Siddharth went back to the hospital and saw sana through the glass door.
He saw her pale face and the wires attached to her body and that uneasy look she had on her face. She didn't had that peaceful look on her face which she used to have when she used to be on her face when sleeping in his arms.

Siddharth took the courage and opened the door and went inside. He walked towards her and slightly caressed her forehead, sana stirred in sleep feeling his touch. Siddharth bent down to her level and kissed her forehead slightly not applying a bit of pressure. He kissed her closed eyes one by one.

Siddharth then proceeded towards her cheeks and caressed them slowly and placed a kiss on both her cheeks. He looked at her face she looked pale but her face still didn't lost it's shine it's shine that glow was still there which always atttacted him.

The next thing that caught his attention was her luscious lips which were pouted slightly. He was looking continuously at her lips. He closed his eyes and moved closer and just then he was about to peck her pout, he realized no this was wrong.

Siddharth backed off in a jerk.
"Nahi ye galat hai mai mai ye kya karne ja raha tha sana sirf dost hai meri maine hi use mana kiya hai ki hamare beech dosti se jyda kuch nahi hai fir mai kyun uski taraf khicha ja raha hoon why the fuck i can't control my hormones i i mean emotions when I'm near her" siddharth said to himself and left the room glancing at sana the last time.

The morning came with new beginnings and new opportunities.
Sana woke up from a deep slumber and as soon as she woke up she saw her family asim umar Siddharth's mom and sister standing there smiling at her.

"Shehnaz ji ab kaisa feel kar rahi hai aap" the doctor asked to which sana smiled and nodded yes saying
"Better doctor".

"Well very good ab aap discharge ho sakti hain aapme se koi aaiye aur discharge ki formalities puri kar dijiye" the doctor said

"Mai chalta hoon aaiye" shehbaz said and left the room with the doctor.

"Sana beta ab kaisa lag raha hai" Siddharth's mom asked

"Bhot acha aunty acha laga dekhke ap ayi" shehnaz said

"Aise kaise nahi aate ham afterall hamari fav Contestant ka sawaaal tha" Siddharth's sister said smiling softly to which sana smiled in return.

"Sana aap theek hona ab" umar asked

"Hanji umar ji mai bilkul theek hoon" sana said to which asim and umar smiled.

"Vaise kal asim aapko bhot miss kar raha tha" umar said to which asim glared at him.

"Haye sachi kutte tu mujhe miss kar raha tha sachi bata" sana said teasing him.

Asim came towards sana and pinched her nose a little and said
"Haan miss kar to raha tha par tujhe nahi teri mastiyaan aur teri mimicry ko samjhi" asim said and sana slapped his arm to which asim giggled.

Umar was smiling seeing them as he was expecting asim to cry and be upset after what happened but here the scenario was completely different as asim was smiling and he was legit happy and all that because of Sana.

"Sana beta chal discharge hone ke liye" uncle said

"Uncle aap sab chaliye mai sana ko bahar leke aata hoon" asim said to which they all agreed and left outside and Umar left but not before clicking a picture where asim was staring at sana when she was making some cute faces. Umar adored them and left.

"Sana ji ab uthna hai" asim said

"Abe ye sana ji kya hai merko buddho vali feel aa gayi"sana said scrunching her nose cutely to which asim giggled.

"To kya bolu kuki sana or shehnaz bolke mai bore hogaya" asim said.

"Hmmm sochne de" sana said thinking while asim smiled and said

"Princess" asim said and sana smiled.

"Haan ye acha hai" sana said giggling softly and asim was just admiring her.

"Oh kutte utha ab" sana said and asim helped sana to get up from the bed and put his one hand behind her waist and with the other one he was holding her hand. They both came out and asim was telling sana some stories to which sana was laughing.

They both moved out but there was Someone who witnessed this entire scenario. It was none other than SIDDHARTH GALAT TIME PE ENTRY SHUKLA.

