I could've ended it. I could've been free. I light a cigar. Why did you stop me? I just want to die. II could've ended my pain. But... I keep seeing his look. His eyes were crying into my jacket. His hands were around my waist tighter than a python.

Calidain.

I look around. I'm used to hearing voices.

It is not your time.

Yeah, no shit.

Soon everything will belong to us.

I look around. This voice, it sounds familiar as the one I heard that faithful day of my transformation. There was something sinister about it. Something that pulls along innocent children waiting to devour them. I have crossed many foes like that. Yet, something is different and sweet about this voice.

Soon everything will end but you and me.

This is a weird lover's confession. One of fables and one of lies I should guess. I roll my eyes. I shouldn't think to hard on it. It could just be the overuse of my blood magic. Yet... it does unsettle me. I turn. I see Vax walking over to me.

"What do you want? Your too far from camp." I hiss.

"So are you." He points out.

"It doesn't matter to me." I say.

"About earlier." He sits down next to me.

"I could've finally died." I sigh.

"Why is dying so important to you?" He asks.

I look at him in surprise.

"I have wasted on this earth for too long. I am so bored. I just want to die." I turn.

"But... what about us?" He asks.

I look at him in surprise.

"Us?" I ask.

"Yes! Us! We slept together twice." He says.

"So?" I ask.

He stands up. He pulls his own pants down. I look at him in surprised.

"Why not make it a third time?" He asks.

"Here...? Not a good place to do it." I say.

He pulls his shirt off.  

"Alright." I sigh.

I throw my coat off. He pounces on me like a mountain cat.