𝐍 𝐄 𝐖  𝐒 𝐓 𝐎 𝐑 𝐘   𝐔 𝐍 𝐋 𝐎 𝐂 𝐊 𝐄 𝐃 : 🔓

𝗛𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲! 𝗭𝗮𝘆𝗮 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲! 𝗜 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘆.

First off, this is a college AU. Yeah, I know, pretty typical. But I hope I do the plot justice and that you all love it.

ERENXFEM!READER

𝗥𝗨𝗡 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗦  is a story about two troubled college kids falling in love. Unfortunately, these two won't be able to fall in love simply, but rather through hardships and trying to dodge obstacles. Growing up with a twin didn't leave Y/n feeling any more whole or completed and it didn't help when her Dad passed. For Eren, ... well he's not exactly an open book when it comes to his past or trauma.

P L E A S E  N O T E 

That this story will contain the following;

Smut/NSFW.
Mentions of Death.
Nightmares.
Drugs/Alcohol.
Fear of swimming; Aquaphobia.
Mentions of slight OCD.
Profanity.
Drama/Angst.
Violence.
STRONG THEMES.

Reader discretion is and will always be advised. 18+. ☁️

RUNFORTHEHILLS.
runforthehills.
🥈👟

"i'm warning you, Y/n.

It's for Your own good.

i'm not worth it."

𝐒 𝐘 𝐍 𝐎 𝐏 𝐒 𝐈 𝐒

☁️ imagine yourself. 
you're running and running because that's instinct, it's what you're supposed to do, right?
you're running, your legs burning, as if to get away from something. maybe someone.
but you slowly realize, you're not going anywhere.
every time you try to get away, you end up back where you started.
and you know what? you realized something else too.
that just maybe, you're not getting anywhere, because you don't want to.
you're running marathons, trying to heed his warnings, but the heart wants what the heart wants.
and you're starting not to give a shit about what anybody has to say about it. not even him.
trying to get away, but unable to get far before you're being pulled back. kind of like a treadmill. that has to mean something, right?
does it mean you love him? ☁️

originally started writing 05.01.24

published 10.06.24 [month.day.year]

𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆: 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒅.

𝒞𝒪ℳ𝐼𝒩𝒢 𝒮𝒪𝒪𝒩. . .

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𝐄 𝐑 𝐄 𝐍'𝐒   𝐏 𝐄 𝐑 𝐒 𝐎 𝐍 𝐀 𝐋 𝐈 𝐓 𝐘

he copes with humor, rather than being a bitch. yes, there is drug and alcohol use but it's not heavily relied on. he's into handsy hobbies, just stuff to keep his hands busy. like building miniature houses, molding clay, cooking, you name it as long as his hands are occupied. he's got this whole mysterious, bad boy persona, when really, he's goofy as shit and a huge softy. he's been through stuff, both with family and romantic relationships so he is a bit wary, but that doesn't stop him from being flirty. even though he see's it as harmless flirting and joking around, some tend to take it seriously, which could be considered a flaw for him. he's hardworking, a bit hotheaded and like's to think he's pretty dominant in bed.

𝐘/𝐍'𝐒  𝐏 𝐄 𝐑 𝐒 𝐎 𝐍 𝐀 𝐋 𝐈 𝐓 𝐘

she copes quietly. she's the type to cry when no one's around, or lock herself into a bathroom to have a quick breakdown and then saunter out like nothing happened. she loves music and drawing. her persona could be described as... unbothered, or chill, nonchalant and very caring. she can be a bit forgetful, but unlike Eren, her attention span can get hooked on something for hours, while he tends to fidget around quite a bit. and yes, that's her on the outside, but on the inside, once you delve into her layers, there's so much more. pain and heartbreak, fear of failing, swimming, fear of giving in too soon. but she's also a little bit wild, quite a roller-coaster, she just needs that side of her to be unlocked. she's been in a couple of relationship's, both shitty, but she tries not to let it run her life. she thinks she'd be willing to try a relationship with someone new, even if she's nervous or scared. she's not very flirty, but maybe a little too nice for her own good. she's a bit of a workaholic, drowning herself in work to ignore her demons. her presence is soothing, people relax or light up when she walks in a room, even though she's oblivious to it.

dominant, submissive? she doesn't know. she goes with the flow or at least that's what she thought. but Eren happens to be the key to her lock on a deeper layer. something about him, makes her want to challenge him... or even... take control of him herself. test the limits. she's a bit wild. and stubborn.