I open the door to my place and roll out the tension in my neck. Today had been a hell of a long day. I blow out a long breath as I close the door behind me. I remove my dress shoes and suit jacket. I walk into the room and toss my jacket on the leather chair in front of me.

I begin undoing my tie, calling her name out into the apartment. I get no response so I call out again, "Kat?"

"Shhh!" She hushes me as she rounds the corner of the hallway.

I automatically smile at the sight of her, throwing up my hands. I mouth an I'm sorry as I finish taking off my tie. I look up and she's making her way towards me with a big grin. She looks so happy that I'm home and it makes me grin back at her in the exact same fashion.

Once she reaches me she places a hand on my chest. She looks up at me with a look I haven't seen in a woman's eyes in a very long time. Not this particular look. She nibbles on her bottom lip in a seductive way. Painfully familiar albeit seductive.

"Katie," I caution her as she unbuttons the top button of my shirt.

"What?" She quirks an eyebrow as she proceeds to unbutton the following two buttons.

Jesus Christ. She's never done this before.

"This is wrong." I wrap my hand around her small wrist. "This can't happen." She takes a step even closer to me, right in my personal space now. "Kat..." but I don't continue because her touch isn't repulsing me.

For fuck's sake... I want more.

"Why is this wrong?" She places her other hand on my chest and flutters her large amber eyes at me. "Why can't this happen? I want it to hap-"

"You're half my age, sweetheart." She touches the side of my face with her hand, looking at me longingly. God, I don't want to but I need to push her way fucking far away from me right now. "You had sex with my son. That's why this is wrong." I deadpan the words and that makes her pull away from me.

"Right. Yeah... I get it..." She turns away from me and mumbles, "I'm sorry." And her words sound broken. "You're right... I should probably go check on the baby." She begins to retreat away from me quickly.

"It's not that I don't want to." The words slip from my mouth before I can stop them and it makes her steps falter. "It's just things are so..." so fucking complicated.

"It's fine, Sean." Her voice is an octave above a whisper. "I should've never even thought you'd be interested..." I walk up behind her, not touching her, just needing to be back in close proximity of her. I've gotten too used to having her around. "I just- every time I'm around you now I can't help but-"

"But what?" I trail my fingertips on each one of her forearms and feel her tremble beneath my touch as I continue to travel farther. Her head lulls backwards into my chest as she lets out a soft humming sound. "Hmm?" I hum in the same manner as I lean down to place my face into her chocolate-colored locks.

God. She smells so fucking good. Why does she have to smell so fucking good?

"No one has ever," she shivers when my fingers reach her shoulders, "taken care of me." I caress her neck with my hands, making my thumbs rub the tension in the back of her neck. "That feels so good." It doesn't surprise me that she said it but she didn't just say it. She moaned it.

She takes a small step backward, closing any distance between us, and gently rubs her backside against my front. It's my turn to shiver now. I can't help the small groan that leaves my mouth when she presses even harder against me, grinding herself into me again. I feel myself respond to her even though I'm trying my hardest not to.

Her hands come up and grab ahold of mine, the ones still rubbing her neck. She slowly brings them forward to her chest, placing each hand on each one of her breasts. I squeeze them through her shirt and feel her nipples pebble automatically. Before I'm even registering what I'm doing I'm pinching her nipples, massaging her breasts, and pushing my tented pants into her backside. My body is reacting to her instinctually.

Her body slowly turns inside of my arms, I'm still partially leaning over, causing our faces to be only a breath apart. She wraps her arms around my neck and looks up at me with a look that makes my heart palpitate. I close my eyes at the sensation and press my forehead against hers.

I can't do this. She's twenty-six. She's nearly half my age.

And although those are the thoughts reeling through my mind, when her lips test mine I don't deny her. No, I bring both of my hands to the side of her face and kiss her back. I deepen our kiss, rolling my tongue inside of her mouth.

I feel her hands go to my shirt, finishing what she'd started, undoing the rest of the buttons there. I pull away from her and tear the fabric from my body, as well as my undershirt. After I do so she studies my body hungrily and fuck me cause I have missed being looked at like that.

I pause momentarily asking her, "are you sure? I don't want to hurt you. We don't have to do this. We-" She takes her shirt off and undoes her bra directly afterward. She's so fucking beautiful. "Katie, you're... you're so beautiful."

She blushes saying, "look who's talking. Were your abs carved by the gods... or?"

That one makes me snort out a laugh. "More like the devil."

"The devil is an artist then." The soft smile that plays on her lips makes me fucking melt.

I hold out a hand to her and she takes it eagerly. I lead her over to the staircase that leads up into the bedroom and pause. I think about the baby, hoping she's alright in her crib.

"Go upstairs and make yourself comfortable. I'm going to check on the baby." She shakes her head and then her eyes twinkle. "What?" I ask.

"Why are you so fucking perfect?" I smile and shrug in response. "Seriously, Sean." She blinks back tears. "You're perfect."

