Being the girlfriend of an idol, or being in a relationship in general is hard for you. Sunoo was the perfect boyfriend, every girl loved him, but not as much as you do.

The thing with dating a famous person was that you recieved hate. Criticism. Backlash. And worst of all...

Your insecurities popped out.

Sunoo never had a problem with you. He loved everything about you. How you are is perfect in his eyes. But not in yours.

To his eyes, you were cute and beautiful both inside and out. But to yourself, you just thought of insults to fill up your mind.

People would hate on you and it got you over the edge and made you wonder if you were really ever good enough for Sunoo. Although Sunoo keeps telling you not to change because of what anonymous people say, it would still drive you crazy. How on earth did Sunoo fall in love...with this?

Social media was of no help either too.

Every social media platform you had, there were countless pretty girls all over the world, and it made you feel uneasy inside.

"How i wish to be them..." You mumbled under your breath, sucking in air before breathing it out.

You looked at your glass window of your shared bedroom, smiling weakly at the beautiful night sky. The stars and moon were shining, it was immaculate.

"Even the stars are more beautiful than what i'll ever be..." You let that sentence replay in your head, and it made you feel even worse.

You decided to calm your negative thoughts down and listen to some songs while closing your eyes and just...think blank.

"Heather?" You saw a recommended song on your music app, tilting your head. You immediately swiped to google and looked for the lyrics.

Watch as she stands with her holding your hand
Put your arm around her shoulder, now i'm getting colder
But how could i hate her?
She's such an angel
But then again, kinda wish she were dead

"W-what are these lyrics..." You stuttered quietly, as a tear left your eye.

Not that you've seen Sunoo with another girl or anything before, but the fact the song you found out existed for less than 5 minutes already had affected your emotions, it made you overthink.

Those people on the internet, they were all the so called 'heathers'. And you weren't.

"Y/n?"

You heard a voice enter the room, making you immediately shut your phone down.

"H-hey..." You smiled a little at Sunoo, as he sits beside you.

"How was your day?" He asked.

Awful as usual.

"I'm good. You?"

"Alright. Manager-nim let us go home early so that's a first." He chuckled as you forced a small fake smile at him.

"Hey, something wrong?" It didn't take Sunoo long to realize you were slightly down, and it got you surprised.

"Erm..."

You debated inside your head whether you should tell him what's going on or not.

He was your boyfriend, he deserves to know what your feeling.

"I uhm...can i show you something?" You asked as he nodded. You brought out your phone and opened instagram, showing him multiple pictures of countless pretty girls.

"Do you find them beautiful?"

"I guess their okay, but not as beautiful as you."

It made you smile that he complimented you, but it wasn't enough to ease you.

You opened your music app and tapped on the play button of the song 'Heather'.

"Who pops up in your brain when you listen to these lyrics?"

"You."

Your heart went boom. Heat rose up to your cheeks, and your toes curled from nervousness.

"S-stop lying..." You frowned as the male cupped your cheeks, giving you access to see his face up close.

"This again, huh Y/n? I thought i told you already. Your beautiful! You may not think you are, but i swear to god Y/n you're the most beautiful out there! You don't need to be like those people and look like them. What makes you pretty is your confidence. You have to think your beautiful, because what you think about yourself is what's important."

The boy's words made you look down as tears slowly made its way out of your eyes.

"B-but...what if i think i'm not good enough?"

"Good enough? For what? For me? For social media? Hell Y/n i love you so much, you're the prettiest girl i've ever seen! Confidence is what makes you beautiful, so build that up! Don't be so insecure. You are more beautiful than what you think you are."

"You're the real heather in my eyes."

You stuttered in shock as your lips parted, looking surprised at the smiling boy in front of you.

"W-what?"

"Aish, do i have to confiscate social media from you- oh."

You immediately hugged him as your tears flowed down and down and down.

"Sunoo-ah..."

"Yes, Y/n?"

"Thank you."

"For?"

"For everything. You make me feel less hideous and prettier everyday."

"You were never hideous in the first place,

Heather."