𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗦𝗜𝗫 . . . 𝖼𝖺𝗇'𝗍 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗁𝖾𝗇𝖽.
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( real life ! )
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sinai was in her room thinking. she was trying her best to wrap her head around the fact that she was at a party clung onto her ex boyfriend that she hates with a passion. it just didn't make sense to her. yeah, when she gets drunk, she tends to get very clingy with people that she's close and comfortable with.

but she wasn't close or comfortable with chris at all so she had absolutely no idea why she was walking around with him and having conversations with him. since she was drunk, she had no recollection of the previous night so she had to take her friends' word for it even if she didn't want to believe it.

this entire situation was just bothering her so much. she was uncomfortable and couldn't take her mind off of it. she sighs, ultimately deciding that she needs to stop working herself up over some silly thing that's never this serious.

sinai stands up and walks over to her closet, pulling out one of bralo's hoodie that she forgot to return. she looks at it and shrugs, pulling it over her head.

turning around, she grabs a pair of shoes and slips them on her feet. she grabs her phone from the nightstand before sitting back down on her bed and opens imessage, selecting the groupchat between her, claudia, and elaina.

( imessage ! )
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nai - sinai
lia - claudia
laine - elaina

brent faiyaz's top 3

nai
i'm bored and have nothing to do
so..
do yall wanna go to the mall w me??

laine
yes!!

nai
alr
On my way!
bro.

laine
LMFAOO

lia
why does it autocorrect to being so formal 😭

nai
fr bruh
like never am i that enthusiastic abt being omw

lia
literally
unless it's food though
like if it autocorrected to that and i'm leaving to get food
i wouldn't mind at all

nai
💀
i'll see you guys when i get there
everyone loved this message

( real life ! )
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the three girls have been roaming around the mall for about an hour before deciding that they need to eat something. they're currently in the food court sitting at a table eating their food.

as sinai is eating her food and talking with her friends, she randomly starts to think about what happened between her and chris at the party the other night.

she has no idea why this is bugging her so badly. she just really wants to take her mind off of it. that's why she chose to go to the mall with claudia and elaina. her mind wasn't focused on the party at all up until now.

sinai mentally curses herself for thinking about chris so much. honestly, she wishes that he just didn't exist anymore so he wouldn't flood her mind so much (that is so incorrect. chris was literally one of the best things that ever happened to her. she appreciates everything that he did for her. even though she loves that he always made her happy, she just hates his being).

sinai finally gets pulled out of her thoughts when claudia calls her name. "nai," sinai looks up from her food, turning her head to face claudia. "are you good? you look a little pale." she points out.

elaina looks at sinai before her mouth falls slightly agape. sinai furrows her eyebrows at elaina's reaction. was she really that pale? she pulls out her phone and opens the camera, examining her face. he skin only looks a little lighter than normal so she shrugs it off.

reverting back to claudia's question, sinai answers, "yeah, i'm fine but for some reason i keep thinking about chris."

the other two girls share a look before turning their attention back to their friend. "thinking about chris..how?" elaina questions.

claudia glares at her for wording her question like that but quickly disregards it as she waits for sinai to answer.

"when we were at the party. like you guys said that i was clung onto him but it doesn't make any sense. i mean, i know i was drunk so i did some crazy shit but i just don't get it."

claudia's mouth opens like she's about to say something but pauses, trying to figure out how she's going to word this sentence. "nai, when you get drunk your crave for physical touch goes a-wall."

sinai nods in a way of understandment. "that's only with people i know and that i'm close with and i'm not close with him at all."

"since you weren't in the right headspace, you probably just thought you two were still together." elaina shrugs, not really knowing what else could've caused her to be so attached to him.

sinai groans, wishing that this boy would stay out of her mind. sighing, she thinks of something that could help her stop thinking about him so often.

( social media ! )
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sinaimacher

sinaimacher, all the time you race on my mind

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comments

claudiamiller, caption is me but with you 😏

bralo, nah bro chris fumbled with this one man
⤷zanderprescott, LMFAOOO

user, she's literally the definition of ethereal

amarijohnson, i could treat you better than him bro trust

amarijohnson, GYATTTT DAMNNNN UR SO??????

user, very large gulp.

user, stop thinking about chris and come be with me like i could show you the world fr

malachibrowning, literally no words.

user, caption is questionable ngl

user, the caption got me thinking that this is a special post for a very specific person..

jenae.williams, 😍

user, most gorg ever

user, no because it just clicked for me that these might be song lyrics that she's teasing

user, GOLLY

user, devoured.

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𝗥𝗘𝗡 𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗔𝗞𝗦 !
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i really need to start motivating myself to write more often because i NEED to get more chapters out for my books.

- 𝗥𝗘𝗡🧸