Siddharth was coming inside to meet her as he saw everyone was finally out and sana was alone. He was coming inside when he saw something which broke his heart.

He was watching their every move how asim was admiring sana and how sana was reacting to his actions and words completely. He felt broken. He felt left out. He felt dejected. He suddenly felt alone all over again.

He directly went inside the washroom and punched his hand on the wall tightly. His knuckles started bleeding but he cared less. All he could see was asim and sana smiling and being cozy together.

"Ye sab kya ho raha hai mujhe kyun ho raha hai ye sab mujhe kyun gussa aa raha hai sana ko uske saath dekhke mujhe to khush hona chahiye na agar sana kisi ladke ke kareeb ja rahi hai ki uske dil dil mai kisi ladke ke liye jagah ban rahi hai vo khush hai asim use khush kar raha hai mujhe to khush hona Chahiye par mujhe bura kyun lag raha hai vo dono mere dost hai agar unke beech mai kuch hota bhi hai to mujhe khush hona chahiye fir mai aisa kyun feel kar raha hoon ahhhhhhh" siddharth shouted out of frustration.

He splashed cold water on his face. He looked at his reflection in mirror and said

"Nahi siddharth tujhe bura Nahi lag raha hai tu jealous nahi hai samjha nahi tu insecure hai ye sab bas isliye hora hai kyun ki sana is waqt mujhse naraaz hai gussa hai hurt hai mujhse vo isliye mai ye feel kar raha hoon aur Kuch nahi hai mere dil mai koi feelings nahi hai sana ke liye bas dost hai vo aur kuch nahi control yourself"

SIDDHARTH HAD SE JYDA SAKHT LAUNDA again got back in his zone and went out only to see his blood boil again. Sana and asim were standing holding hands but in actual asim was supporting her to walk as she is weak and can't stand properly.

But shukla ji being Shukla ji thought something else and went towards them and hugged asim immediately with all his force making asim shocked but asim left Sana's hand and hugged him back.

"Siddharth tu theek hai bhai" asim said
"Haan bhai bas bhot pyaar aa raha hai tujhpe" siddharth said and hugged asim more tightly almost choking him.
"Ouch bhai aaram se pyaar kar kahi pyaar pyaar mai merko kabristan mat pahunch Jana" asim said

"Tum logo ka bromance hogaya" sana said not able to digest Siddharth's behaviour. First he didn't came to see her or ask her how is she feeling and now he is showing so much love towards Asim. She felt frustrated at his actions.

Siddharth parted and looked at sana who looked down but as soon as sana looked down. Sana noticed his right hand bleeding. She immediately took his hand in his.

"Siddharth ye kaise huye ye itni jyda chot kaise aagayi" sana said panicking while a small crept on Siddharth's face.
"She still cares" siddharth thought.

Sana looked at him.
"Tu pagal hai mai yaha puch rahu ki ye chot kaise lagi aur tu has raha hai" sana asked in a loud voice while asim felt a little uncomfortable.

"Uh sana mai car mai wait karta hoon Tu aajana when you're done okay I'll wait come soon" asim said smiling and touching sana's cheeks to which sana smiled assuringly and nodded. But siddharth went
"WANNA WAU WAU WANNA WAU WANNA WAU WAU" siddharth was dropping bomb on asim mentally.

"Tu chal mere saath" sana tried to drag him but she felt weak and was about to fall but siddharth held her and supported her and they both went in a ward. Sana looked around to look for any nurse but no one was there. She made sid sit on the bed and took the first aid kit.

She sat beside him. She took his hands in hers and started applying ointment

"Hissssssssss" siddharth hissed in pain
"Sorry sorry" sana said and blowed some cold air on his wound and again started cleaning his wounds. All this while sid was just staring at sana as his life depends on her.

"Tu pagal hai kahi bhi chot laga leta hai terko akal nahi hai kya haan kitni jyda gehri chot lagi hai agar sahi time pe ointment nahi lagi hoti to pata hai infection ban jata zakhm ka ilaaj sahi waqt par na kiya jaye to vo nasur ban jata hai" sana said.

