Dedicated to cryingguk

Don't even get me started on how much I adore you!! You are a darling who is very difficult to get information about sighs. Anyways, you are a fabulous person with a sweet personality! I am so grateful that I met you and we are having so much fun and talks. Me staying up late and then surprising you by suddenly becoming online- ICONIC! And also the part that you screamed cuz of that 😂 I always find time for you and will always make time for you. Don't worry!
P.S: I love your poetry.

I should be asleep,

But here I am again,

Sitting in front of this screen,

Talking to people,

Acting all happy,

Getting broken at small things.

But I don't show it.

I can't!

I don't want to be treated differently,

I don't wanted be treated like I am weak.

I just-

I just want to be normal,

I just want to be happy and

Not let the smallest of things affect me.

It breaks me more when

People treat me differently because

I had a breakdown.

But they don't know

They don't know that I never did,

I suppressed it,

I did what I told them not to,

I am such a hypocrite.

I tell others to not do something

And then do it myself.

I am such a masochist.

I suppress it all

And wait,

Wait for myself to explode one day.

I love myself I say,

But do I really do?

Is suppressing emotions loving myself?

Is hurting myself loving myself?

Is ruining my life for others betterment loving myself?

Is pushing myself to my extreme limits that I faint loving myself?

Is it?

I love myself?

Do I?

Hi!! Woah~ Is that an Author's Note you see? Yup! I just wanted to tell you that this poem hits me home the most!! This poem is me~ I hope you all are enjoying the book! I was ecstatic that the book got 500+ views, I am so happy that so many people enjoy the poetry and hopefully get the message I try to pass! I honestly started this book because of lots people that I have/had in my life! They made me re-think my own beliefs. I never thought so many people would enjoy the poems! I am thankful to each and everyone of you.

Love Yourself,

Stay Safe,

xoxo