Let's start it.. with less bakwas... It's my imagination so don't judge much on it... and it's a little different story of SidNaaz.. It's a mix of reality and my over the top imagination... How you'll know soon.. I can just say just trust me.. you'll love it.. hopefully! 🤞🏻🤞🏻

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"Shehnaaz... sweetheart...." Sidharth's soft voice comes making her desperate

"Sidharth... bebu... kaha hai tu?" Sana asked while crying and running aimlessly on a beach

"Main yaha hoon baby... Tere piche..." again a soft voice of Sidharth comes from behind making her smile amid tears in her eyes

She quickly turned around and saw him standing little far away from her, wearing a white t-shirt and white pant looking all handsome and hot like always. His face is glowing like Lord Ram. She remembered how she told Arti in Bigg Boss 13 that he looks like Ram when he was sleeping keeping his both hands on his chest. As if he is doing meditation.

"Tu Ram lag raha hai Ram." Sana murmured with a small smile have tears in her eyes while walking towards him

"Aur tu meri Sita. Bohot beautiful lag rahi hai iss yellow dress me." Sidharth said complimenting her making her smile

"Tera favourite hai naa." Sana said with a grin walking to him

He just hummed in response.

"I miss you... please come to me jaan..." Sidharth said after sometime

"Main kaise aa sakti hoon tere paas? Tujhe pata hai naa... Tu... ab..." Sana said while sulking hugging him tightly

He lifted her face with his thumb and made her look into his eyes.

"Main tujhe yahi milunga jaan. Bas yaha aa jana tu. I'm waiting for you." Sidharth said pointing towards the sea

"Kya bol raha hai tu? Pagal hogaya hai?" Sana asked been all shocked seeing the deep sea water and dangerous big waves were coming and going if someone will go there that person will die for sure

"Do you trust me?" Sidharth asked desperately looking into her eyes

"Khud se bhi zyada. Par tu..?" Sana asked hasitedly

"Then just come here tomorrow and don't worry nothing will happen to you jaan. Trust me. Trust your Sidharth." Sidharth said giving a lingering kiss on her forehead

"Sidharth..." Sana murmured while waking up from her sleep when she was sweating badly

She looked herself in mirror and touched her forehead where he kissed her in her dream.

"Woh sab itna real kyu laga? Jaise usne sach me kiss kia ho mujhe. Kya woh mujhe sach me waha mil jayega? But woh toh ab hai hi nahi iss duniya me. (crying) 5 saal pehle hi mujhe chod ke chala gaya woh. But mujhe hamesha lagta hai tu yaheen hai Sidharth. Tu yaheen hai. Mere aas paas. Iss liye tujhe dhundti rehti hoon pagalo ki tarah. Agar woh mujhe waha sach me mil gaya toh? Main kaal jaun kya waha? But woh waves kitna bada aur daravna hai. Main mar bhi sakti hoon! But Sidharth, usne bola mujhe kuch nahi hoga. Kya karu? Jaun kya!? But kaise milega woh mujhe? Kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai. Aur kaal toh..." Sana murmured while crying hugging her legs

"Shehnaaz... Sana... baccha..."

An early 70's year old SM entered in her room looking for her. But for her surprise Shehnaaz was missing from the room making her worried for her as it was late night.

"Hey! Bhagwan. Kaha gayi yeh ladki? Woh bhi itni raat ko? 11:30 baj raha hai abhi. Pure ghad me kahi nahi hai. Kahi kuch!? Nahi nahi.. Meri bacchi itni weak nahi hai. But kaha gayi woh?" SM murmured worriedly looking at the big wall clock which was hanging on the wall

She was about to go out when her eyes landed on a piece of paper kept on side table with a help of a photo frame showing it's back to her. She went near it and took the photo frame and turned it showing the photo into it. Seeing the photo she had a teary eyes and a painful smile looking at it. She cares the photo with all her love for that person.

"Sidharth, mera baccha." SM said with her teary eyes and plant a kiss on his smiling photo pouring all her love to his photo as if she is kissing him for real

She wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes with her thumb and then cleaned the photo frame with her dupatta and kept it on it's correct place just beside Shehnaaz and Sidharth's last Diwali photo. Where both were looking into each other eyes. Which Shehnaaz kept it as her wallpaper once and SidNaaz fans went mad seeing it made edits too. A smile came on her face seeing the beautiful picture of them. Which was clicked by Riya that time and she went in that memory lane when it was clicked.

