20.
CRUSH

I THINK I HAVE A CRUSH for jungkook. but, why?
i don't like him. he ruined my life with taehyung. i-i hate him.

i zoned out. not feeling the presence beside me.

"bitch! the fuck are you thinking?" it was jennie. who else?

i rolled my eyes at her and mimicked her tone. "bitch! the fuck are you doing here?" i chuckled at her reaction, she looks like she's going to kill me sooner or later.

"well, i was thinking- about..jungkook" i said as i lowered my head. she jump in shocked and when she realized what i said.

"oh..my..god! the fuck, really? like, you know? you know? i- i mean, do you have wet dreams last night with him?! oh god! y/n, you! are! so! dirty!" she scrunched her nose in disgust. i shove her on the couch. "yah!" i laugh loudly at her.

"it's not that! i think, it's when he said 'i love you' on the other day. i love him too, so much" i smiled fondly, thinking about jungkook.

jennie hugged me really tight. "you are inlove! y/f/n is inlove to jeon fucking kook!" she cheered whilst i just shake my head in disbelief.

i was watching a k-drama,

entitled 'hwarang'. yes, kim taehyung or should i say my ex boyfriend is apart of it.

i admired his face, his beautiful features, all of it is perfect. i smiled faintly whilst watching him on the t.v.

there was a knock on the door and i opened it. "jungkook? what are you doing here?" i asked him and he just smiled wearing his bunny smile.

"what are you watching? oh! is that, tae-hyung?" he asked me in shocked. i nodded my head whilst looking at the t.v.

he look at me in sadness on his eyes. "you still loved him, don't you?" he gently grab my chin to face him. i look away and shake my head.

"i moved on," he studied my expression. he nods his head as he plopped down to sit on the couch.

he watches me sitting beside him and ask me who is the guy that i liked. "uhm, j! j is his first letter. i will not tell you who it is" i stucked my tongue out at him.

"j? jimin..? hobi hyung..? jin hyung..?" i shake my head at his answers. will he get it right?

is he that sloww?