It's been two weeks and Seth hasn't touched me in a sexual way, not even once. It's like he's scared he's going to hurt me every time he touches me. Besides the fact he doesn't want to touch me, he also seems extremely distant. I'd thought breaking up with Liam and being solely with him, taking that stance would lead to a better, healthier relationship between the two of us. Well, I guess not.

Seth's never been as distant as he has been since that night. I'd stayed at his place and even tried climbing on top of him in the middle of the night, thinking maybe that would fix whatever was broken, but he wouldn't reciprocate. Even when I worked him and tried to get on top of him he'd effectively end it before it even began.

Tonight is his last fight before opening up his own gym and I had to basically beg him to be able to go. I literally had to fucking scream at him and basically throw a god damn tantrum for him to let me come. After all was said and done he'd said fine, I could go but I needed to stay with Rhys.

So, here I am with my brother. We're sitting in the first row, right up front like we had before when Seth and I weren't together. As if on cue I see Sarah directly across from Rhys and I taking a seat with a few other beautiful women. One of the women has a large, round belly sticking out in front and even pregnant she's drop-dead gorgeous. I guess what they say about glowing when you're pregnant is true because that girl is practically radiating gorgeousness.

"Who's that?" I can't help but ask Rhys.

"Who's who?" Rhys looks in the direction I am. "You mean Sarah? You know who that is."

"No, the one with the beautiful long brown hair." He quirks an eyebrow. "The pregnant one. I've never seen her before."

I feel Rhys tense next to me. "Why?"

"I don't know. Like I said, I just have never seen her before." I shrug at him when he doesn't respond. "I mean, I think I'd remember a beautiful pregnant girl. Who's her boyfriend? Is he fighting tonight?" Rhys visibly pales. "Are you okay? Oh my god, it's not yours is it?"

Rhys automatically shakes his head no. "Definitely not. I've never slept with any of them believe it or not."

"Just Seth then." He crosses his arms across his chest, sitting deeper in his chair and doesn't answer me. "So who is she?"

"That's uh, that's Katie and I'm not sure who she's dating. I'm assuming it's probably one of the guys here or fighting tonight but who knows. She was a ring girl before."

"Oh so one of those girls who walk around looking amazing with a sign."

"Something like that."

"That's what Sarah was, right?" I couldn't help but ask it. Insecurity had been blossoming in my stomach ever since that night.

"You don't need to worry about Sarah, Rae. She's a fucking toxic cunt who definitely isn't good for Seth. He's happy with you, Rae. You make him very happy."

I can't help but smile at that. "Oh yeah, you think so?"

"I know so, Rae. He's just afraid of losing you." He gives me a sad smile and I don't quite understand why.

"Why do you think that?" He shrugs and I'm just praying to god he didn't talk to him about our last sexual encounter. "He hasn't talked to you about our sexual..."

"Oh hell no." Rhys holds a hand up. "Nope. I don't even want to think about it."

We don't say anything else as the fights of the night begin to start. We watch some women fight first and then some men. There's an intermission before Seth's fight and Rhys and I get up to get something to drink.

After waiting in that god forsaken line for what seemed like way too long, Rhys and I are heading to the back to wish Seth good luck with our drinks. We get to his room and hear two voices bickering on the inside. I feel my face contort when I hear what I think is Sarah's voice from the other side of the door.

"That's so fucked-up, Seth. You haven't even talked to her about it? What do you just expect her to do everything herself? You should see the fucking dump she's living in."

"Drop it, Sarah. It's none of your fucking business because it has nothing to fucking do with you." I heard Seth spit the words out angrily.

"It does have to do with me, baby. You know I'll stick with you through this. We can make it work between us still."

I hear Seth let out a sarcastic cold laugh before saying, "work out? Between us? You and me?" More cold laughter. "There's nothing to work out, Sarah. How many fucking times do we have to go over this?"

"You say that but I saw the way you were eyeing me at the gym the other day. And I'd say that jealous look that was plastered all over your face when Derek had his hands on me says otherwise." Sarah's words make me think back to him saying he saw her at the gym, making my stomach churn now that I know just how he was looking at her.

"Stop trying to get in my god damn head before a fight." I hear him slam something down. "I don't know why you feel the need to fuck with me every fucking fight."

"Don't pretend you don't like it, baby. Or should I be calling you daddy now?"

"Shut the fuck up, Sarah." He grits out.

Her voice turns sultry as she continues, "You and I should get together back here after your fight. You can shove me right up against that wall like you like to and pound that big dick in me until I scream out as my daddy cums in me."

I'm going to vomit everywhere. The mental image of that situation has me cringing from head to toe. Not just because daddy kink is not my thing but because it's happened before. Rhys and I had practically walked in on it.

