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"Aaahhhhh....!!! Ammaaaa!!!! Sidharth... kutta...."

Sana screamed in pain as Sidharth pulled her ckeecks harshly for the nth time.

"Wohh! Finally, kaal raat ka badla le lia maine ACCHE SE." Sidharth said smirking evily

"Seriously! You're so mean. I hate you." Sana said winching in pain and caresing the place with her fingers softly to reduce the burning sensation

"Feelings are mutual. I'm not asking you to love me. I have my Shehnaaz." Sidharth said smirking

"Haan pata hai. You should start looking for her." Sana said in serious tone

Listening this he chuckled.

"What's so funny?" Sana asked frowning

"When we have to meet we will meet Shehnaaz. I don't have to look for her. Kismat.. destiny.. you know.." Sidharth replied nonchalantly

"Why are you so chilled out on this topic? Don't you want her? Don't you wanna meet with her?" Sana asked been annoyed a little

"Mere chahne yah naa chahne se kuch nahi hota hai Shehnaaz. Aur naa aaj tak hua hai. Jo kismat me hai wahi hota hai. And I don't wanna talk on this topic now." Sidharth said been little annoyed and pissed off but pain was visible in his voice

By this she understood he was still grieving for his girlfriend's loss. Whom he loved or still love her so much. So, she let this topic go for now. She don't wanna hurt him now. As she knows the pain. She still loves her Sidharth and can't think about another man to have in her life. Her thought broke when she heard his voice.

"Shehnaaz let's go and have dinner otherwise mom will kill us for sure. See she is calling us." Sidharth said getting up from sofa

"Sidharth.. Shehnaaz.. ajao abhi. Nahi toh maar padhegi tum dono ko." Suhana said screaming on them

Suhana was calling them for last 20mins but they were busy running in the whole house again like last night. As Sidharth wanted to take revenge from Shehnaaz for what she did last night.

"Huh! Calling or you ment screaming on us?" Sana said smirking and both laughed

"Sidharth.. Shehnaaz..." she again called them angrily

"We should better leave.. I mean run now. Nahi toh joote, chappal, jharu free me ayega thappad ke saath." Sidharth said in serious tone while walking towards the dining room

Both quickly went there and had dinner while chatting on random topic specially his movie which will release after 13 days. After dinner all departed to there respective rooms to sleep. But sleep was far away for Sidharth and Shehnaaz.

Shehnaaz was sitting on her bed thinking derp what conversation she had with Sidharth about his girlfriend last night. After thinking a lot she comes to a conclusion that he and his girlfriend who's name start with SA had quite similarly between her and Sidharth. Means, she and his girlfriend who is no longer alive. She died on the same date of their wedding day. How strange the life is!? One side her Sidharth got married to her because of his fear of losing her. On other hand this Sidharth lost the love of his life.

"Life kitni ajeeb hai baba ji, ek taraf meri aur Sidharth ki shaadi horahi thi. Hum ek horahe the shaadi ke bandhan me. Aur dusri taraf iss earth ke Sidharth ka pyaar cheen gaya usse. Usne kisi ko share bhi nahi kia hoga yeh baat. Mummy ko bhi nahi bola hoga. Jhoot bol ke jo jata tha Chandigarh me. Akele sara dard sehen kia usne. Uske bina jee raha hai woh aur kisi ko share bhi nahi kia usne. Mere paas toh sab the mujhe sambhalne ke liye. But Sidharth woh toh bilkul akela tha mummy ke hote huye bhi. Sidharth ne mummy ko bhi nahi bola. Uske life ka itna bada sach. Itna bada dard. How different both the Sidharth over here. Mera Sidharth sab kuch bolta tha mummy ji ko aur yaha Sidharth ne nahi bola. Baba ji usko shakti dena uske dard se ubharne ke liye. Aur usko uska Shehnaaz de do. I know only she can heal his pain." saying this she opened her eyes and gets shocked seeing Sidharth standing infront of her

"Sidharth tum yaha?" Sana said in shock

"Shehnaaz tum..." Sidharth said but stopping in middle feeling hesitated a little

"Kya baat hai Sidharth? Aur yaha behtho." Sana said pointing the place beside her

He nods and sat beside her quickly making her giggle a little.

"Abhi bolo kya baat hai? Neend nahi aa rahi hai? Lori sunau?" Sana said jokingly making him smile meekly

"Umm..! Shehnaaz, once you said you can sing right? Why don't you sing a song for me? I mean any song from your world. I wanna hear your voice." Sidharth said hesitedly thinking she will sing or not

"Tumhe gana sunna hai? Woh bhi iss waqt!?" Sana asked in disbelief seeing the time from the wall clock, It's 11:30pm now.

