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"Why are you not eating?" Tae asked somewhat irritatingly.

"Oh you don't have to worry tae, it's just I want to eat less, like a diet I just want to lose some weight. You know." I awkwardly said watching the untouched plate in front of me.

I just don't want to eat this, I regret making this.

On top of that, I do not have money. I have to work for more hours, if I eat at this speed nothing will left.

He gave me money last month, I can't ask for more. It's my fault for wasting them.

"I am not worrying okay, don't misunderstand. But eat this, you are not fat."

"You know that yourself tae. Just don't lie to me."

I just want to be beautiful.

Just like Mina.

Wanna be like someone you 'like'.

My thoughts get cut off when he stood up and walked away not saying anything.

"Where are you going tae. Your breakfast is untouched."

"Why do you care?"

"I....." I like you. That's why I care.

"I am tired of hearing the same shits you say every day. Just do whatever the fuck you want. I don't fucking care." He sounds like he wanted to shout. My eyes blur with tears a second from falling.

He walked away leaving me behind like yesterday.

I am sorry.

It's been 3 weeks since he didn't even talk to me.

Not even in our house.

But how can I blame him?

He has been distancing himself from me.

He is ignoring me, when I call him, he doesn't even glance at me.

Did I do something wrong?

Am I invisible to him?

I think I am not good enough for him.

Did I invade his personal space?

Did I get too close?

But I don't have anyone.

And the sad thing is he knows...

That he is all I have.

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