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I AM SORRY

I need help again lmaoo. I have to pick some positive traits for this character and I re-read her form and just paused BECAUSE I DON'T THINK SHE HAS ANY?? LMAOOO. I feel so bad for saying that because I love her so much and she's well-meaning despite not seeming like it but she's just like That and I need help. And I know this might seem like too much BUT I gotta give it a shot. Please, tell me her positive traits LMADSKDDKJFKSFDG.


PERSONALITY.
━━━━ Francesca Gabor is a mystery behind a mystery. She's someone that seems to be an open book, someone that you could befriend, someone that you could trust, but if you were to really look at her, really try to remember what you know about her, it comes up blank. She makes you feel as if you know her when you actually couldn't know less. She seems to be the calm before the storm. And she has a way of pushing you away and pushing you in all at the same time. She is cold and warm all at once. A confusing nature that is hard to interact with because no matter what you say, no matter what she says, you're only talking to a mask. You're talking to an actress on a stage. Because above all, Francesca is an actress. She's a mask of flirty words and challenging grins. She's a mask that is able to change her personality depending on who she is with. She's a mask that is there to make you comfortable. She changes through people and acts so much that it's hard to see herself at times. She is barely Francesca Gabor anymore. She isn't genuine when she's with you. She isn't telling the truth. And you're not special. She's a con of a person. She's a plastic ballerina in a box. She can dance through the acts as if it's apart of her. She's deceitful because that's the only way she knows how to live. She can be the perfect girl. She can be a troubled girl. She can be the flirty girl. She can be a pretty girl. She can be whatever you need her to be because that's what people want. They want the mask. She knows they do. They need her to be a certain way. They need her. They do. They need her to lie to them. They need her to be the mask so that they don't leave. She can be your perfect dream. Your perfect someone. And doesn't that sound nice? Who cares who she wants to be? Who cares when she has her hand wrapped around you and is being everything you needed? A siren that doesn't know who to be who she wants to be. 

The real Francesca Gabor is a complicated soul. She isn't the calm before the storm like she acts she is. She is the storm. Unstable and feral. She's impulsive and reckless. Fierce and untamed with that wolfish grin on her face. A wildcard that can't be stopped. She's resilient and tough. A wild cat. And I cannot stress feral enough. She's everywhere with her emotions. And she's always on the brisk of having a mental breakdown. And when I say mental breakdown I mean that. Full-blown crying and yelling only to act as if it didn't happen the next second, ignoring her puffy eyes and strained voice and broken items. She's very sensitive and emotional. They tend to rule her with everything she does. She's dealing with so much secrecy and self-hatred and it takes a toll on her which shows with how she lashes out. She hides behind layers and layers but it's clear as day that she isn't as tough as she tries to be. She tries to be, but her heart has never truly been in it. She always seems to be on the brink of death, and if it's intentional, she'd never say. The real Francesca is hard to get along with, it's hard to stay with her, and despite what others think, she's aware of this. She's aware that she is difficult with all her violent mood swings. One moment she can be okay with all her laughter and smiles and the next tears could be threatening to fall as words of venom escapes her lips. One moment she can be wild and reckless and bold and borderline suicidal and confident and then the next she can barely bring herself out of bed with all of her self-loathing and self-hatred. And though she tries to hide this part of her, this real and messy part of her, sometimes, it's hard. Sometimes, she can't help but be herself. But that's rare. And she refuses to let this part of her ruin her friendships and relationships, she refuses to be herself when being herself has caused her nothing but this lonely feeling of sorrow and hatred. The only part she wants to show is the mask.

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