"Stop it, beautiful." I smile up at her adoring face. "There's nothing as perfect as the face you're making right now." She adores me. I can see it all over her face. The feeling is more than mutual. "Can I go check up on your daughter?" Her eyes water and she nods. "Get your beautiful butt upstairs!" I give her backside a swat.

She gives me an expectant look, "as long as you want it naked."

"You know I do." Her eyes darken and she disappears up the stairs.

I stand there for a moment longer starring at the staircase, smiling to myself. I walk down the hall to the first bedroom, which is now a nursery. I poke my head in and see the baby sleeping peacefully. I close the door quietly before heading back to the staircase and taking the stairs two at a time. Once I'm up the stairs I turn the corner and have to catch my breath at the sight before me.

Katie is stark naked, lying on her stomach, with her perky butt up in the air. Her long chocolate waves are sprawled out on her back. She looks over her shoulder, giving me a smirk.

"You just going to stand there and stare?"

I just might... but the hardness between my legs is aching to be buried inside of her.

I unbuckle my pants as I walk over to her. She jiggles her booty at me, teasing me. I give it a hard smack and then take off the rest of my clothing. Her eyes go wide when she looks between my legs. It's been a long time since I've seen that face.

"Jesus... how the hell..." she flips over and props herself up on her elbows. "How the hell do you expect me to fit that thing?"

I quirk an eyebrow at her and say, "well, if you can push out that beautiful little bundle of joy downstairs, I'm sure you can fit my cock."

"Let's find out." She scoots back on the bed until her head hits my pillows.

I crawl up on top of her, spreading her legs with my own. I reach down and rub her wet heat, coaxing more wetness out of her. She moans softly, saying my name and it makes me want to be inside of her so bad.

I place myself at her entrance but she looks up at me with wide eyes, "Wait, we need a condom."

"I uh, I don't have any." I pull away from her and look down to her. "I got a vasectomy years ago."

"So you shoot blanks?" I nod. "Oof. Why do I find that so hot?"

"Being able to have unprotected sex without having to worry about the repercussions?" She nods. "Yeah, I agree. But are you sure you still want to do this?"

"I've been wanting to do this."

I don't say anything else before I place myself back at her entrance, teasing her sensitive lips. I rub myself up and down her slit causing her to moan out in pleasure. I push my tip into her tight hole, testing her. I remember the first time Monica and I had sex after Seth was born, she said it was painful at first. I push myself in a bit more and I see her wince a bit.

"Are you okay?" Her eyes find mine and she nods. "You sure?"

"Yes, just go slow."

I push inside her slowly, inch by inch, pumping myself in and out of her making her take more each time. She feels so fucking good and although I usually like to go hard and fast, I don't with her. I just want to take my time, make her feel amazing.

I pick up my pace a bit and she moans. I lean down and kiss her lips passionately. I pull back after a moment and grab her left leg with my arm, jerking it upward over my shoulder. The new position allows me to go deeper inside of her but I keep my pace nice and slow. I don't want to hurt her.

"Oh fuck, Sean!" She begins to pulsate on me and it feels so good. I miss this feeling. I miss being so deep inside of a woman I feel like I'm touching her soul. She reaches down and starts rubbing her clit and instantly her face contorts as she looks up at me.

"Cum for me, beautiful." Her mouth opens with her lips trembling as she lets out a whimper. "Yes, there it is." I say when I push against her sweet spot causing her to combust beneath me. Her eyes roll into the back of her head as she continues her orgasmic whimpers. She keeps milking me, forcing my orgasm to come. 

"Sean!" She screams out as she clamps down on me again. She's having another orgasm before her first one even ended.

"Fuck, I'm going to... I'm going to.... aaaaaa" I begin to cum so hard inside of her. And it's a lot. I can't remember the last time I even came, let alone like this. "Fucking hell..." I rasp out as I continue to spill inside of her.

She moans out loudly again and that's the moment the baby starts to cry. The last of my orgasm rides through me and I put my forehead on hers as I give her a few more strokes before pulling out of her.

"So much for lying here with you in post-coital bliss." I laugh and so does she.

I lift myself off of her then get off the bed. I pass her a few tissues before putting my pants back on. I give her forehead a quick peck before saying, "I'll get the baby."

"Okay." She flutters her lashes at me, looking absolutely fucking adorable. I jog down the stairs quickly but the moment I do there's a knock at the door.

"Katie, I need you to grab the baby." I call up to her before heading over to the door. I open it up and am instantly regretting not putting my shirt back on when I'm met face to face with Seth.

"Dad?" He eyes my shirtless torso and then looks up at my hair.

"That was amazing." Katie calls as she makes her way down the stairs in just my shirt. "How come we waited so long to do that?"

Fuck my life.

She exits the staircase and instantly freezes when she sees Seth. "Uhm, hey, Seth..." She says awkwardly. The baby's cries pick up and she thumbs over her shoulder say, "I'm just going to uh... yeah..." she quickly turns in the opposite direction and hurries toward the baby's room. I blow out a long breath before looking back at my son.

"Are you fucking kidding me, dad?"

"Nope."