Flashback Start

6 years ago....

It was Diwali and Shehnaaz wanted to do a couple photoshoot at home. As they were wearing matching black and golden colours outfits. Sidharth was wearing a simple black and golden zari work kurta pajama designed by Manish Malhotra and Shehnaaz was wearing a beautiful black and golden salwar suit gifted by her fan.

"Wow! Sanu you're looking gorgeous in this salwar suit." Riya said complimenting her

"Thanks Riya but tere se kam. Tu bhi bohot acchi lag rahi hai iss dark blue salwar suit me." Sana said complaining her back

"Thanks Sanu but I think sabse beautiful toh mamu lag rahe hai. Bhai Manish Malhotra ka hai yaar. Expensive you know." Riya said teasing him

Shehnaaz giggled and Sidharth frowned listening "beautiful" word for him.

"Main kis angel se "beautiful" lagta hoon?" Sidharth asked angrily while quoting the word beautiful with hand gesture

Listening this everyone laugh.

"Haan yaar Riya. Sidharth, Asim thodi hai. Jo Mr. Beautiful hai. Huhh! Mera Sidharth toh handsome hai aur hot bhi." Sana said giggling

"Seriously!? That Asim." Sidharth said irritatedly rolling his eyes

"Kyu? Accha toh hai woh." SM said with a smile

"Kis angel se?" All 3 said together with a frown

"Aisa nahi bolte baccha." SM said sternly

"Sahi hai. Aaaaaasssssiiimmmmm." Riya said laughing making them chuckled

"Oh! God you guys know how to make me laugh." Sidharth said laughing

"Aaaaaaassssssssiiiiiiimmmmmm." Sana and Riya both said together

And all 4 started to laugh loudly.

"Sidharth, chal photoshoot karte hai." Sana said requesting him

"Yaar! Please paka mat Shehnaaz." Sidharth said irritatedly laying lazily on bed

"Bebu, hamare fans wait kar rahe hai naa. Chal naa thoda show off karte hai tere kurta pajama ki." Sana said requesting him again

Sidharth gave an angry look to her.

"I mean Manish Malhotra bebu. Koie kaam baat hai kya? Chal naa. Unka bhi promotion hojayega. Bechare hamare fans. Hayee!! Hayee!! Taras rahe honge hume dekhne ke liye. Chal naa." Sana said giving a reason using their fans

"Yaar!! Shehnaaz." Sidharth said irritatedly

"Sidharth, kar le baccha. Maan kar raha hai usko chal." SM said little sternly coming to their room

"Fine." Sidharth said irritatedly while getting up from bed halfheartedly

SM left from there.

"Thoda pyaar se bol naa." Sana said kissing his upper hand making him smile

"Kya bolu pyaar se?" Sidharth asked confusingly

"I love you bol." Sana said cutely

"I hate you uska opposite." Sidharth said teasing her

"Kutte, idhar tere konse camera hai. Bol naa I love you." Sana said angrily making him laugh hard

"Nahi bolna." Sidharth said sticking his toung out and runs from there

"Kutta tera main muh toh dungi." Sana said running after him

Both started to run in whole house like kids making Riya and SM laugh hard.

"Bigg Boss ki yaad agayi nani." Riya said laughing

"Haan." SM said with a grin admiring their cute bunter

"Time please." Sana said showing her hand to him and sat on the blue sofa with a thud taking deep breaths

"Moti baby thak gayi." Sidharth said laughing sitting beside her

"Main kis angel se tujhe moti lag rahi hoon kutte." Sana said angrily while catching her breaths

Sidharth bend close to her ear making her confused.

