Monica just told me she loves me. She loves me. Me. The guy with all the broken, tattered, horrid little pieces. Monica loves me. There's something about that fact that makes me feel even more torn up inside, more than I ever have before. I'm not sure exactly why I feel like this. Whatever this is. I can't get a handle on my emotions. I'm completely fucking overwhelmed right now.

"Monica, I... I..." I don't know what to say to the remarkably beautiful woman in front of me. What was left of my soul had been revived the moment she said those words.

"You don't have to say anything. Just know I'm so sorry I pushed you away, Sean." She grabs my face in her hands, yet again, and makes me look directly at her. "I know that's hard for you to hear those words. To hear that I love you, but I had to tell you because it's how I feel. I love you and I don't want to lose you."

"Monica, I don't know how to. I fucking, I can't..." I'm choking on my own words. Love. I can't seem to formulate an appropriate response that has anything to do with that.

"You can, Sean. You don't have to say it back to me." She strokes the side of my face tenderly with her hand, looking up at me with those perfect amber orbs. The look shinning there, the amount of affection inside of them has my heart beating wildly.

"What do you mean?" I'm so confused and dumfounded because my mind is all over the fucking place.

"Babe, just show me." She says before she bites down on her voluptuous bottom lip. Then it finally clicks in my mind what she's asking of me. What she wants from me.

I pull Monica closer to me and let her pull my face down to hers. Our lips meld together and I realize just how much I've missed her. I want to be with her, be inside of her but I can't do that here. I can't do that with her here. Not after I'd almost ruined everything between us with that stranger.

"Baby," I whisper against her kisses "your place. I don't want to do this in here."

She pulls away as she looks up at me with her big doe eyes, giving me a nod. I give her no warning before I pick her up by her plump, round backend. She wraps her arms and legs around me as I carry her across the hallway into her apartment. Once we're inside I slam the door shut with my own back as I continue to hold Monica close to me.

I place my hand behind her neck, holding her against me as I kiss her passionately. This woman, my woman, is the sexiest thing on the planet. With just one kiss she has me absolutely, completely fucking lost inside of her love. There will never be another person for me like her and no matter how many times I thought it, I couldn't think it enough. Monica is the one, the first and one and only one.

"You're all I see, Monica." I manage to rumble out between our frantic kisses. "You're the only thing I ever see. It's just you, only you. You mean everything to me. You're my fucking everything."

Monica fists her hands fiercely in my hair as she kisses me tenderly. I let her grab me, let her make my lips do what she wants, because I'm hers. This is the only person who has branded my soul, taken control in ways that no one ever could and never will be able to ever again.

"I'm yours." I say as I begin walking to the bed, her bed, our bed. "Monica, I'm all fucking yours. There's no one..." I groan out loudly as she shoves her hand down my pants. "Fuck... Baby..." She begins stroking me as I lay us down on the bed.

"I want you inside me." She murmurs desperately as her brown eyes hold mine. There will never be a more beautiful sight I will ever see in my entire life than Monica's wanton stare. Monica is perfection.

"I know, Mon, I know." I kiss her soft lips "I want to be inside you. I want to fill you up but I want to make you feel what I feel about you."

She looks at me in confusion as I pull away from her. The look only lasts a moment because I pull down her pants and as I do she pulls off her shirt. I take off my clothing, looking down at my beautiful, otherworldly goddess as she finishes undressing herself.

Monica looks up at me with those hungry eyes and I am just completely fucking lost in this woman. This woman, the one that is in love with me, has me enamored. She's the most beautiful light in all of my dark.

I drop to my knees before her and spread her legs widely apart. The sight of her soaking wet slit has my eyes instantly sparkling. There will never be a single thing ever more enticing than Monica. She has me instantly hardening even more than I already was for her. I want to pleasure her until she soaks my face.

She props herself up on her elbows, watching me intently. "You want to watch me, sweetheart?" She gives me a shy nod as she ensnares my eyes in her stare.

