egotistic
outspoken
uncaring.

you shoot those words out
and i don't cry, just stare at you
look at you silently until you leave.

blunt
friendly
sensitive.

i reply with those words in a soft voice
and you don't say anything but laugh
you laugh at me until i start to doubt.

i
am
not.

i am not as harsh as you think i am
the heart hidden in me has many scars
and that keeps me from being 'normal.'

you
are
lying.

you are lying when you say those things
i know that, but still i believe you
i'm easily convinced.

maybe
i
am.

maybe i am just a bitch
maybe i am all you say
maybe i am.