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"Shehnaaz.."

"Dur raho tum. Pagal kar dia hai tumne mujhe. Kyu kia tumne aisa? Kyu kia Sidharth? Kyu kia yaar?" saying this she started crying more hidding her face with her palm feeling guilty

He holds her by her hand and pulled her out of the pool who was wiggling trying to free her hand from his hold.

"Chodo mera haat Sidharth. Bola naa dur raho tum." Sana yelled at him making him angry

He holds her waist firmly and pulled her closer to him making her falls on his hard chest and she frowned.

"Tum.."

"Just shut up Shehnaaz alright. It just happened yaar. Just momentum me hogaya. Kuch intentional nahi tha. Please relax baby. You didn't cheated him alright. You didn't baby. Now please relax. You didn't" saying this he took her in his protective arms for a tight hug making her cry more hiding herself in his broad chest when his own heart was screaming he had cheated on his Sana today

"Mujhe ganda feel horaha hai. Main kya karu? Kyu kia tumne? Kyu kia? Sidharth.. mera Sidharth.. I'm sorry bebu.. I'm sorry... Please tere Shehnaaz ko maf kar de..." Sana murmured "sorry" continuously like chanting mantas asking for forgiveness from her Sidharth when Sidharth was rubbing her back to comfort her

"Baby chup hoja please. Please chup hoja." Sidharth murmured softly near her right ear caresing her hair softly to comfort her when his own eyes were welling up with tears in guilt

Guilt of cheating his Sana. He didn't kissed any other girl after he met his love his Sana. The only girl he had last kissed was his Sana. He been a romantic hero he never kissed on screen. Even if the story and the movie demands. He reluctantly denied every time and asked his directors to hire a body double to do the intimate scenes and kissing scenes. He didn't let any girl come near him be it physically or near his heart no one. His heart and body only belongs to his Sana. But here he lost his control over himself and kissed Shehnaaz. Now, he was feeling guilty for cheating on her by kissing his Sana's another part Shehnaaz.

Once she stopped crying, they broke the hug with a blank expression making him worried for her.

"What!? What happened baby?" Sidharth said worriedly caresing her face softly

"I'll leave from here." saying this she left from there leaving a confused Sidharth

But soon he understood what she ment by leave from here. She was talking about leaving Earth 13. She will go back to her Earth. She will leave him too.

"No fucking way Sana. You can't leave me." Sidharth thought looking at her retreating figure

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"Mujhe? Mujhe yeh acha lagta hai. A-Z iske jaisa chahiye."

"Yahi baat bola tha maine Sidharth ko point karke Dance Dewaane 3 me Madhuri maam ko ki mujhe kaisa ladka chahiye, bilkul Sidharth jaisa. Kismat toh dekho mila bhi Sidharth ka xerox copy Superstar Sidharth Shukla. Hubahu same identical twins. But kismat.. kismat me woh mera nahi hai. Woh kisi aur ka hai, uski Sana ki. Jiska woh wait kar raha hai ab tak. Abhi bhi usse pyaar karta hai, bohot pyaar karta hai woh apni Sana se. Jaise main karti hoon mere Sidharth ko. Kismat kitni kutti chiz hai aaj pata chala. Ek Sidharth aur ek Shehnaaz zinda hai abhi but dono ek nahi hosakte kabhi bhi kyu ki dono ka jodidar alag hai. Dono ka duniya alag hai. Rasta alag hai. Kahani alag hai. Earth alag hai. Sab kuch alag hai sab kuch. Kya khel khela hai apne bhagwan ji sacchi maan gayi apko main. Mujhe samajh agaya hai pichle 3-4 din me mere dream me kon tha. Mujhe yaha kisne bulaya hai. Sab pata hai mujhe. Mere Sidharth ne nahi balki Sana ki Sidharth ne bulaya hai yaha. Kya cross connection khela hai apne. Sacchi!" Took a deep breath to control her emotions