"Tujhe kaunsa zakhm laga hai" siddharth asked. To which sana laughed sarcastically and said

"Waah aaj zakhm dene vale khud puch rahe hi ki zakhm kaisa" sana said and quickly did his bandage leaving siddharth flabbergasted at her answer. Sana wiped her tear drop which was about to fall out.

"Ho Gaya" sana was about to leave when siddharth pulled her in his lap and held her close

"Siddharth kya kar raha hai chhod please" sana said trying to get up

"Sana please kya hum firse dost nahi ban sakte pehle jaise can't we be the same again" siddharth asked.

"Huh dost tujhe lagta hai jo 5 mahine tak tha vo sirf dosti thi" sana asked

"Haan mere liye vo dosti hi thi aur kuch nahi" siddharth said.

"Really siddharth really I can't fucking believe you" sana asked and got up from his lap. Siddharth also got up

"Teri problem kya hai sana" siddharth asked in a shouting tone

"Tujhe Nahi pata meri problem kya hai" sana asked in a calm but cracking voice

"Pata hai par mai dhyan nahi dena chahta sana for god sake tu kyun nahi samajhti ki mai tujhse pyaar nahi karta in straight simple words I DON'T LOVE YOU tu sirf meri dost hai that's it tu ye Apne one sided karke kyun apni aur apni family ki izzat daav pe laga rahi hai aur kyun sabke liye ye tough bana rahi hai tere isi behaviour ki wjah se mujhe bhi personal and even professional problems aa sakti Hain sana why are you being so selfish" siddharth said and soon as he said those words.

He received a tight slap on his face from a broken sana. Siddharth was shocked. Sana held his collar

"Mai selfish Haan mai selfish tere peeche badnaam hogayi mai apni self respect ki aisi taisi karwa di maine sirf aur sirf tere peeche aur mai selfish sala tere liye game haarne ko tayaar thi teri wajah se obsessed one sided physcho lover aur pata nahi kya kya tags nahi mile mujhe aur tu mujhe selfish keh raha hai sharam nahi aati zara si bhi aur kya kaha tune tu sirf mujhe dost maanta hai haina" Sana pushed him a bit and said

"Ya to mai tujhse bilkul alag hoon ya fir teri dosti aisi hi hoti hai tu apni har ladki dost ki kiss karta hai use love bite deta hai uske kisi aur se baat karne par jealous hota hai insecure hota hai uske saath bed share karta hai use pehle wanted feel karata hai fir unwanted use hug karke sota hai aur har ladki jo teri dost hai vo terko kahi bhi kiss kar sakti hai teri lap mai baith sakti hai then let me tell you Aapke yahaan aisi dosti hoti hogi par hamari bhasha mai ise pyaar kehte hain mai hi pagal thi jo khud ko special samjhti thi par Aapka behaviour to sabke saath same hai right Mr Siddharth Ashok Shukla"

"Tu meri life ki sabse badi Galti hai sabse badi marte dam tak waaheguru is insaan ka chehra mat dikhana mujhe aaj mai tujhe apni aur apni Zindagi se hamesha ke liye bahar Karti hoon today I'll say get the fuck out of my life" sana said crying while siddharth was just standing like s statue he wasn't moving even a bit.

He stood dumb founded Sana just showed him the mirror the reality he has been running away from so long. He fucking felt loss of words in front of this women. He didn't understood where his Einstein logics went when it's Sana who's talking. Why all of a sudden he feels blank when sana accuses him. She always left him speechless.

That's when he noticed that Sana was not here.
"Fuck" siddharth said and went running outside to see asim's car was not present there that means sana already left.

"I feel like a fucking looser right now not because i couldn't answer her back but because i feel like i just lost the most precious thing of mine today that too just because of my faults. I am a bloody looser" siddharth thought.

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