The fire spits us out. 

"Ow! The landing is always rough!" Percy yelps.

"Why do you always have to land on me?" Vax asks.

"Uh... my head." Grog says.

"Calidain?" Vex looks at me.

I walk to the ledge in silence and in disdain. God... God fucking... *sigh* I don't know. I don't know what to think. I thought I killed them out of my own malice, but am I just a puppet on strings? Am I being controlled? Do I have even a fucking soul? What am I? I'm not a monster and I'm not a Blood Hunter. I hear them turn to me. I light a cigar.

"I'm so... I'm so sorry." Keyleth sniffs.

"Me too." Pike sniffs.

"I'm sorry!" Grog balls.

"I can understand why you didn't talk about it." Percy says.

"We pushed you too far love." Vex says.

"No, you didn't." I finally say.

"What?" Vex asks.

A smile forms on my face.

"All this time, I thought I was to blame." I chuckle.

I slam the cigar into my chest. I feel the blood leaking out.

"At least now I know someone turned me into this fucking monster." I chuckle.

Oh father, can you see what your son became? Can you see what a monster I have become? I was turned by someone else. I continue chuckling. I pop the cigar into my mouth. I spit it out the cigar, off the ledge.

"I don't think you're a monster." Vax wraps his hands around me.

"Then what am I?" I turn.

"Your just Calidain who I fucking love." Vax presses his lips onto mine.