"Haan. Kuch accha sa sunao naa. Like you're dedicating a song for me type." Sidharth said giving a toothy smile

"Dedicate!?" Sana murmured softly and get lost in thought

"Haan. Friends log karte hai yaar. Tumhare waha nahi karte kya?" Sidharth asked curiously

She just nods silently in response still lost in her thought what to sing for him. When she again heard his voice bring her back from her deep thought.

"Shehnaaz, will you sing or not?" Sidharth asked curiously

She just hummed in response.

"Then sing a song for me Sana." Sidharth requested like an excited kid and little
desperation was visible in his tone

"Thik hai. This one ONLY FOR SIDHARTH." Sana  said making him smile widely

She was feeling heavy in her heart and it was pondering badly. Her throat got dry and she felt like choking. Her eyes were getting blur as she already decided which song she will sing for him. Her "Tu Yaheen Hai" song which she dedicated to her Sidharth.

The song where she showed her life without him and his presence (physically). Showing their love and her pain and her believe that he is always with her in her heart alive. He is always with her beside her. And she is waiting for him to return to her and complete her, the emptiness in her life which she felt without him and to complet their love story too. As she said.. "Main yahi manti hoon ke jaise hero ki entry ke baad likha aata hai 'TO BE CONTINUED" waise hi hoga, happy ending hogi kabhi na kabhi". She closed her eyes once and prayed to her God for her HAPPY ENDING to happen soon. She opened her eyes hearing Sidharth's excited voice again making her smile a little.

"Means me. Chalo start karo Sana." Sidharth said excitedly and smiled happily thinking now he will hear her magical voice finally

"Ahem! Ahem!" Sana cleared her throat with utmost difficulty

She closed her eyes again and looked down to hide her expression and emotion from his eyes but little did she knows he will understand just by hearing her painful. As she is already felt like crying just with the thought she is singing this song infront of him for him, the other him from different world. So, she squeezed her eyes more tightly to control her tears not to roll down from her eyes and started to sing in her melodious painful voice.

LISTEN THE SONG WHILE READING....👇👇

Kabhi Toh Milega
Raasta Tera Mera
Raat Ki Hai Chadar
Mein Chhup Gaya Hai Sawera

Sunn Ve Fakira
Neend Se Utha De Mujhe
Phir Se Tu Jogiya Ve Peera
Hasna Sikhade Mujhe Phir Se Tu

Har Khushi Mein Hai
Aansuon Mein Bhi
Door Kab Tu Gaya Hai

She paused and took a deep breath to make herself prepare what she wanted to do next moment. She looked up to him with teary eyes and then again started to sing making his smile fades away immediately.

Mere Dil Ko Pata Hai
Tu Yaheen Hai Yahan Hai
Mere Dil Ko Pata Hai
Tu Yaheen Hai Yahan Hai (×2)

She again looked down as her eyes were getting blur again because of the tears which will come out anytime soon. Her voice was getting shaky too but she composed herself quickly as she want him to hear the song she is dedicating to him.

Tera Mujhko Rula Ke
Phir Se Mujhe Hasana Toh Yaad Hai
Khud Hi Tune Sataya
Khud Hi Tera Manana Bhi Yaad Hai

Woh Hansi Teri Zindagi Meri
Tu Chura Le Gaya Hai

With her teary eyes she again looked up to into his moist eyes making him shocked. He was shock seeing her strength and been so strong that she dare to sing this song for him which belonged to her Sidharth MAYBE. He got this idea just by seeing her painful eyes and hearing her painful shaky voice.

Mere Dil Ko Pata Hai
Tu Yaheen Hai Yahan Hai
Mere Dil Ko Pata Hai
Tu Yaheen Hai Yahan Hai (×2)

"Shehnaaz..!?" Sidharth said softly getting restless for her and trying to stop her from singing

He don't want give pain anyway which she must be going through now. So, he tried to stop her from singing this song but he failed as she was determined to make him hear the song at any cost. And he cursed himself in mind for even requesting her to sing.

Oh Sang Tere Jo Guzare Lamhein
Woh Din Woh Raatan Na Thodiyan
Naal Tere Thi Dekhni
Day Aur Diwali Te Lohriyan

Le Loon Teri Main Har Bala
Dil Ne Aur Maanga Bhi Kya Hai

Mere Dil Ko Pata Hai
Tu Yaheen Hai Yahan Hai
Mere Dil Ko Pata Hai
Tu Yaheen Hai Yahan Hai (×2)

"Shehnaaz yeh song..." Sidharth said with teary eyes as he understood by now she sung this song for her Sidharth which she's singing for him now

Kabhi Toh Milega
Raasta Tera Mera
Raat Ki Hai Chadar
Mein Chhup Gaya Hai Sawera

Her voice gets shaky and felt like chocking when tears rolled down from her eyes automatically making him emotional too. But she was determined to make him listen the whole song now. So, she gathered some more courage and again started to sing. This time he didn't dared to stop her and let her do what she wanted to do.