"Jab uski Sana gayi tab mere Sidharth ko dream aya tha ki main usse dur jaa rahi hoon. Mujhe pata hai Sidharth ka dar mere liye hi tha. Uska dream bhi shayed!? Kyu ki tab kand hua tha bohot. Maine usko social media se unfollow kar dia tha hurt hoke jab woh ganda sa episode aya tha Bigg Boss 14 ka. Woh chudele chadh rahi thi mere Sidharth ke upa. Usko jab bahar ka mahol pata chala usko laga main usko chod dungi. Usne jab suna maine interview me bola hai "MERI SHAADI KABHI NAHI HOGI." Sidharth ne bahar ake shaadi kar lia mere saath 26th October ko. Aur bola tha.. "AISE KAISE BOLA BEY TUNE? LE AB PURI ZINDEGI MEREKO JHEL TU GADHI." Started to sob softly

"Kitna pyaar karta tha woh mujhe. Aur yaha mujhe iss Sidharth ne bula liya. Kya ajeeb connection hai hamara!? Sawal bohot hai kyu? Kaise? Kis liye? But zawab ek bhi nahi kyu ki jawab sirf apke paas hai. Sirf apke paas. Main jaa rahi hoon mere Earth me. Kaise pata nahi but jaungi zarur. Shayed! Jaise aie hoon wahi se. Wahi ek rasta hai ab. Kyu ki scientifically kuch pata nahi hai. Main yaha ek alien hoon. Kuch din me hi jaungi kab pata nahi. Shayed! Sidharth ke movie ke releases hone ke baad jaun. Mujhe dekhna hai Sidharth ko as a Superstar in a movie. Theatre me jake dekhna hai usko. Agar mera Sidharth hota shayed woh bhi aise hi movie karta baad me. Mujhe woh feel lena hai iss Sidharth se. Pata hai bohot selfish sound kar rahi hoon. But kya karu iss dil ke age majboor hoon. Yeh dil Sidharth ko bohot age jate huye dekhna chahta hai. Aur bhi naam kamaye woh. Aur bhi bohot bada actor bane. Uske personal life ka pata nahi. Kya bolu!? Main khud Sidharth ke age kuch soch nahi pati hoon uske liye kya bolu. Bas itna dua hai usko uska SUKOON aur KHUSHI mil jaye. Woh jo chahta hai woh mil jaye usko. Usko lagta hai uski Sana zinda hai shayed. Usko uska Sana de dijiye ap. Bas, usko khush rakhiye ap. Aaj pata nahi kyu par mera dil behta jaa raha hai bohot restless feel horaha hai subha se. Kuch galat mat karna aap please. I request. Nahi toh..."

"Shehnaaz baccha, room me aa kuch dikhana hai tujhe. Kab tak bhagwan ke samne behthi rahegi. Sidharth bhi pata nahi kaha gaya hai subhe se." Suhana said making her comes in sense

"Aie mummy." Sana replied getting up from the ground and looked at the photo frame of lord Ganesha once and left wiping off the tears harshly

HAPPY GANESHA CHATURTHI FROM SIDNAAZ 🤗❤

"Kya hua mummy? Kya dikhana hai apko?" Sana said going inside Suhana's room

"Yeh dekh mere Sidharth ka bachpan ki photos. Aaja.." Suhana said pulling her close and made her sit beside her on bed

"Dikhao mujhe, main bhi toh dekhu kaisa tha humara Superstar Sidharth Shukla bachpan me." Sana said excitedly pulling the album close to her and started to see it

"Mere Sidharth ka pyaar adhura nahi rahega ab. Shehnaaz ka pati, Sidharth ne bola tha 2 din pehle.. uska pati.. woh ab nahi hai iss duniya me. Akeli hai Shehnaaz mere Sidharth ke jaise. Dono ek saath kitne acche lagte hai. Jaise Ram aur Sita ki jodi hai. Bhagwan ji uske pati ko swarg dena ap." Suhana thought caresing Shehnaaz hair lovingly

