I pull my pants down. I found a quite lake. I pull myself into. I... I almost killed my father and when I looked at him, I felt nothing. How could I not feel nothing? I should at least feel something. I splash water on my face.

 I didn't realize how stone I was until I looked at him. I have felt nothing every time I would kill. The sight of blood does not put me off. I look at my arms. I see my scars. They have changed me. They have molded me into no longer a man.

"Cannibal!" I hear.

I turn. Snotlout, Tuff, and Fishlegs jump it. I block the water from my head.

"Hiccup!" Fishlegs hugs me.

"Whoa... what happened to your body? Where'd you get those tattoos?" Tuff asks.

"Tuff! These are scars." I say.

"Huh... so where'd you get them?" Tuff asks.

"Long story." I say.

"Chapters please." Tuff says.

"Tuff! Leave him alone." Fishlegs says.

"It's the kind of thing you wouldn't understand." I say.

I look down.

"Well... at least Astrid can stop hitting me." Snotlout says.

I turn.

"I know that Fishlegs and Ruff are in it, but are you two...?" I point at Snotlout and Tuff.

They jump.

"Ew! No!" Snotlout turns.

"Don't have to be ashamed of it." I say.

"Ashamed of what? We did that one time-" Tuff starts.

"Tuffnut!" Snotlout yells.

"Somethings never change." I say.

"But... you've changed." Fishlegs says.

"You have no idea." I say.