A/N- Just like Star Nostalgia, this is more a clump of thoughts, except that this poem rhymes more. It's long too. I must have been vibing a lot on that day to write such long poems. Also for some reason this is bold, so I'll put my author's note in not bold text for this one.

If there was a drink I would say most reminds me of you

It would be tasty sweet warm milk, the sugary brew

Makes me feel nostalgic, feel feelings I haven't felt

For a long time, I've let the warm liquid melt

Waiting for its natural flow

It takes a long time, savor the flavor as you let it go

Deeper into your throat, boom, down though your whole body

You'll feel and be so warm, everybody

Will wonder, 'What happened to that person? They were so mean

And now they're so keen

To be kind, is there some miracle substance that does this?'

Nope, it's just my sweet warm milk caressing your throat

Like a kiss, if your life sucks, we're both in the same boat

But I'll protect you, keep you afloat

If you're thirsty or hungry, just let me know

I'll pour some sweet warm milk into a cup, it helps you grow

Grow strong and supple, like a beautiful plant

If you need help, I'll chant

Spells and songs to keep the monsters away

You're a young child that I pray survives another day

Your life is too precious to go so soon

Ask what you want of me, I'll be your boon

Your cradle when you want to rest

Surely, if I'll do all this, we'll be blessed

Look, the rainbows have come to make life brighter

Because you've survived, they gift you with their beauty, you're

My sweet fighter

Stay on a bit longer with me, there'll be more rainbows to come

The sweet warm milk drips down my fingers, drip drip drip

Lap it up with your warm tongue, sip, sip, sip

My little star-wishing child, I hope you someday see

Your protector can't always be me

One day, my sweet milk will dry up, and you'll be left alone

Nobody to talk to on anything, not even the phone

When that day comes, I hope you don't fall down again

Stay calm and happy, even through the rain

And the sun will surely come back to your eyes one day

Even when your sky is gray

You're not the only one feeling this way

I'm here, too, crying like you, we can hug each other

Believe me, we can believe in one another

I swear I'll never let you go

The night is still young though...

Don't blame me if I speak happily some days to hide the pain

I do that sometimes, even though I don't gain

Any happiness from that, I like to pretend

Please, tell me you'll still be my friend

If you can't sing and dance with me, too bad

I'll sing for you, don't be sad

You'll be better than me at everything someday

At least, that's what I like to say

Quick, while I'm still here, run and hide

If there's a barrier in your way, push it aside

This is the briar-choked road to our dreams

There's two roads, and both have streams

Of sweet warm milk, to empower us for this last push forward

You drink, I drink, and we run forward, our banners raised

If we are to die on the road to our dreams

Our death will be praised

As each door gleams

Brighter, our missed dreams mourning

Seeing our bodies and warning

Any coming travelers, this last push is perilous

With their voice querulous

They warn the youngsters, but they don't listen

If they can make it to their dreams that glisten

Even less than ours did, we can surely revive and try once more

Until we reach our desired golden shore

Far away beyond that door, my jeweled dream awaits me

It makes me smile when I think of it, fills me with glee

If you're tired, sleep on my shoulder, I'll throw you through

Your door, look, gold and silver flowers grew

Where our bodies once lay, asleep

Our promises to follow our dreams, of course, we always keep

And we now can lay down, wash our feet

We've been beat

Up enough for today, let's rest a bit

Not now, we mustn't quit

Wake up and forge on, this dream isn't perfect yet

We need to run on, we need to sweat

A bit more until we make it to our ideal life

Without any strife

We can now lie down and drink all the sweet warm milk we need

In this fertile, fresh-smelling soil I'll plant the seed

Of a dream yet to come, will it happen or not, I don't know

But believe this, if its possible, I'll go

To the ends of the earth to achieve my dream

Physically break and be physically broken to achieve my dream

Emotionally break and get likewise broken, all for this dream

Then, if I'll do all this for one small dream

What will you do for yours?

I hope it's not too many chores

If they are, I'll do them all for you

I want you to succeed too

Now that I'm where I want to be, let's drink this sweet milk

Together, we're more valuable than silk

Traversing ancient and dangerous roads, we reach our goals

Cheers to the better life we live now, I couldn't have made it

Without you, you may be a precocious little twit

But you quickly get endearing

I'm tired of hearing

You always whining, so jump on my back, if I have to

I'll carry you

To the finish line, hop off and sprint, grab your dream

Tastes even sweeter than your favorite flavored ice cream

If you feel depressed some days, here's a paper and a pen

Write down your most hated features, write till your hands

Turn black and you can't turn back again

Everyone else loves everything you hate

Tear the paper up and throw it away, we can celebrate

Because we're perfect the way we are, young and free

Now let's write a paper for me

If everyone loves all of me, then there's no fun in the world

Just like how pearls are birthed through the pain of curled

Up mollusks, I want to go through pain before I get everything

Of me loved, I'm not yet fit for a king

But I hopefully will be soon, I really want to be

There's no reason why you need to be toxic, I love me

No matter what you said, I'm a queen, and I'm my own beautiful

Your rebukes don't even stain me, I'm full

Of sweet and happy, positive vibes

If anyone describes

Me as anything negative, I'll just shrug it off

Even if you say nothing positive, and scoff

At me, I'll reach my dream

I don't need twits like you drying up my whipped cream

Please, leave me alone, before I vent my rage all over you

I really don't want to

But for some twits, giving up is necessary

So we can reach the next stage and still be merry

Don't worry if I'm down for a little while

Just like internet, I'll pop up again, with a wide smile

So don't be worried about your happiness, it'll come back

Now that you're on your track

Again, let me give you some more sweet warm milk

Before I fade into my own dream

We'll share one last sweet whipped cream

Covered drink before leaving, keep your eyes bright and open

My child, don't let them close, if they do, just reopen

Them, watch for me on the stage, in the spotlight, I'll be there

And I'll sing a song only for you, with my voice so fair

If you need a smile, I'll be there, as my own self

I'm so glad you found yourself

Before I go

I want you to know

Whoever is willing to go

And read my prototype work and

Look on me as a person, not a toy for their needle-like words

I have this to say: Fine feathers do not make fine birds

Be careful who you trust, claws can be easily hidden

Although the pain of the slashes can be easily overridden

The ugly scars last forever, and you don't want those on you

They're hideous and usually a strange hue

Far different than the skin

The good Lord put you in

So be careful, and listen to their words carefully

Look for lies, some people could be spies

In that case, don't give them any information, just let them be

They'll realize they have more worth eventually

And if these words are ones you obey

You'll have a nice day, a nice life

Free from strife