"Sean, your eyes are just," she flushes "they're just so fucking sexy."

I smirk up at my beautiful girl. I've been told how amazing the shade of my emerald-colored eyes are about a million times but hearing her utter the words creates an entirely different feeling inside of me.

"Well sweetheart, they're yours. They're all yours." In truth, my eyes have never looked at another woman the way I do at Monica. I see her completely differently.

"Promise?" Her eyes twinkle in the most delicate way.

I don't respond verbally. I respond by running my hands down her thighs sensually until I reach her dripping core. I use both of my thumbs to open her lips up for me. She lets out a small gasp that has me looking over her immaculate naked body. I bring one of my thumbs to her clit and work it just right. I'm pressing against her with a gentle pressure, circling her sensitive heat, just enough to drive her crazy.

She throws her head back, something she always does when she's feeling immense pleasure. The way she does it is something I absolutely adore, something I've imprinted into my memory. I give her a few more pleasurable touches before I sink my head down and latch onto her with my mouth. She cries out instinctively as my tongue rolls between her folds.

"Oh fuck, Sean!" She thrusts her hips up against my mouth and I relish in the feeling of her riding my face. "Oh my god..." she whimpers out before screaming "Fuck!"

"That's right, ride my face." I say between licks "I'm all yours." I stick two fingers inside of her. "All yours, Monica, every single part of me." I rub her g-spot, pumping in and out of her vigorously. She's rocking against my face, twisting and contorting in the most beautiful fashion as she cries out. I thrust into her with more force, curling my fingers inside her, as she wiggles her hips as if she trying to free herself from my unrelenting licks and thrusts.

That's right, just let it go... Give it to me...

"Sean!" she screams out my name as she comes so fucking hard, harder than I've ever seen her come before. And I know that because I just made my beautiful fucking woman release an immense amount of liquid again. "Fuuuuuuuuuck!!!" She screams out and I can't help but watch her intently as she releases wildly. Her body is convulsing with the most wonderful spasms. I love what I can do to her, what I can make her feel.

Monica is the most beautiful fucking thing in my universe.

I take off my shirt, wiping away her juices from my body before I climb in between her thighs. I thrust inside of her before she has even fully recovered from her orgasm because I want to give her another. Just as expected, the sensation throws her over the edge again and she spasms all over me. I love this feeling, the feeling of her tightening all over me.

"Fuck... Babe..." I say as her hips wriggle around wildly. Her legs are clamping down around my waist making me give her my entire length. "Fuck! Monica! Fuck!"

"I love you! Fuck, I love you, Sean!" She screams out with her orgasm. No one has ever uttered those words with me inside of them.

Yes, you love this. You love the way I make you feel...

"I fucking love you!"

I devour those perfect pouty lips not knowing how to respond to her cries. I thrust in and out of her at an unforgiving pace. Monica feels like heaven as her walls tighten repeatedly around me. She's the best feeling I've ever had in my entire life. There could truly never be any feeling like this feeling.

"Oh fuck, Monica..."

"Yes Sean, give it to me!"

"Fuck, fuuuuck...." Her hips keep grinding into me at an unforgivable pace and I can't help but want to release inside of her.

"Mmmm Sean, fucking give it to me." She pants out wildly as she clings to me for dear life "Give it to your girl." Her murmuring those last words so seductively in my ear throws me over the edge.

"Fuck!" I give her it all. I give her everything there is inside of me with this orgasm because she's mine, my girl. Monica deserves every last bit I have to offer her. If there was ever a moment I showed her just how much that was now as I can feel my fluid leaking out of her.

"I love you." She mumbles out to me in her post-orgasmic bliss.

I kiss each of her temples, each one of her cheeks, as I slowly rock myself inside of her.
I reach out with my right hand and entangle it with hers. I kiss her lips, continuing my soft strokes inside her. Pressing my forehead against hers I look into those perfect amber-colored eyes with mine. I swallow the lump in my throat as I whisper down to my beautiful girl, "I love you too, Monica."