"No! I don't want to eat anything. You can go now" I politely told the petite girl dressed in the royal uniform but i was pissed off internally. Last night Yuhaan blasted the bomb on my head saying that i have to dance with him in the party arranged in his honour to be the king.

Although i had classes of dance before coming here but still i was panicking because i feel like i can't do it perfectly. The girl respectfully nodded her head before leaving the room quietly.

I sighed and stood up going towards the big glass window. The sky was pitch black as the clouds were thundering against eachother. The rain was pouring making me breath the fresh fragrance of soil. The drops were drumming against the window like the low whispers of the rain in the air and the chilly environment made me fold my arms to rub them soothingly.

I was wearing black net style simple long shirt, black plazo and black net dupatta «scarf». My hairs were as usual open and with no makeup, i was still looking pleasing to the eye.

The flapping and stirring of the curtains against the cold wind was like a shallow pearls ripened from the depth of the ocean. The moment was peaceful but my heart was restless.

I again took a sigh and turned to change my clothes into something warm and cozy when Yuhaan walked in. He was dressed in a 3 piece black Armani suit, coincidentally we were both twinning today. Black!

Closing the door behind, he calmly took off his coat and hanging it on the stand, he sat down on the sofa putting his one leg on another, one hand on the armchair and the other on the sofa take. But the thing that was making me nervous, were his eyes.

His eyes never left mine from the moment he came in the room. He was staring so damn intensely that i had to avert my eyes from him "Why are you staring at me like that"? I finally asked him but i hated myself because my voice came out too low for my liking.

"Like what"? His deep husky voice reached my ears to make a chill rustled down my spine "Like....like you want....like intensely" i paused two times in a row, i wanted to say like you wanted to eat me raw but wouldn't it change the context of my line completely?

"So, how do you want me to look at you Bivi «wife»"? the calmness in his voice really made me want to strangle him "What's with this Bivi word? Call me Ayzal" unintentionally this Bivi word was giving me stupid hopes which i didn't wanted to have.

"Are you not"? His calmness was making me crazy "I am but a contracted one" I sternly made a remark and was going to the closet room when a knock on the door made me stop in my tracks "Come in" His cold and murderous voice resounded in the room against the heavy pouring rain outside.

Several servants walked in placing different types of dishes on the table one by one and quietly walked out bowing their heads towards both of us. I was dumbfounded looking at mouth watering food infront of me "Come here" His tone was commanding challenging me to defy his order.

I gulped looking at the food but still refused him because i didn't liked his commanding tone "I am not hungry" as soon as i spoke, i was met by his rageful glare.

"You really have some real guts to always defy me right at my face" His thunderous voice echoed in the room making me hold my shirt tightly. He was angry, really very angry! "Now don't let me repeat myself because you can't handle the consequences" his challenging tone was heard cut and clear that my feet automatically started moving towards him.

I quietly sat beside him and started plating out the food for me. I plated out 2 pieces of cutlets and garlic bread before quietly eating the food. I heard his sigh beside me before he took the plate from the table and plated out himself some biryani with 2 shami kababs and 2 pieces of cutlets.

Uncomfortable silence spread across the room, just the hollow voice of wind against the rain was heard. The silence was creeping me out when he broke the silence "Why didn't you had your breakfast and you refused to have lunch also"? After Fajr, he left for somewhere and he wasn't back untill now. I was feeling nervous from yesterday night and when i am in some kind of tension or at any unease, my hunger just vanishes away in the thin air.

"I was just......not hungry" I cautiously replied but my eyes never left my plate of food. After tasting the food, i realized how hungry i was. From my peripheral vision i saw him nodding his head before once again silence consumed the room.

After the lunch, the servants cleaned the room and took the rest of the food back. I freshed an up once again and wearing an abaya «veil», i offered 'Asar prayer'. I asked Yuhaan and as usual his silence was the answer.

Taking off the abaya, i placed it back on it's place and sat down on the bed to read a book which i am reading from many days but it's yet to complete.

I was engrossed in the book when a soft music pulled me out of my reading world. I looked upwards to see Yuhaan standing beside the gramophone setting it's disk and after some seconds, he started coming towards me. My heartbeat quickened and unconsciously i closed the book, placing it on the bed.