"You're fucking delusional and that's fucking disgusting, Sarah."

"I think it's kind of hot."

I see my brother's jaw grit and he looks back at me saying, "why don't you meet me at our seats. I'm going to break up whatever the fuck is going on between them."

"Hell no. That's my man in there with that fucking psycho." That psycho who apparently fucks him better than I do. Or rather he's the one fucking her. I hate that I think that but I can't help it after he basically hasn't touched me in two fucking weeks.

"Rae, no." Rhys's face is stern. "I'm serious right now. Go back to your fucking seat."

I scrunch my eyebrows together because Rhys never talks to me like that. I don't even think twice before barreling past him into the room. They both look at me and I don't pay attention to Sarah, I just go to Seth.

His face pales and I can see the pure torment there but what the hell he's so tormented about I have no idea. I walk up to him and wrap my arms around him, not caring of it comes off possessive. I look back to Sarah and see a Cheshire Cat grin overtaking her face.

"Rae," I hear Seth's voice begin, "why are you back here? You shouldn't be back here."

I look up to him and I still don't understand the completely broken look that's there. What in the actual fuck has this bitch done to him? She may be able to handle him in the bedroom but it's clear she fucks with his head outside of it and she fucks it hard.

"I'm here for you, Seth." I give him a small smile. "I wanted to wish you a good fight. Give you some extra luck."

"Sarah, you should go." I hear my brother's voice say. "Seriously, you need to leave."

I hear her laugh. "I think it's commendable that she's still sticking around. Don't you, Rhys?"

"Stop it." He grits out at her. "Get out."

"Raegan, right?" I look to Sarah's smiling face but although it might appear sweet it's actually quite fucking menacing. "I really think it's awesome that you're sticking with Seth through this."

"Sarah, I swear to fucking god." Seth takes a step forward, out of my arms. "If you fucking utter a single fucking word." His entire body is trembling furiously.

"Oh wait, she doesn't know?" She looks between Seth and Rhys. "Neither of you have told her?" Her entire body begins convulsing with loud laughter. "Wow, bros before hoes even when they're your own sister, Rhys?"

"Shut the fuck up, Sarah." Rhys says and he looks irate. "I'm serious. You need to leave right fucking now." I've never seen my brother look so fucking angry with a woman before.

"Oh sweetie," she gives me a sad look, like I'm so fucking pathetic as she continues, "you didn't know your man here, our man," she lets out a short laugh, "he's going to be a daddy. Like an actual one and not just in the kink way."

I don't say anything but I think back to that beautiful pregnant woman sitting with Sarah and a few other girls. No, that can't be right. She's pregnant, like very pregnant. He would've had to know about that for a while and so would've Rhys and neither of them said anything.

That's why Rhys's face paled... he knew...

"Katie is a beautiful and sweet woman, Raegan. It's probably why she fell for this one's charm so easily. I think the two of you will get along well, you know, while you co-parent and all."

I feel like I've been punched in the stomach. I feel like all of the air has been stolen from my lungs. I feel completely and utterly numb. Just so fucking numb.

"Rae," Seth reaches out for me but I automatically pull away. "Babe, come on. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was just waiting until-"

"Until what? Until the baby is fucking born?" I shake my head at him and then look at Rhys saying, "you too? You knew?" He nods and I feel like I'm going to throw up all over the fucking place yet again.

"To be fair," Sarah begins, "Seth only found out two weeks ago when we were showering, among other things, with each other."

My world feels like it's fucking spinning. Two weeks ago was when that night had happened. The night. He said he'd seen her that night at the gym and apparently it was when they were fucking showering together. He'd conveniently left that part out.

I feel myself slowly backing away toward the door. I need to get the fuck out of here. I can't be in here. I can't hear anymore of this because not only did Seth know he was going to be a father, he'd found out while having fucking shower-sex with Sarah. Right before he had sex with me.

My anxiety spikes to an entire new level and Seth's saying something to me but my ears are ringing. I can't hear a fucking thing. Rhys reaches out for me but I pull away from him to open the door and leave the room.

I stumble through the hallway, hearing Rhys's voice calling out behind me. I make my feet move faster because Rhys is catching up with me. I'm running now, going forward through a large crowd until I almost plow into her. Into the woman carrying Seth's baby.

She doesn't say anything because she wasn't aware I almost just ran right into her. This is why Seth's been so distant. I look her up and down feeling tears prick my eyes because it all clicks.

Seth's been sleeping with Sarah, which is why he doesn't want to sleep with me. He's known he's going to be a father and hasn't told me because he doesn't want me to be a part of his life anymore. He's going to leave me for this beautiful pregnant goddess.

I shake my head to myself and feel absolutely hollow. I make my feet move again and this time it's toward the exit. I can't be here anymore. I just can't.