"Mummy... yeh kon hai?" A very shocked Shehnaaz voice came to her ear

"Kon? Shehnaaz?" Suhana said pulling the album close to her to see the photo

"Yeh mummy... yeh.. yeh aurat kon hai? Sidharth ka kya lagta hai?" Sana asked little desperately pointing that woman's photo

"Mummy... mummy ji ka photo.. kitni young lag rahi hai woh... aur Sidharth.. Sidharth kitna chota hai.. kahi.. Sidharth sach me adopted to nahi hai? Mummy ji ka photo Sidharth ke saath... Kya pata mummy ne Sidharth ko adopt kia ho!? Mummy ji kaha hai? Aur Sidharth se kaise relate karte hai woh..!?" Sana thought looking at Rita Aunty's pic with this Sidharth

"Yeh... yeh meri bhabi ji hai... Sid.. Sidharth ki bade chachi hai yeh." Suhana replied fumbling

"Kya? Kya naam hai inka? Aur kaha hai woh ab?" Sana asked casually trying to hide her desperation

"Yeh.. Ri.. Rita bhabi ji hai.. Rita Shukla... Ash.. Ashok bhai sahab ki patni.. Dono ki death hogayi hai car accident me... jab Sidharth sirf 4 saal ka tha.." Suhana informed her fumbling a little making Shehnaaz grasped in shock

"What!!? Mummy ji!? Aur papa ji... already mar gaye hai yaha!? Kismat kitna ajeeb hai waha Sidharth nahi hai mummy ji hai.. aur yaha.. Sidharth hai par mummy ji nahi rahi..." Sana thought sadly when her eyes became moist automatically

"Tu yeh sab chod.. aur photos dekh.." Suhana said flipping the page

Sana nods silently controlling her tears to float down from her eyes.

"I need to talk with Sidharth regarding it. For that I need that pic somehow. Hmm! Idea." She thought in mind

"Mummy ap chai bana dogi kya? Mujhe craving horaha hai thoda. Tab tak main photos dekh lungi." Sana suggested trying to make her leave from here so that she can take a pic of it in her phone

"Waise, mujhe bhi horaha hai. Sham mein chai naa peeu toh accha nahi lagta hai. Ruk abhi banati hoon hum dono ke liye." Saying this she left to make tea for them

As Suhana left Shehnaaz flipped the page and took a pic of that picture. Where a 3 years old Sidharth was kissing Rita Aunty's cheeks holding  her by her nack and she was smiling blissfully closing her eyes holding him protectively by his waist.

"Bohot hi khubsurat pic hai. I'm sure Sidharth Mummy ji ka hi beta hai. Aur Suhana aunty matlab mummy unhone Sidharth ko adopt kia hoga jab uske parents ki death hui hogi. Hmm!" Sana thought smiling sadly looking at the photo

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"Sidharth mera baccha." SM mumbled caresing his childhood photos with teary eyes

Today she was missing her son way too much. She always do but today little more why she don't know. She was feeling restless and a sinking feeling in her heart from the time she woke up in the morning. Why she don't know. So she took out his childhood photo album and started to watch reminiscing old days. While watching she felt like if she had the power she would have got her son back to her even it means to sacrifice her own life. She just wanna hold him tight in her arms clashing him in her chest and hide him to protect him from this cruel world and Gods too so that no one can snatch her Sidharth her Montu from her anymore. But alas she can't as she don't have the power to bring her son back to her again.

Every parents want their kids to live a long and healthy life, to take care of them like they did when they were kids, still do. Will say bid bye to them when they will leave this world. She thought the same that her Sidharth will take care of her when she will grow old. And it well be she who will go first to her God and he will do all the rituals what a son had to do when their parents left the world. But for her unfortunate her dear son, her Sidharth left her first leaving her all heartbroken and devastated in pain and in agony. It's the biggest pain for the parents to witness their own children left the world before them. Here he was just 40, only 40. He didn't even completed his half century, 50 too.

