PART- 22
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Both were sitting quietly in the same position not uttering a word to each other for the last 10mins after he revealed that his girlfriend was none other than Shehnaaz means the other one. Shehnaaz was trying to digest the big news where Sidharth was in pain remembering with the fact that he lost his love his Sana already. But moreover with the fear that what will be Shehnaaz reaction now as he hide this fact from her for such a long time. From the beginning. From the time they met almost 4 weeks ago on 31st August according to earth 13 and 2nd September according to her earth. Where she told him about her Sidharth already.
"Shehnaaz.." Sidharth said trying to break the silence which was eating him up specially her silence
"Just.. just leave from here Sidharth." Sana said angrily almost immediately
He felt guilty for hiding such big thing to her but he have his own reasons too for hiding it from her.
"Shehnaaz.. woh.." Sidharth said fumbling but stopped in middle
"Sidharth just leave from here. I beg you. Leave me alone for sometime. Please leave." Sana said angrily folding her hands to him
"But.. let's talk..." Sidharth was cut off by her
"Please leave. I need some time to digest this truth which you had hidden from me for almost a month now." Sana requesting him but her voice was harsh enough to give immense pain in his heart
"Let me explain... why.." He tried to explain but got interrupted by her again
"I know you must have a LOGICAL EXPLANATION for it. I know how Sidharth Shukla works. Jo mujhe abhi nahi sunna. So, better jao tum aur soh jao. I need some peace of mind. Please." Sana said softly yet firmly
He nods silently and left from her room having no other option left for him.
As he left, Shehnaaz started to cry her heart out laying on the bed like a lifeless body with the thought that she is already dead here. Sidharth had lost his love already. He already lost her 6 years ago. Which means even they didn't had a HAPPY ENDING like her and her Sidharth this thought was breaking her heart into zillion pieces. That WHY ALWAYS THEM!? WHY?
"Kyu? Kyu bhagwan ji? Kya kharish hai apko humse? Kya Sidharth aur Shehnaaz ko ek simple HAPPY ENDING ka haq nahi hai kya? Ek saath ek lambi zindegi guzarne ka? Kyu kia apne hum dono ke saath aisa? Maine socha tha mere saath galat kia apne toh kya hua, jo mera dusra hissa hai uske naasib me kamse kam uske Sidharth ka pyaar nasib ho. But apne woh bhi nahi hone dia. Sidharth se chin lia uski Sana, uski Shehnaaz. Kaise kar lete ho ap aisa? Kaise? Aur kyu? Why us? Why only Sidharth and Shehnaaz? Kyu??" murmuring this while crying badly but she didn't knew when sleep took over her and she fall asleep in same position laying at the age of her bed
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It's been almost a day that Shehnaaz was ignoring him and he was trying to find ways to talk with her whole day. But Sana was Sana. She was avoiding him like an expert even infront of his mother. For his shock his mother was okay with it too making him pissed off to next level. Suhana was okay with it thinking Shehnaaz will go back to her family now or tomorrow so it's better she was avoiding him.
It was night when Sidharth thought to talk it out once and for all. As he was not able take her ignorance anyone. It was eating him up with guilt, anger and frustration. But he don't know what future is holding for them after this conversation. It will change their life.
Sidharth comes to her room as they were done with their dinner. Shehnaaz was preparing her bed when she heard his soft voice but little desperation was visible in his tone from her left side.
"Shehnaaz.."
She looked up to him with a frown face seeing him in her room.
