No! No, this isn't a dream!", Jungkook screamed, not beliving hat what he saw wasn't real at all.

"Don't you remember? I passed away a day before", Taehyung said and carefully took Jungkook's face in his hand.

"They should be cold! Your hands should be cold"; Jungkook screamed desperate.

"No they aren't anymore."

"You died. You're not alive anymore...", Jungkook wispered, now realising the sad true, "you killed yourself without eating. Why did you do that to yourself honey?"

"I didn't."

"Yes you did."

"No Anorexia did."

Jungkook woke up gasping and screaming. His throat felt raw, and there was sweat on his forehead."It was all just a dream", he realised depressed.

Then he looked at the shinning clock beside his bed.

00:03 / 30.12.21

Tears pooled in his eyes.

"Happy Birthday Taehyungie", he sobbed criying and smiling at the sime time and put his hand on his forehead over his shoulders to his stomach to gesture the Christian faith symbol.

"You couldn't keep your promise and this is all because of this fucking eating disorder...", Jungkook said quietly, looking in the dark," anorexia did take your life. Now depression will take mine. Rest in peace Taehyung. Wait for me. I will follow you."