How cruel the God can be sometime. Whom we need the most left the world first. It's true, good people are God's favourite too that's why he called them up to him first as he  miss them too. Where many bad people are still alive who are not even worthy enough to be called as human for their inhumane behaviour and actions but still they're living, happily. Sometime it's good to be little bad though. It's bad to be way too good sometime. As God will snatch them from their loved ones early. Same thing happened with Sidharth. He was so good to be true. That's why he was everyone's favourite including God. That he snatched him from his loved ones so cruelly leaving them behind been shattered, broken, helpless and in immense pain and agony.

"Maa..." A soft worried voice of Preeti di came in her ear bringing her back on earth

She quickly wiped the tears and cleared her throat then replied

"Kya hua Preeti? Kuch chahiye tujhe?" SM asked in concern looking at her who just comes in her room and sat beside her on bed

"Ap roh rahe the?" Preeti di asked in concern

"Nahi.. bas woh.. Sidharth ki yaad aa rahi thi toh.." SM replied softly and looked down and caresses his childhood photo where Sidharth was sitting on her lap and was kissing her cheeks, her eyes were closed feeling his love and living the moment

"Sidharth.. bacche ke bachpan ke photos dekh rahe ho aap.. Kitna pyaara photo hai yeh. Kitna cute tha Sidharth bachpan me nahi maa?" Preeti di said admiring the beautiful picture having tears in her own eyes

"Haan. Mera baccha toh hai hi pyaara. Bachpan se ab tak. Bohot yaad arahi hai uski." SM said softly holding back the fresh tears somehow as her eyes gets moist again making her vision blur

"Yaad toh mujhe bhi araha hai maa. Sana ka missing hona ek mahine se upar hogaya hai ab. Mujhe uske liye bhi fikar horaha hai. Kaha gayi hai woh pata nahi." Preeti di said in sad tone when worried was totally visible in her voice for Shehnaaz

"Mujhe bhi. Fans aur baki sab log pagal rahe hai abhi. Shak karne lage hai ki kuch hua hai usko. Kyu ki pehle woh bohot zyada active thi. Upar se Bigg Boss ka offer bhi reject kar dia Kaushal ne." SM said in worried voice thinking about the situation outside and on social media

"I know maa. Usko yeh sab pasand hai jab ki Sidharth ko bilkul pasand nahi tha yeh sab social media wagera. Kay kar rahe ho kya nahi yeh sab bolna. Privacy nahi hoti hai isme waise toh actors logo ke life private nahi hota hai but phir bhi jitna hota tha karta tha woh." Preeti di said smiling painfully

"Haan. Yeh wala dekh kitna cute hai. Anguta (finger) chus raha hai pagal." SM said chuckling pointing a photo of a 6 year old Sidharth

"Bhai sahab ko lollipop chahiye tha iss liye aise dikha raha tha. Hayee! mera shona baccha." Preeti di said laughing kissing him by touching his pic with her fingers and then kissed those fingers out of love

Seeing this SM smiled and both saw the whole album together reminiscing old days of young Sidharth while laughing, giggling and having tears in their eyes.

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That's all for today guys... Spread love and positivity.. Stay blessed, stay healthy, stay happy and stay safe...😊❤

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Well how was the update guys?

I know there was very less SidNaaz and Sidharth part but it was needed for the story, but don't worry Sidharth and SidNaaz moment will be more from next part.. till then tc. 🤗❤

Can't believe it's been almost a year now. Without seeing him, hearing his sexy voice, him getting papped, him doing projects, him doing ADs, him doing Tweets, him doing IG post, him bashing and talking with US and him without his Naaz. New SidNaaz moment. Feeling like shit.. heart in breaking every moment... bas 1 din phir woh ganda din ayega yaar.. 😭😭💔💔

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