"Let's dance" His serious tone was like his upholding domination over me. His right hand was forwarded infront of me and i was looking back and forth between his face and his hand. When i didn't placed my hand in his hand, he pulled me up by force that i landed straight in his embrace.

He was holding my one hand and the other was placed on his shoulder by him. As soon as his other hand snaked through my net clothed waist, a chill rustled down my spine and i instantly stiffened under his hot touch.

Our feets started to move slowly yet elegantly, we both were moving in sync with our eyes boring in each other's soul, bit by bit, drop by drop.

We started off slowly but our movements aced up as the music made his home in our mind, in our heart and in our soul. Our bodies swayed together at the fast pace, our eyes were intacted together even when he swirled me around gracefully.

Just when i thought, i was going to fall, he picked me up in the air by my waist and again swirled around. I loved it how perfectly i seemed to be in his arms. As soon as the music stopped, he made me put my feets on the floor and placed his forehead against mine. I was slightly breathless whereas he was fine, my eyes were closed but i could feel his intense gaze on my face.

"The nikkah was real" he whispered slowly in my ears making me pull him closer by his shirt "Hmm" I hummed in response but my mind was dizzy "The consents were also real" he again whispered but more seductively to make me pull him more closer, my eyes were still closed and i again hummed in response "Hmm"

I was getting lost deep in the depth of his sensual touch, when he jerked my head up towards him by my nape of neck. The thirst and desire in his eyes was all enough for me to know, his longing......for me?

"Tell me to stop because right now, all i want to do is ravishing this little luscious, enticing mouth of yours. Can i"? His low, deep and sultry voice made me visibly gulp right infront of his charming face.

I wanted to tell him to leave, i wanted to push him away but i was spellbound as i was completely lured in his trap. His every word made the heat rising to my face and his eyes, his raw and strange desire was making me breathless.

"I promise, it will be for the first and last time. I will walk out of this room with a clear mind" he was desperate!

My mind was completely out of control as it was numb to even think anything at the moment. I know, i will regret it later but there was nothing i could do at the moment and a soft whimper left my mouth in an affirmation "huh!"

It was all for him to lose control because the next i knew was his warm lips against my cold ones. His one hand snaked in my shirt to my bare skin pulling me more closer than i ever was and the other was at the back of my head.

My eyes got close at their own accord and my hands automatically made their way towards his neck pulling him more closer. His strong scent was infiltrating my heart and his powerful aura was keeping me in place. My nerves were getting higher and higher wanting him more and more while my whole body was slightly shivering with the pleasure.

First the kiss was slow but with each passing second the urgency in him to suck my lips more deeply aced up. He softly pried open my lips and our tongues mingled together to make me taste his light yet strong minty cigarette smell. Unintentionally a soft moan left my mouth "Umm" His lips were sending tremors deep in my body creating a havoc in my heart.

He pulled me more closer and softly nibbled on my lips lastly before finally letting me go. He placed his forehead on my forehead as we both closed our eyes completely breathless.

"You are way more addictive than the addiction itself" he whispered breathlessly against my lips as his warm breath touched my lips.
I softly blew out a breath, when he pushed my hair strands behind my ear and softly placed a kiss on my earlobe making me go stiff in his embrace. His hand was roaming on my bare waist as he once again pulled me closer and kissing my forehead longer than needed, he took two steps backward.

I instantly missed his warmth against my body. Without a word, he picked his coat from the stand and turned to leave but stopped in his tracks turning his head towards me.

"As i promised i will leave this room with a clear mind. The kiss didn't happened" He said the last line looking at my swelled lips, before walking out of the room with clenched hands.

It felt like, something broke in me but i knew, Yuhaan wasn't at the fault, he cleared everything before kissing me, he asked for my consent, he promised me before kissing me.

I know, i shouldn't have given my consent for kissing me. I know everything was fake, our relationship was fake, everything was fake but the thing i was forgetting was, the Nikkah was real, not just a contracted but i was his legally wedded wife. I wasn't the only one who gave consent to the Nikkah, he was equally asked for the consent.

But one thing i knew for sure was, it was my mistake because i gave consent to it. Ya Allah!

Wait! We broke the contract?