"Har angel se." Sidharth said in husky voice eyeing her body making her cheeks turned red due to blush

"Kutta, chal photoshoot karte hai. Phir upload bhi karna hai." Sana said getting up from the sofa while hiding her blush

"Chalo yeh bhi kar lete hai." Sidharth said irritatedly while getting up from the sofa

"Muh mat bana. Aur photo le Riya." Sana said angrily

"Mera muh aisa hi hai." Sidharth said irritatedly making her giggle

"Chalo romantic pose do." Riya said teasingly

"Abey yeh! Chal paka mat yaar." Sidharth said angrily

"Kya paka mat? Sahi toh bol rahi hai Riya. Khasam hai naa tu toh chal shuru hoja. Nahi toh Asim ko laun aur pose doon uske saath, bata?" Sana said angrily

"Tujhe aaj kuch zyada hi tere pyaare sensible Asim ki yaad nahi aa rahi hai." Sidharth said angrily

"Mamu, please pose do mami ke saath." Riya said making her blush

"Dekh sharma rahi hai kaise." Sidharth said laughing

"Haan! Kya yaar mami itna kyu sharma rahi ho ap. Ab mami ho toh mami hi bolungi naa." Riya said teasing her

"Mujhe ajeeb lagta hai jab tu mami bolti hai. Chal photo le yaar!" Sana said all blushing and smiling

"Haan haan chalo cute cute pose do." Riya said teasing them again

"Abey yehhhh!" Sidharth said irritatedly hiding his own blush

"Sidharth." SM said sternly

"Thik hai." Sidharth said with a fake smile

After that Sidharth took his one solo pic of him to upload it on social media. Shehnaaz took few pics sitting on the floor taking the background of the curtain holding a lamp in her hand to upload on social media for their fans then they clicked some couple photos. In one both were looking into each other eyes. In one Sana was holding the lamp in her hand and Sidharth was holding her by her shoulder standing behind her. In one both were holding a lamp (diya) in their hands and few more other poses.

"Wow! Beautiful pics. Main toh wallpaper rakhne wali hoon ek ek kar ke." Sana said admiring the photos on her phone

"Jo karna hai kar. Bas hamare fans ko pata nahi chalna chahiye." Sidharth said warning her

"Huhh! Itni careless nahi hoon main, samjha." Sana said with attitude

"Ji maate." Sidharth said folding his hands

Seeing this all the 3 women started to giggle.

Flashback End

"Fans ko pata nahi chalega. (Chuckled a little) Kitni pyaare yaade hai. Bas mera Sidharth hi nahi hai." SM said in crying tone caresing that photo frame

Soon she remembered about that paper. She kept the photo frame on it's place and took the piece of paper and started to read it.

Dear Mummy ji,

Maine bohot try kia pichle 5 saal me stro ng rehne ki. But mere se ab aur nahi horaha hai. Mujhe mera Sidharth chahiye. Main nahi reh paa rahi hoon uske bina. Main pagal horahi hoon uske bina. Mummy ji! Bohot miss karti hoon usko. Har jagah dhundti hoon main pagalo ki tarah. Jab ki pata hai woh nahi hai ab physically. But mera dil usko dhunta hai hamesha. Mujhe lagta hai woh yahi hai aas paas. Gadhi hoon naa uski, shayed iss liye. Aisa karti hoon. Apko pata hai mummy ji, Kaal raat ko Sidharth aya tha mere dream me. Bol raha tha, woh mujhe miss kar raha hai bohot zyada. Aur main aa jaun uske paas. But main kaise karu mummy ji? Woh toh... Main jaa rahi hoon uske paas. Kaha? Pata nahi. Mujhe maaf kardena mummy ji. Agar maine kuch galat kia ho itne saal me. I'm sorry. Jab apko yeh khat milega shayed main yaha naa rahu tab. Mujhe dhundne ki zarurat nahi hai. Main jaha bhi hongi mere Sidharth ke paas hongi. Kyu ki main uske paas jaa rahi hoon. Iss duniya me Sid aur Naaz saath nahi hopaye. But ab sach me hoga SidNaaz saath hai aur khush hai. Agar hamare aur mere fans ne pucha Sana kaha hai toh bas yahi bol dena SNSHAKH. Woh log samajh jayenge bohot chant hai woh log bilkul mere Kullu ke jaise. Aur mere jane ke baad Baaz apka khayal rakhega. Alvida!

Apki beti aur Sidharth ki jaan, Shehnaaz SS.

Reading this SM become shocked by her core but moreover heartbroken thinking the step she took. She looked at the digital clock which was on the side table of their bed showing the time 12 o'clock and the date 2nd September, 2026. Today is the 5th anniversary that he left them. She hugged the letter and started to cry silently.

"Sidharth, Kullu main aa rahi hoon tere paas. Your Naaz is coming to you to complete you and SidNaaz." Sana murmured while walking aimlessly into the sea water in the same place which was shown by him in her dream

Soon she got vanished into the sea water.....

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