"Sidharth please mujhe nahi sunna tumhari logical explanation. Tumne jhoot bola mujhse. Jhoota acting kia mujhe naa pehchane ka. Sach me tum bohot acche actor ho. BEST ACTOR OF THIS WORLD. I don't wanna talk to you. I just wanna go from here to MY SIDHARTH AND MY FAMILY. Kuch din me chali jaungi yaha se bohot dur." Sana said angrily making him angry but moreover heartbroken thinking her going away from him
"You're not going anywhere." Sidharth said angrily marching towards her with big steps
"Why? Why the fuck did you hide it to me, Sidharth?" Sana asked looking at him angrily
Without replying to her he holds her hand in him and sat on the bed and made her sat beside him
"I'm sorry that I did it. But.. umm.. I.. I have my own reasons Shehnaaz." Sidharth fumbled and said in broken voice
"Care to explain?" Sana said fuming in anger but she felt bad hearing his broken voice and devastated condition
"Woh.. woh.." Sidharth was cut off by her
"I told you everything. I... I told you about my Sidharth.. phir tumne kyu nahi bola Sidharth? Kyu nahi bola tumhari Sana mar gayi hai already!?" Sana asked angrily but her voice broke at the end
"Because I thought you're my Sana, alright." Sidharth said in one go making her shocked by her core
Sana looking at him in shock that is he mad or what? When his Sana is already dead then how can she be his Sana? He must have gone nuts.
"How? How can I be your Sana? When she is already dead. When you're not my Sidharth. Huh!? Pagalo wali baat kyu kar rahe ho tum?" Sana said angrily and looking at him in disbelief
"Pagal hi toh hoon main Shehnaaz, jisko laga tum meri Sana ho. Uska plane crash hua tha 6 saal pehle. I haven't seen her face even. Sirf uski jalti hui dead body dekhi thi safed kapdo me lipti huyi. Toh kaise? Kaise yakeen kar loon woh meri Sana thi? Haan? Bolo? Tum yakeen karoge agar tum face nahi dekhogi apne Sidharth ka toh? Nahi naa? Bolo, karogi yah nahi?" Sidharth said in broken voice when tears made it's way out
Listening this Shehnaaz started to sob softly rather than replying to him.
"WAADA HAI Sidharth bola tha usne mujhe. Promise kia tha usne mujhe that she will come to me. So, I kept waiting for her for last 6 years. 6 years Shehnaaz 6 fucking years for her to return to me. And one day God knows from where YOU CAME TO ME standing outside my society fighting with Anil all ditched in water wearing my favourite white colour salwar suit just like her and taking my name, Sidharth. First, I was shocked seeing you there but moreover happy that finally you're back to me fulfilling your promise which you gave to me. I was in heaven when you hugged me so tightly. I.." Sidharth was cut inbetween by her
"Why? Why you acted you didn't recognised me then?" Sana asked emotionally but anger was visible in her tone
"As I needed to confirm if you're my Sana or not. Because you were acting weird to me. The way you were talking as if I was dead to you already. That you saw me after a long time, ALIVE. Plus you were saying this is your society where you live with your family. You said to Anil to call mummy ji n all. But my Sana she never came here before then how can you live here with your family even. I even thought for a second you're a imposter. I'm sorry." Sidharth said softly at the end
"No it's okay Sidharth." Sana murmured softly understanding his point
"I send a man after you to see where are you going after you left from here." Sidharth said farther making her shocked
"Huh!" Sana said in shock
"He told me you got fainted on footpath after seeing my movie poster. Then I thought to call a doctor I mean neurologist and told her everything on my way till I reached where you got fainted. She told me maybe you had a memory loss or brain trauma that you're thinking like this that I'm dead n all because of the plan crash." Sidharth said and made a puppy face seeing her expression like she will kill him with her bare hands immediately
"Age..." Sana asked farther controlling her anger
"As I thought you had lost your memory or you're a imposter at first iss liye.. I was saying all those things to you which I said to my Sana before. Like, woh jab hum mile the waha se hi to check if..." He was cut inbetween by her
"Ab kya gale padna hai, right?" Sana said doubtfully
