(Start the song)
I went back to my sad apartment, when I walk in I see a letter from jasper, I threw it in the drawer, I tried to go back to the club to see if I could get my job back, when I went to the club my boss had already replaced me

Jasper POV

Jasper: I have to go get her back
Manny: that's going against your father
Jasper: and? I lost the one women I loved

Ended of POV

Weeks went by and It was so hard to make ends meet, I found a new job but as a dancer at a club, I couldn't go back to singing since I've already been replaced

Jj: how much you made tonight?
Y/n: barely enough to pay my gas bill
Jj: it's ok sweetheart you'll get there

Jasper POV

Jaspers dad: YOUR NOT GOING BACK TO HER
jasper: YES I AM
jasper dad: YOU REALLY GOING TO GO AFTER SOME DIRTY OLD HOE
jasper: DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT
jasper dad: .....I'm trying to help you
Jasper: HELP..... YOUR MAKING MY LIFE A LIVING HELL
jasper dad: son-
Jasper: get out....NOW GET THE FUCK OUT

He left and i lost it and punched the wall

End of POV

Jj: come on y/n your up

I went to go dance, after I was done I counted my money, still wasn't enough to pay my rent, waited for them to call me up again

Jasper POV

Jasper: manny get me a plane to LA
Manny: yes sir

I got a plane to LA and went to the jazz club were y/n used to work

Jasper: hi billy does y/n work here
Billy: no, she doesn't
Jasper: do you know where she works now
Billy: down on 905th street

I tried to think where that was and it was strip club, I ran out a rushed over there

End of POV

Jj: ok y/n your last dance
Y/n: good I'm so tired

I got up and got on stage, in the middle of my dance I almost thought I saw jasper, then I realized it was him, tears ran down my face and I was in shock

y/n: j-jasper
Jasper: y/n...

Jasper POV

I saw y/n dancing on the stage and it made my heartbreak, I knew I shouldn't have listened to my father, her boss came out and yelled at her

Jasper: hey never talk to her

I grabbed her off the stage and tried to leave with her

End of POV

As we where leaving a guy grabbed my ass

Perv: that's nice
Y/n: hey
Jasper: what happened
Y/n: that perv grabbed my ass

The guy got up

Perv: what are you going to do about it

Jasper punched him in the face, I whole fight broke out, the guy pulled a gun and started shooting randomly, jasper grabbed my hand a ran out, the guy came behind us, jasper and him shot at the same time, jasper getting hit in the shoulder and the guy in the head, we got in the car and left back to my real home, when we got back they made me change, so I wore a big shirt, I see jasper sitting in a chair trying to clean his gun shoot wound

Y/n: let me help

I take the bullet out and since the wound wasn't big we could just patched it up

Jasper: nights where I would have worst gun shot wounds, I was always by myself
Y/n: figured that
Jasper: how
Y/n: the scars
Jasper: you notice that
Y/n: I notice a lot, like why come back now, after almost a month
Jasper: it was my father he-
Y/n: don't...your grown, you could of made a decision by yourself
Jasper: I'm sorry

I walk over to the bed and lay down

Jasper: y/n why didn't you tell me how bad it was
Y/n: because I didn't want your money
Jasper: you couldn't of called
Y/n: I did, you never answer i left voicemails and everything

He looked like he had not idea what I was talking, he left the room

Jasper POV

I went to my office

Jasper: manny find all my deleted voicemails
Manny: yes sir

He brought them back fast, then he left, I pressed the button to see what she said

*3 weeks ago*
Voicemail: hey jasper, I miss you I'm trying to understand your decision and all, but I'm sure you had a good reason, I hope everything is going well.....bye

*2 weeks ago*
Voicemail: hey...jasper....it's been getting really hard recently, I had to move to a shitty town, at least it's cheaper....can you call me back soon I have to tell you something

*1 week ago*
Voicemail: Fuck you jasper....I've been calling and calling you and you won't even answer me....I don't have the money to take care of a child.......why did you fucking do this, I loved you and you just up and leave me-

Before it could say anymore I stopped it, then manny walked in

Manny: sir are you ok?

I was crying and Manny could see it

Jasper: I need to go....I'll be back

I walked back into the bed room

Ended of POV

Jasper: y/n are you pregnant?
Y/n: was...
Jasper: what happened
Y/n: miscarriage
Jasper: y/n I swear I never heard those messages and if I did I would have answered
Y/n: it doesn't matter now
Jasper: it doesn't
Y/n: No, It-

I started to cry and jasper came and held me

Y/n: it's gone....it's gone
jasper: I know I know.... I'm sorry
Y/n: the one thing positive in my life I fucked up....I'm so sorry

As he was holding me he noticed bruises

                  ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️
(this part talks about abuse and r@pe, please skip if your effected or triggered by this ) (this part is not to make fun or glorify it, this is a very serious topic and shouldn't be taken as a joke)

Jasper: where did you get bruises from
Y/n: it's nothing
Jasper: it's something tell me now

Y/n: When you left I met this guy he was sweet a first then...
Jasper: did he touch you
Y/n:.....yes