december 31 2020

today was the last day of 2020 christmas was fun i got to spend time with family but i dont have a new years kiss. why? because my boyfriend lives on the other side of the world.

i wanted to go back to england, but i wanted to stay with my family. yes this is where i was born and raised but something about england made me love it, maybe my friends or close family friends, maybe the school i dont know.

"cecilie," it was dani, i have no idea how she got in.

"how did you get in here?"

"the keys.. duh"

"WELL HOW DO YOU HAVE MY KEYS"

"YOU GAVE ME A SPARE WHEN WE WHERE IN MIDDLE SCHOOL, REMEMBER"

"oh right"

"gosh, anyways do you wanna ho to the mall and stay there till like 9 and then we can go to the new year's party"

"sure"

DANIELLES POV:

"ok sounds good"

the reason im trying to get cecilie out the house is because louis somehow go my insta probably from the post cecilie posted, he dmed me that me hes flying in to surprise cecilie and he told me to take her out somewhere so that when she gets home its like a surprise.

BACK TO CECILIES POV:

this was a bit wierd because we didnt really go to the mall that often, but i mean i did want to ho shopping.

i opened my closet remembering that i hadn't packed everything cuz i thought we where going to england for vacation, anyways dani and i picked out something to wear.

danis outfit ^^^^^^^^^^

cecilies outfit ^^^^^^^^^^^^^

"ok are you ready?" i asked dani

"just one second im putting on makeup"

"dani stop you dont need makeup"

"yes i do im just gonna put a little bit on"

"no cmon," i dragged her lout my room and we got in the car.

i felt like driving because dani always drove, plus i do need to learn how to work a car its not like louis is gonna drive me around forever.

"cece should i dye my hair blonde"

"NO PLEASE DONT YOUR BLACK HAIR MAKES YOUR EYES LOOK GORGEOUS"

"ill think about it"

"dont do it, i promise you just dont, your hair is so silky and shiney and it makes your eyes look so bright"

"ok ok i was thinking about it"

"what if i dye my hair black?"

"NOOOO blonde literally fits you so dont even"

"i waa just kidding"

"good because your hair is beautiful"

"so is yours"

"thanks bestie"

"noo thank you"

"whatever"

we where talking the whole time, i didnt care because it was not awkward.

"aright lets go"

"okok"

LOUIS POV:

i was flying to the U.S today to see cecilie for new years, i was so excited because i hadn't seen her in almost 2 weeks. it may not seem like alot for others but we hung out like... everyday.

she didnt know that i was coming i only told her bestfriend dani and her parents so they can get her out of the house, cecilies friends are actually really nice and supportive, though willy is a bit off.

im currently on the airplane, we had 5 hours left until we landed to Pennsylvania, also i forgot to mention that this is my first time flying out alone.

cecilies parents said they would pick me up, i love Mrs. Remington, she always treats  me like family when im over.

i got out of my head when some creepy middle aged man started coughing next to me, yuck. people really need to start thinking about their actions!

"hello sir can you please cover your mouth when you cough im not willing to get sick on new years thank you"

"i can do whatever i want to i payed for this seat if you dont like it maybe shut the fuck up"

what in the bloody hell

"im sorry i was just asking if you could please cover your fucking mouth when you cough or maybe dont-"

"is everything alright here?" the flight attendant asked.

the creepy guy huffed, "no this little boy is worried that he will catch a cold-"

"well i think i could give you another seat maybe in first class"

"oh yes i would love-"

"not you, i was talking to the young man"

karma

"oh- um- me? sure i would love to"

"aaalright, ill take your bag"

"thank you but ive got it-"

"see now i don't understand why he gets the first class seat and not me?"

"maybe it's because the young man doesn't cough at people"

"fucking idiots," the man mumbled under his breath.

how childish

silence. 

"right come with me and ill show you your seat"

i got up and the lady took me to first class, i was relieved, it was so much.. quiter.

"thank you"

"oh of course im so sorry you had to deal with that man, theres alot of those in the U.S"

"its fine really"

"alright then," then she left.

well that was something.

i went to sleep because we still had of time left, first class was comfortable.

CECILES POV:

dont get me wrong dani is fun, but i was starting to get really bored and tired, i just wanted to be cuddled up with louis watching a movie.

"OOOO LETS GO WINDSOR!" dani said all excited.

"what why? i dont need any dresses, plus my boyfriend is across the ocean"

"just shut up, we are going"

"UGHHH"

"i dont know what to get nothing look good on m-"

"dani you look good in anything"

"so do you, but i think that dark green is made for you"

"awww thank you, maybe you should get a purple dress, it makes your hair look amazing"

"okok lets find dresses"

DANIS POV:

green really is cecilies color, it just fits her. her dirty blonde hair, and green eyes, hourglass figure, how did i end up with such a gorgeous bestfriend? she really deserves louis, they are perfect.

"earth to dani?"

"OH hi"

"ok um i found some dresses i think would be perfect for the party"

"show me"

the dresses ^^^^^^^^^

(ik they are like the dresses every 8th grade girl posts on their story but bare with me😀)

"oh- um cece i think i might have to pass on this one you would look amazing i that green dress but im not wearing a bodycon-"

"yes you are please dani you look amazing"

gosh i love cecilie but sometimes shes a bit too much of a confidence booster, i mean theres no way thats gonna look good on me im a literal box. (danielle is actually not a "box" she has bdd)

"i- i dont know cece"

"omg dani cmon- actually its ok find a dress your comfortable in"

"thank you cece"

"no problem"

"im not gonna hold you back from not getting that dress it's literally gorgeous on you"

"i was gonna buy it anyway"

"good"

CECILIES POV:

i didnt want to pressure dani to buy a dress she was not comfortable wearing, she has BDD. (body dysmorphic disorder) though i knew she would look amazing but i want her to be comfortable.

i liked the green dress, i mean im not gonna act like THOSE girls and say that im ugly for complements because i know im not. why would louis date me if i was ugly.

the dress actually looked really nice on me and it fit like a glove, dani came out in a dress she picked and when i tell you my jaw dropped, it dropped.

the dress^^^^^^^^^^^^^

"omg- danielle you are buying this right now"

"do i really look good in it?" she held her stomach. poor thing.

"yes dani, would i lie to you"

"no"

"then your getting that dress, you look gorgeous"

"ok"

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hi guys-

sorry for not posting for like a week i was really busy with new years and sChOoL.

this chapter was really delayed, like really. 🥲

and im sorry 😔🤚🏼