Hey my cutest puppies, A update as I promised to do. As you know my break is over so yeah, updates over updates once a week. I love to write this story seriously with all my heart. Hope you do too as you read it. And sorry for the mistakes.

Let's get it

She feels so lost. Suddenly so alone in this world even if everyone is beside her. Something feels so vacant, so empty.

Her feet make her run to the big blue room, a room she called hers. Small puffs of air leave her wet lips as she passed over the long hallway, hairs flying back due to the air. The beats of her heart are like flipping back and forth in distress.

A small tear left her closed eyes, but she wiped it right away, not wanting anyone to notice that she is crying.

Crying is a big deal in this house, not in a bad way but it's the opposite. They will haunt you with many questions like "Why are you crying, darling?", "Is everything fine!?" "Tell us what's wrong?", "Did we do something wrong?".

They will not leave her until she tells her the reason why her heart is hurting so bad. There's some type of fear in her heart. An unknown fear.

She can never think these questions of them in a bad way but she is not in a good state to answer them. She is well aware that they ask questions because they are worried and she is very glad that they care.

They care for her.

But she wants to be alone now, for some time to compile all the thoughts which are continuously running throughout her mind, making her crazy.

Her gaze unexpectedly landed on a maid who has a small glass of water in her hands and was about to enter her room.

Before the maid can do anything. Sun takes the glass from her hands, giving her a small bow in return, face covered with long hair, trying to hide her tears as she opened the door and shut it without saying anything in front of her face, leaving the maid confused because she never reacts like this.

She went to the table, properly keeping the glass on the table. She didn't stop her for a second and goes straight to her bed, crying flat for minutes.

She needs to let out.

Everything.

Everything is a mess. A total mess. And now Her eyes again teared up soaking in the pillow resulting in a big wet patch. Everything is so hazy in front of her teary eyes. Her nose started to block, which leads her trouble breathing.

She is going to get married.

And she doesn't know how the boy looks like.

It's one of the biggest steps in her life, 'Do all girls feel this when they came to know they are getting married.' The gears of her brain started functioning and thinking about what's going on.

But she can't blame anyone for her, can she? No, she can't. It's her mistake, it's her fault that she even has the chance to look at the picture of him but she refused to do.

Why?

Because something more important is in front of her, her father's respect.

She can never, never even think about doing anything against him. She choked a sob and started crying again, burying her face in the white pillow, which exactly smells like her small brother, Jungkook.

Jungkook and Jin.

Her brothers.

She has to leave both of them when she will get married to the bit, right? Oh, how can she live without those two beautiful souls? How can she live without her father and mother? Will they miss her again she is gone from this house?

Hundreds of questions are running in her mind, but taking her straight to the conclusion.

They will miss her.

"Of course." She mumbled under her breath. Of course, they will miss her. Who will not miss her? She will rebel if they didn't call her every single day.

A giggle passed her lips, as she thinks about all the happy and funny moments of her with her loving family. They are those precious minutes of her life which she can never forget at all.

She is going to miss them.

'Father was so happy when I agreed to the marriage.' Her mind wanders around and went again to the conversation of them with her. His smile seems to be like something big get off his chest.

A soft grunt left her lips, making herself comfortable she cuddled the pillow, looking all over the room which they gave him.

Will it be still her room when she will leave this house?

A small sad smile curled on her lips. Silent tears and sobs passed through her pretty eyes resulting in wetting her hairs. Slowly all the worries wash away as her eyes started getting heavier by passing seconds. But something was worrying her, even if she doesn't want to think about it.

How can she give her heart to someone when it's not even hers?

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The mansion was silent and that's unusual for the mother who is making breakfast for everyone. She wanted to try something new today so she told all the maids to not came to work and stay in their room and take plenty of rest.

It's a holiday for them.

But maids didn't want to leave, so here they are. Five feet away from the kitchen, worriedly looking at the other who is making omelets. 'Did we do something wrong?', "Last night dinner was fine, right?' They asked these types of questions to each other.

But they know that their Miss has never scolded them for anything. She is an angel.

Yeah, it's different when it comes to them teasing Jungkook for eating so many carrots.

Sudden footsteps came from the hall, every eye instantly goes straight towards the descending man from the stairs. The mother smiled at her husband but frowned her eyebrows when she looked at how swell his husband's eyes are.

She didn't stop herself and jog towards him, after wiping her wet hands in the nearby cloth, cleanliness is everything in their house.

