34.
IMAGINATION

I WAS sweating as the nightmare haunts me. I can't help but sob loudly as that thought happens infront of me. I wanted to believe that everything will be fine that nothing bad will happened to my family.

Inhale, exhale.

As i do it, my breath became normal and i wiped my tears as my eyes become swollen and puffy.

You can do it, y/n. I trust you.

Trust? I just need to trust myself to become better with everything. Seconds, hours, months and years passed and i didn't believe that trusting everything will be fine.

"How can i know that evedything is going to be okay, when.." As i said that, i sobbed quietly thinking of possible ways to get back at korea. "..i fucking missed them."

I didn't stop crying, thinking about my family. Oh, how much i missed them.

I am at the airport.

Looking at the people passing by whilst biting my lip at anxiousness.

How will they react? How will jungkook react..? Or jungsik? As i ponder, i smiled.

"I'm coming home, kookie and my little baby."

Something or rather someone is shaking me out of my imagination and i look up to know who it was.

"Baek.." i said whilst being so stupid to think that i will get to see them.

"What you thinking?" I just shook my head, not wanting to speak about it and when he knew he didn't ask.

I rather die than to get pity by him.

He hug me as i didn't know that tears falling onto my eyes. I sobbed as i wished to be with my family.

The christmas is getting nearer, isn't it.

I hope i get to be there by their side. To surprise them, oh how much i wanted to see their bunny smile.

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A/n: how much she misses her favorite bunnies 🤧