Nessas pov-

*2 days later*

I havent seen jaden in person since the morning after that day. We called and texted though. Its been great with him. This morning, my aunt, left me with my baby cousin and im struggling.

I have this baby for 1 day if her mom agrees. Her name's Addelyn.

Her crib ,her carrier, her baby bag is here everything is scatteres over my apartment. Its 8 in the morning and she wont stop crying.

Ive played cocomelon and she started bawling. I walked her down the hall, threatened to throw her off the balcony.

She wouldnt shut up, i dont even have time to read my books.

"Come on addi...shhh" i tried rocking her. 

Shes months old, who leaves there month old baby with their niece, that crackhead aunt of mine.

She has vomitted on me twice, im in oversized pj pants and jadens shirt. Im a mess right now, i havent seen jaden in two days yet my hair is still a mess, this baby has been tugging on my everything.

I was struggling, then i got a call. "Jay-y-y" .

I rolled my eyes at the child on the rug before answering.

"My love" i heard.

"What." I said, clearly not in the mood.

"Woahh theree...rude much, wheres the love?"

"What jaden do you need me?" I said holding the phone to my shoulder and picking up the crying child.

"Ill aways need you," "but im on my way over to your place, i am walking into the lobby...right now"

"Im a mess right now but ill leave the door ooen for you" i sighed opening it.

"K bye" he hung up.  I took addeline to the kitchen and gave her her bottle. Sge was quiet for a bit. "SHIT" i yelled as she spit it in my face.

"Woah" i heard a voice, "not a face ive never seen before, oddly familiar" he joked.

I wiped it off,"why are you wasting the precious generation that laid on your face?" He walked into the kitchen.

"Choke" i said to him.

"Oh my god nessa, you have a baby? You literally said you didnt...i was gone for 2 days"

"Shut up. What? This is my baby cousin im babysitting ig"

"Mommy nessa era?"he stated."Whats her name?"

"Adelyn""just take her" i gave her to him in disgust.

"Come on addey lets go for a walk" he put her in the stroller.

"I alreasy walked her in the hall a million times"

"Have you heard of, outdoors?" He joked holding the girls hand and pushing the stroller.

"How long do you have her?" Jaden questioned.

"Just today, her mom will pick her uo in the morning" she slightly smiled.

"Oh...we're parents for a day" we both walked into the elevator.

"The paps are gonna think we have a child" she sighed.

"In the space of...weeks?"

"They dont assume with logic jaden"

"We"re good" he reassured her, picking up adelyn.

"What were you coming over for?" Nessa asked.

"To spend time with my girlf- whor-sid--slu-uhm- best friend" he stuttered,the girl chuckled.

"So..what are we then?" We both asked.

"I mean we just met..." nessa said, "yeah but i mean, we've done alot for people who just met" jaden stated.

"Jaden..."

"I really wanna go on another date...to not rush it i guess"

"Are you sure?" He questioned before putting the sleeping adelyn in her stroller.

"Yeah, jaden i hope you know its me, being in a committed relationship with someone i lo-like its hard to trust myself after what i pulled on chase, with you, whos, different to me" "i lo- like you but its time..." she explained.

It was the truth and her unlabeled feelings right now were all over this place, she knew she loved this boy. She couldnt find it in her heart to trust, herself.

"Alright..." he sighed in disappointment

He wasnt guilt tripping nessa but he was actually sad, he also likes nessa and knows he isnt good at this boyfriend thing, but was willing to change, learn, nessa wouldve loved to know this, having jaden would be her rogan fantasy love. 

She realized, immediately stopping,"but hey," she stopped him, wrapping her hands around his neck, slightly on her tippy toes. "Im getting there""soon jae, soon alright," she kissed him.

He nodded as they walked back into the lobby, going up the elevator and back to her room.

Jaden put adelyn in her crib and they  went to nessas room, jaden saton her gamong chair, "cheese ness"

@ wannabetheblondedon: hey from me and mommy tbh

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NESSASWIFEYY - please adopt me.

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