She didn't saw the maids who immediately stepped into the kitchen didn't want the food to burn. They started making the breakfast now happy to do the job they love.

Meanwhile, the wife here wanted to know the reason for his crying. When she stops near him, her hand instantly got attached to his cheeks, cupping his face, turning it to herself, to get a better view.

"Honey, everything is fine?"

Her soft voice screams concern. The adoring eyes of her didn't leave him for a bit. In reaction, she got a little nod, and then the husband gestured her to sit on the couch for further talk.

She hurriedly sat herself down on the couch, wanting nothing but to hear what's the problem with her husband.

What makes him cry that he looks like a zombie.

After sitting down, a minute passed but no words were exchanged by both of them. She gave him time to relax, she taught this to her children, advising and instructing them every single thing which can make another person comfortable when they talk to anyone.

"Make them feel comfortable."

"They need to know, you are patient."

"They just wanted someone to listen to them."

"All they want that time is care and love."

"Tell them that you are here, no matter how much time they take."

Because she knows all they want is someone who can listen to them, not advises or lecture them for their mistakes.

Mistakes are what makes a human, a human.

Everyone makes mistakes. But we have to tell them what's right and what's wrong. Because sometimes they aren't even aware of their own mistakes.

"I talked to her last night." And now he started.

When the words slipped from his lips, she gasped in shock. They did talk about her marriage but she didn't forget that they promised to each other to not talk to her about this at all.

Because it's not fixed. But last day, they talked that he is best for her. "W-What did she said?" Her voice was a mere whisper. She curiously looked at him, battling her long-lashes softly.

"Our baby is ready. But Namjoon said it will be fine if she thinks more about it. It's not an easy decision for our daughter, you know?" She nods knowingly, a happy sigh of relief passed her lips.

"You are giving me Seokjin's vibe...you know..you know..." She whispered and giggled while repeating the same phase, looking at her cute husband who has a small smile on her face.

And then the silence again emerges and covered the whole surrounding near them.

After a long stillness, he uttered, "I am afraid, what if something happens to her?" The restless father looked at his wife, who was not stopping a single moment and giving him a soft smile with all those affectionate eyes.

A chuckle vibrates in her ear canals, as he pinched her cheeks, "Cute." She laughed at her husband's compliment, it's making her shy so she looks down not wanting to keep eye contact. Her face suddenly feels so hot in front of his endless stare.

"What did I do to deserve a beautiful wife and three adorable children in my life?"

His lips touched the soft forehead of his wife, giving her a perfect sweet loving kiss. His eyes landed on her closed eyes and suddenly he feels sad for no reason.

"I hope he will love our daughter more than I love you." She opened her eyes slowly, the smile on her pink lips widens, even more at the sentence.

"He will...you don't have to worry about this at all. I know how well-mannered he is. His family is like the other family of us. His parents will be so happy to have our daughter in their house as his wife."

She sighed happily when she got a nod with a smile from him.

A part of her wanted to tease him, so she did. "Why do I think now that you are going to cry more in her marriage than Jungkook?"

They both started laughing with each other.

But two small voices came from behind them asking about what's happening,

"Who's marriage, mum?"

-

"Really!?"

The parents nod at their two sons, who are more excited than them about the marriage of their sister. Well, why not they be?

"She is going to be so happy when she will hear this news!!" Jin chimed, feeling nothing but happy. His small sister is going to get married.

His tiny sister is now going to be a wife, and he knows she will do her best job in this marriage. He just wants her to be happy.

The parents wanted to clear that she still wanted to think about all the stuff but someone cut them off before they discuss it out.

Jungkook voiced echoed throughout the mansion as he loudly chanted.

"Noona is getting married. Yay!!" He then looked at his beautiful mother. "Mum, you just heard what appa said? Yes! Yes! Yes!"

The mother nodded happily to her son, everyone is so happy after hearing the news. But she is still worried about her daughter. And she knows very well that her husband is with her in line too.

"I am going to tease her now. She is going to get married first, before me!" Jin tried to fake an offended pout face in front of everyone but failed when his parents and Jungkook laughed at his silliness.

A smirk placed on Jin's lips as he signaled Jungkook to join him. Both of them started running towards the stairs, giving a run, wanted to test who will meet their pretty sister first.

And tell her that she is going to get married to the one she loves.

Meanwhile, the parents were still struggling and fighting their inside thoughts They will miss her so much if she gets married to him. Both pray to God for the best.

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