Sunn Ve Fakira
Neend Se Utha De Mujhe
Phir Se Tu Jogiya Ve Peera
Hasna Sikhade Mujhe Phir Se Tu

She stopped singing for few seconds as her voice  broke but she again composed herself and looked into his moist eyes with all her courage and again started to sing.

Bas Bata De Tu Chhod Ke Mujhko
Kaun Se Ghar Gaya Hai

She started to sob softly and Sidharth holds her hand tightly into his to give her some strength to complete it. To complete her song.

Mere Dil Ko Pata Hai
Tu Yaheen Hai Yahan Hai
Mere Dil Ko Pata Hai
Tu Yaheen Hai Yahan Hai.

As she finished singing she started to cry loudly and holds her mouth tightly. Without wasting a second Sidharth pulled her in his protective arms for a tight hug. She hides her face into his chest and started to cry her heart out. He was saying sweet things in her ear while caresing her hair and rubbing his palm on her back to comfort her, to give her some peace.

"Sana please stop crying baby. See I'm here infront of you. Huhh! Now stop crying. Sab thik hai baby. Main bilkul thik hoon naa. Tumhare samne hoon. Tumhare saath hoon, right? You found me see. Now we're together baby. Now stop crying please." Sidharth murmured softly near her ear making her cry died a little

"Mujhe chod ke kyu gaya tu? Haan? Pata hai naa main nahi reh sakti tere bina. Kutta!" Sana said complaining still crying and hugging him tightly

"I know baby. I'm sorry jaan. Now will you smile please. Huhh! Will you smile for me?" Sidharth said caresing her hair

"No. Tu bohot ganda hai. Bohot ganda hai tu. Pata tune mujhe kitna dard dia hai. Haan?" Sana said angrily still sobbing softly making him smile seeing her cuteness

"Okay, I'm  sorry. Main sabse ganda admi hoon. Aur tum sabse best. World best ho tum nahi universe best ho tum. Happy?" Sidharth said smiling having tears in his eyes

His word WORLD & UNIVERSE made her comes on earth means earth 13. She quickly broke the hug and looked at him with a painful smile making him confused.

"What happend baby?" Sidharth asked confusingly

"Tumhe...(long pause) Sidharth, tumhe tumhari Shehnaaz ko dhundna chahiye abhi. Zaldi se usko dhundo aur usko bohot zyada pyaar do. Uske saath zyada se zyada waqt bitao aur raho. Life is unpredictable Sidharth. We don't know when our life time will end in this world. Mujhe bohot hi kam waqt mila hai mere Sidharth ke saath. Main nahi chahti iss earth wale Shehnaaz ki kismat meri jaisi ho. Jisko bohot pyaar karne wala Sidharth toh mila tha but bhagwan ne uss Sidharth ko zyada waqt nahi dia mere saath jine ki. Usko dhundo aur jiyo uske saath aur khush raho. I hope bhagwan ne tumhe zyada waqt dia ho tumhari Shehnaaz ke saath jeene ki. To marry her, having kids with her and to grow old with her." Sana said with teary eyes making him shocked

"Interesting thought but not required Shehnaaz." Sidharth said in stern voice after sometime

"Why? Tumhe nahi chahiye tumhari Shehnaaz?" Sana asked frowning seeing his carefree nature towards this topic always

"Aisa maine kab bola Shehnaaz. That I don't want my Shehnaaz. I DO WANT MY SHEHNAAZ but everything took it's own time. Jab mujhe usse milna hoga we'll meet for sure. I don't have to find her. Because SHE HERSELF WILL COME TO ME, ON HER OWN and no one can stop it. Not me, not you, not any world or any God. No one means no one. She will come to me because SHE KNOWS I'M WAITING FOR HER. SHE PROMISED ME SHE WILL COME TO ME." Sidharth replied while caresing her face with his thumb looking deep into her eyes

His intense glaze on her sends chills down her spine as his eyes was speaking volume and words were indicating towards HER ONLY.

"Uski anken bolta hai." - Shehnaaz

"If you will wait for me, I won't go anywhere." - Shehnaaz
"Is it so?" - Sidharth
"Hmm." - Shehnaaz

She immediately looked down and broke their eye lock to ignore his intense glaze and the feeling she was feeling that time. But next moment something clicked in her mind and she immediately looked up to him with a surprised and shocking reaction who was already looking at her with a longing teary eyes and painful smile making her doubt clear somewhere what she was thinking.

"You're girl.. girlfriend.. was.. was..." Sana fumbled in broken voice when fresh tears rolled down from her brown orbs automatically

"Was you Shehnaaz, the other you... MY SANA, MY SHEHNAAZ." Sidharth replied in broken voice making her shocked by her core with this revelation

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