"I'll give you a choice of either sleeping downstairs in the couch or in my room." Felix said.
They got home from there little ice cream date and were getting ready for bed after eating dinner, watching movies and snacking on popcorn.
"You don't mind either?" Chan asked.
"Not at all." Felix said while getting clothes out for him.
"I'll sleep in your room for now." Chan said.
"Okay, here, take this and change in the bathroom. It's down the hall." Felix said.
As Chan left to go change, Felix did the same in his room, wearing sweatpants and a huge t shirt that could fit Chan.
Well, that's because it was Chan's.
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A few minutes later Chan came back with his clothes he came home with.
"So uh, were do you want to sleep?" Felix asked.
"Well, where did I sleep when i spent the night at yours all those times like you said?" Chan asked.
"M-my bed."
"That won't be a problem now, right?" Chan replied.
"Yea, your right." Felix said.
They both crawled into bed and Felix turned off the light.
The younger rolled over facing the opposite way from Chan and Chan did the same.
They both laid there  in silence. Thinking that the other had already fell asleep.
And then Felix heard it.
He started hearing small quiet sniffles and whimpers.
Felix immediately rolled over and sat up looking over Chan's curled up body.
"Chan, what's wrong?" Felix softly whispered. He didn't want to wake his parents that were just down the hall.
Chan didn't respond and started crying a little more.
"Chan... please talk to me." Felix asked.
Chan sat up, but his head stayed down.
Felix looked at his already puffy eyes from the moonlight of his window, giving him an ever so slightly blue glow.
"I-I.." Chan tried to talk but he was too choked up.
Felix gave up and trying to get Chan to talk and just hugged him, engulfing all he could with his slightly smaller body.
"It's okay... I'm here." Felix reassured the older.
Felix could feel that Chan was slowly starting to calm down a little more.
He waited until Chan got completely quiet. Felix looked up and saw Chan's sad face looking out the window.
"Chan... do you want to talk about it?" Felix asked.
"Why did this have to happen to me..." Chan blurted out. "I hate that I can't remember, I hate that all the memories that you told me about I can't recall." Chan said, but this time he sounded more frustrated.
Felix let Chan go and rubbed his shoulder letting him say everything.
"I just-." Chan grabbed his hair and burrowed his face into his knees.
"Chan, it'll be okay-."
"No Felix! It won't be okay. This already happened. Those memories are gone and I won't get them back." Chan looked up and snapped at Felix, more tears steaming down.
Felix flinched at the sudden action. He too, felt tears forming. He felt terrible for Chan. He wished he could do something but he couldn't.
"Chan- but the doctor said it's possible to get them-."
"Do you not get it? That's so rare.... it can't just happen!" Chan snapped again.
"Chan.. calm down-."
"Just shut up!" Chan raised his voice louder.
Felix felt more hot tears coming down and wiped them quickly.
"F-Felix, you know I didn't mean that-."
"It's fine.. Chan."
Chan sat there in silence.
Felix scooted closer to him and engulfed him like before.
They both slowly laid down on there pillows.
Chan burrowed his head against Felix's chest.
Felix could feel he was once again calming down, and eventually Chan fell asleep in Felix's arms.
God, he missed this...
But it didn't happen the way he wanted it to..
But it didn't matter now, he was happy he was able to calm Chan down.
And in a little bit, Felix fell asleep too.
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Sorry I'm not really good at writing sad/angsty stuff yet .-. I tried 👉🏼👈🏼