16.
SCARED

"WHAT THE FUCK are you doing here?! Taehyung?!" I was so scared that my heart will explode in any seconds.

"Sorry.. i just miss you" he said while walking closer to me. I just stood there frozen still processing what he said.

"I- i don't miss you! just- stay away from me, from now on" i sternly said at him. I won't cry again.

"Y/n.. i still love you" he said and looking at me... fondly.

"well, i don't..Just leave.." i glared at him and he just nod his head still looking at me hopeless.

"I love you.." and he left. I cried again looking where he just stood a minutes ago.

Why it's still hurts?

Is it.... because i still have feelings towards him?

He didn't trust me.

He.... he just love me because he pity me.

Right?

Why i can't move on from you tae?!

It hurts! It hurts so damn much!!

I want to forget you!

I don't love you anymore!!

I hate you for not trusting me.

I hate you so much....

I hope i didn't know you...

I hope i didn't answer you..

I hope this is all a dream.

......because i'm scared to feel the pain again.

I'm scared to see you again..

I'm..scared.

Did i hurt her again..?

I was dozing off when someone cleared their throat. I look just to see jungkook, sitting across from me. I rolled my eyes at him. Feeling irritated to see him here. What is he doing here?

"What?" I coldly ask him. He smirk at me while leaning at me. I backed away feeling annoyed.

"i miss you, hyung" he smiled at me. Fake.

"Really? Or you miss y/n, more than me?" I glared at him and he laughs loudly at me and people looking at us.

"You...are so...hahaha funny!!" He kept laughing while i just rolled my eyes at him.

"Can you..stop laughing!" I yelled at him and he stops laughing. He look at the people staring at us, he glared at them and they stop looking at us and continue their stuffs.

"Sorry, hyung.. it's just- aish! How do i say this... rosé..is back" he look at my reaction and i just remain silent. Wait..

"WHAT?!" i shouted while my eyes widened. She's..back? He look at me weirdly.

"Stop overreacting, hyung" he rolled his eyes at me while looking out the window. Fuck. My c-

"Hyung!" I was startled because i still on my thoughts thinking of rosé.

"Are you..okay?" I nodded my head at him and still thinking of her. Ahh. I miss her.

"Kook..i will see you tomorrow? Okay..?" He smiled at me. He looks like a bunny. Cute~

"Take care, hyung" he waved at me and i waved back at him.

"She's FUCKING back!!!!!"