"Haan. Phir I like the way you smile. I love the way you talk. Jo tumhe flirt laga tha. Aur tum gussa hogayi. But deep down mere dil ko pata tha tum meri Sana nahi ho. Kyu ki tumhara reaction alag ata tha gussa hojati thi tum jaha meri Sana khush hoti thi. Blush karti thi gadhi. Aur tumhari bate aur ankhon me sacchai thi mujhe.. I mean tumhare Sidharth ko khone ka. But mera dimag havi horaha tha jo manna chah raha tha ki tum meri Sana ho." Sidharth said softly in broken voice
"I love the way you talk. Jo mujhe flirt laga tha and main gussa hogayi thi. Oh! God.." Sana murmured softly feeling sad for him
"Uska naam Sana tha not Shehnaaz like me!? How strange..!?" Sana said in wonder
"No, her name was Shehnaaz only, Shehnaaz Gill. Sana toh pyaar se bulata tha main. She used to write letters to me every week as a fan when I was doing modelling n all. Woh Sana naam use karti thi tab apna real naam chupane ke liye. Jab usne bola woh wahi Sana hai tab se main I mean sirf main use Sana bulata hoon. Iss liye uss din car me galti se mere muh se SANA nikal gaya tha." Sidharth said making her nods silently
"Bohot hi bakwas explanation tha uske liye." Sana said remembering the lame explanation he gave on it that it was his slip of tongue
"But you agreed no." Sidharth said stating the fact
"Woh toh.. whatever age bolo." Sana eagerly to know his side of story
"Do you know police me FIR lodge karane ke liye ID chahiye hota hai." Sidharth said
"Abey haan! Mera toh hai hi nahi yaha ka.. phir kaise hua!?" Sana thought in wonder
"I did it, using her ID." Sidharth said making her grasped in shock
"What!!!???" Sana said been shocked
"I have a copy of it. So, I used it telling the police officer that you survived in that plane crash and had a head injury and was in COMA for it. Sorry! But it was needed to be done. No one have right to harm you... in my presence." Sidharth farther added the last part fisting his hand angrily thinking about that incident again
"I can't believe. You're a mastermind. Seriously!" Sana said in serious tone still in shock
"How old was she 6 years ago? I mean when she died." Sana asked emotionally making him heartbroken thinking about her age
"She was only 26.. only 26. We.. had 3.. 3 years age gap.. only...not 13. JUST LIKE US. Iss liye.. jab tumne apna age bola..mujhe laga tum.." Sidharth said and started to cry silently
"Main tumhari Sana hoon." she completed his sentence and sob softly
He nods silently and bites his upper lip to control his emotion and wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes swiftly. As he don't wanna show his valuablity infront of her. Showing himself weak infront of her like always. He had controlled his emotions whenever he saw his Sana's glimps in her.
"Jab tumne bola tum Punjab se ho from Chandigarh mujhe laga chalo kuch yaad aya shayed. Pagal hoon main jo yeh socha for a mere second. Jis din tumne galti se sirf ek second ke liye mujhe "MERA SIDHARTH" kar ke bulaya tha. I was very happy that you called me your Sidharth. Uss din mujhe dream bhi aya tha MERI SANA ki (PART-10) bol rahi thi woh finally mere paas agayi hai hamesha ke liye. Aur ab hum hamesha saath rahenge. But jitna din gaya mera ummid tutta gaya roz. Finally tuta jab tumne bola tum Earth se ho aur yeh Earth 13 hai. Matlab tum meri Sana nahi ho, tum Shehnaaz ho dusre Sidharth ki Shehnaaz. I'm sorry jo itne waqt se chupaya tumse. Kyu ki laga tha kya faida bolke end me toh chali jaogi kabhi naa kabhi. Aur sochogi main khush hoon meri Shehnaaz ke saath. Toh... sorry..." Sidharth said in broken voice when fresh tears started to roll down from his eyes automatically same goes for Sana
"It's okay. Tum sahi ho. I'll go from here one day." Sana murmured softly closing her eyes to let the fresh tears roll down from her eyes
"Tumhe pata hai maine woh selfie kyu upload kia as my first post tumhare saath? Mujhe tha meri har chiz ka first meri Sana ke saath ho jab woh mere paas ayegi toh. Usko bohot shok tha social media ki, selfie lene ki, where I hate the most. She had a fan page for me." His voice chocked at the end and Shehnaaz left a loud sob
"Jab main sirf ek.. ek.. mamuli sa model tha Shehnaaz. Model ka bhi fanpage hota hai kya kabhi? But usne khola tha mere liye. Gadhi thi naa aur pagal bhi. Woh meri pehli fan thi shayed. Iss liye usse pyaar hogaya gandi wali." Sidharth said taking a deep breath closing his eyes and Shehnaaz left a another loud sob
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