiske liye tu aie hai yaha. Chahe yaha ho yah tere waha. Hum saath honge baby. Ab yeh judaai bardash nahi hoti hai mujhse." Thinking this he whipped the tears from the corner of his eyes and closed his eyes to sleep

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On other side, Shehnaaz had dinner with Suhana while chit chatting then she wished her good night by hugged her tightly and went towards her room and took a glance of Sidharth who had already fall asleep cuddling a pillow. He is cuddler she knows it as her Sidharth was also a cuddler. Either he would cuddle with a pillow or her. But mostly her obviously. He would snuggled into her and slept like a baby himself.

This Sidharth reminds her about her Sidharth all the time. Which irritates her the most thinking why he is like her Sidharth. He is Sidharth but not her. He is his Sana's Sidharth. Soon a small smile comes on her face seeing him smiling in his sleep all on a sudden as if he is watching a dream of his Sana. She closed the door slowly and went inside her room and lay down on her bed. Took her phone and opened that picture of this Sidharth and Rita Aunty who must be his biological mother in this earth too.

"Main bohot zald tumhe tumhari asli maa ke bade me bol dunga Sidharth. Mummy bohot acchi hai. Bohot pyaar karti hai tumhe no doubt. But still you have the right to know about your real parents. I wish main tumhe apne earth aur apne ghar leke jaa sakta. Toh.. tumhe tumhare asli maa ka pyaar milta aur unhe unka beta mil jata." Her voice cracked at the end

"But it's not possible Sidharth. Tum yaha se belong karte ho. You have a family. Your mom means mummy. You have your own life, carrier.. Main chahti hoon tum.. tum bohot age jao.. bohot naam kamao.. like hamare Shah Rukh sir, Salman sir, Amitabh Bacchan ji.. inke jaise.. Legend type.. Agar mera Sidharth hota shayed woh bhi.. bohot bada superstar banta.. But saali.. kutti.. kamini.. kismat.. destiny.." She said chuckling sarcastically at the end when eyes wes getting blur

"Destiny.. hamare nasib me nahi tha... Baba ji.. kare.. Mere Sidharth ke hisse ka khushi tumhe mil jaye.. (voice broke) Atleast.. ek.. ek Sidharth.. toh khush rahe.. Chahe mere saath ho yah alag." She squeezed her eyes tightly to let the tears float down from her eyes

"Mujhe... mujhe tumse pyaar hogaya hai Sidharth... Yeh.. yeh.. mujhe aaj pata chala... jab.. jab.. suna tumara accident.. hua hai.. khoon.. khoon.. nikla hai bohot... Main pata nahi kitni baar mari hoon uss.. uss.. 40min me.. Mere dil.. mere dil me wahi dar.. dar tha.. Mere Sidharth ko.. khone ka dard.. Tum.. tumhe shayed laga hoga.. main uss waqt mere Sidharth.. ka socha.. ke tumahre saath.. woh sab kia.. woh hug... woh.. woh.. kisses.. Haan.. thoda bohot tha.. par woh sab.. Tumhare.. liye hi tha.. Woh.. dar.. tumhe khone ka. woh pyaar.. sab tumhare liye tha.. Jab tumne SANA bola.. Mere jaan me jaan aie thi.. I love you Sidharth.." saying this started to cry silently

"I love you.. kyu ki... tum mera Sidharth hi ho.. bas mera nahi ho... tum mere nahi hosakte kabhi.. kyu ki iss world... iss world ki.. Sana ki ho...tum... you only love her.. not me... I'm not your Sana... I'm not... (long pause) Main.. main chali jaungi yaha se.. bas tum thik hojao...ek bar.. Tumhe.. fit and fine dekh ke jana hai... taki.. dil ko tasalli ho.. atleast tum thik ho.. zinda ho... Tumhe meri umar bhi lag jaye..." As she finished a loud sob escape her mouth and she holds her mouth tightly

"Tum.. lucky ho.. aur unlucky bhi.. Lucky.. kyu ki tumhe 2-2 Shehnaaz pyaar karti hai.. Unlucky.. kyu ki tumhe dono nahi milega.. Main chali jaungi yaha se.. Mere family ke paas.. I can't stay here for forever.. selfish hoke.. Tumhe pata hai naa main selfless hoon. My family need me Sidharth... Aur mujhe phirse.." Another loud sob escape from her mouth

"Mujhe phirse.. one sided ka tag nahi chahiye.. Tab toh two sided tha... phir bhi one sided ka tag mila.. Khasam tha mera.. biwi hoon uski.. par duniya ko nahi pata... moka nahi mila bolne ka... Suhaag chin gaya mera.. Mrs. Shehnaaz Sidharth Shukla hoon. Yeh bhi duniya ko nahi bol sakti.. Kya life hai meri.. Main dur hongi tumse... but hamesha tumhe pyaar karungi jaise mere Sidharth ko karti hoon DUR SE.. Mere nasib me.. Sidharth ka saath nahi hai jaise tumhare nasib me Shehnaaz ki... Baba ji kare agle janam me hum charo (4) ka umar lambi ho.. aur hum apne pyaar ke saath jee sake.. lambi umar..." She sobbed softly

"Jane se pehle. I wanna relive some moment with you jo maine mere Sidharth ke saath bitaya tha. Log bolte hai maine Sidharth Shukla ko use kia hai.. Ab sach me karungi apni selfishness ke wajah se.. Apne pyaar ke liye.. Taki uss memories ke sahare main baki ke zindegi kaat saku marne tak.. I'm sorry. But I love you..." Said and kissed his photo and hugged her phone tightly when tears were running continuously from her eyes

After getting tired physically and mentally she fall asleep hugging her phone close to her chest as if she is hugging him. 😭💔

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Writer: Fuck! I cried while writing. The biggest pain is been helplessness and selfless. When you love someone and you can be with him or her. But you can't be with that person as someone else (Sidharth family n her world) need you too. You can't hurt them by staying with the person you love (Sidharth). And you're helplessness infront of the situation (different world) that you have to go away from your love (Sidharth) for your selfless nature. 💔

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That's all for today guys... Spread love and positivity.. Stay blessed, stay healthy, stay happy and stay safe...😊❤

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Well how was the update guys?

What do you think what will Sidharth and Shehnaaz do next? Both are on different mission. One side Sidharth wants make her fall in love with him so that she stays with him forever. Not knowing she already love him. And on another side Shehnaaz wants to relive some moment and took that as a beautiful memory so that she can go back to her world and live by reminiscing those memories for the rest of her life. 😭💔

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