i was in my room when, *knock knock knock* it was louis this is so typical, he was standing outside my window eaiting for me to open it.

what are you doing here its 11pm!  "i just came to check on you," he said climbing in. "im obsessed with your room cece," he said.

oh yeah i finished decorating it, i literally loved how it turned out.. even if it was basic.

thank you lou lou! i gave him a hug.

the room ⬇️⬇️⬇️

well anyways what do you want to do? i asked louis. he plopped down on my bed, "hmm i dont know, maybe make popcorn?" he suggested.

WAIT i have an idea. "what?" he asked.

LETS DYE OUR HAIRR!!!

"no no way im doing that!"

well you dont have to but can you help me?

"fineee," he sighed.

YAYYYYY OK WE NEED TO GO GET SOME.

"HUH I THOUGHT YOU ALREADY HAD SOME"

no silly, cmonnn pleaseee! i looked down and frowned, trying to form a tear.

"FINE FINE FINE, but i am gonna teach you how to drive tomorrow."

WHAT?

"yeah your 17 cecilie"

well so are you.

"but i know how to drive, unlike someone."

ok fineee.

"YAYY now lets go get you the hair dye!!"

OKKK.

we went to the pharmacy it wasn't too far away, only 7 minutes away from our houses.

"so what color are you going to get?" louis asked.

umm i think im gonna get the purple.

"so basic but alright then, lets go"

we checked out and went back to my house. i was so excited, i dont know why louis didnt want to dye his hair, but im also glad because he looks so cute with his fluffy brown hair.

"what are you looking at?" louis chuckled.

nothing why?

*SHIT IVE BEEN STARING AT HIM FOR TOO LONG*

"not that i mind"

whatever louis, i rolled my eyes.

we got out of the car and i rushed inside, it didnt matter if we made alot of noise because both our parents where out.

LOUISSSS HURRY UP! i yelled down.

"COMING"

ugh why did it take you so long!

"i was getting water calm down!"

"anyways lets start"

TIME SKIP:

i finished applying the dye to my hair, i only did the bottom of the back and the two front strands.

lou lou.

"yes?"

come here.

"what do you want"

dont leave i want to have a sleepover with you.

"dummy i wasnt gonna leave anyway, louis poked my nose softly."

i love you lou lou.

"i love you too cece"

we hugged really tight, like really tight. i didnt want him to ever leave me, louis is so important to me hes the best friend you could ever ask for.

well i didnt feel like i loved him as a friend but it keeps bugging me that we are just friends, i mean not that he'd ever love me in that way but i didnt know.

"hey are you ok luv? why are you crying?" he asked me hugging me and slowly laying down.

i just dont want to loose you in anyway possible your my best friend and i love you so much i dont know what i would do without you. louis you don't understand how much you matter to me- oh my gosh im sorry i got snot all over your sweater lemme-

"its fine let out all your emotions, tell me everything, i sont judge you," he kissed my head and played with my hair.

thank you lou lou, thank you.

"anytime sweetheart"

sweetheart?

"shhhhh it doesn't matter," he but his hand on my face and one in my hair.

just like that we fell asleep.

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this whole chapter gives me butterflies like-
i wish i where cecilie