HE LITERALLY DRIVES ME INSANE SOMETIMES!!

HE MAKES ME WANNA KMS 😭😭 FUCK
(i won't actually do it, i promise^)

pros / cons

music / won't be able to listen to new music
animals / i'll miss my cats , all the other babies i love
friends / won't meet/talk to them or meet new ones
concerts / won't be able to go to them
tloml / won't be able to spend the rest of my life with the loml
+ etc, i'll add more once i can think of any or look some up

HE JUST MAKES ME THINK THAT HE LIKES DOING IT TOO LIKE HE GETS A KICK OUTTA IT LIKE, TF BRO?? (dad, lmao)

i wish i had gotten a job after a few months after the cfa deal. i feel like i wouldn't be so sad/depressed/lonely right now 😭 like this sucks fr

man, or if i knew what i wanted to do in life, that'd be great 👍🏻 like then i'd try to get on that level and do that but i have no fucking clue what i wanna do in life / for a job. like FUCK 😭😭😭🥲😢

i never had that dream as a kid about what i wanted to be when i grew up, or at least if i did, i don't remember it. so that's great 👍🏻

lowkey wanna be a massage therapist/misuse?? person or whatever bc i'm good at it but i don't wanna go to school for it or whatever i have to do 😭😭🤧🥲

man, guys i need therapy real bad fr 🤧☹️

idk what to do about my dad tho, in the meantime ☹️😔😢

AUTHORS NOTE |

I HATE MY LIFE 😭🤧

[ written : 3/10/24 / posted : 3/11/24 ]  OMFG I NEVER POSTED THIS WTFFFFF : 12/20/24