I was standing outside the building holding my chest, as I tried to calm myself down. I coughed as I tried to breath through my panic attack.

"Melissa... Mel, hey it's okay," I heard Alex speak up.

I shook my head, "No it's not okay, I live in fear Alex, I live every day scared of what is going to happen next, I can't even stand in a room full of people without panicking!" I shouted making her sigh.

"I can't say I know what you are going through because I don't, but what I do know is that it will get easier, right now it is hard but later on, it'll get easier. Yes it won't ever go away but it'll be easier to deal with," Alex replied.

I cried to myself outside holding onto my chest, I heard the sound of Harry's husky voice, "Is everything okay?" He asked.

Alex looked at him, "Yes Mr Styles, sorry it's just she just moved here and things back home weren't great."

Harry nodded, "Melissa, do you want to use my private elevator?" He didn't understand what was going on but he knew it had to be something.

My mind went blank for a few seconds, shaking my head as I debated if it was a good idea or not, "I-I guess, thank you."

Harry didn't say anything as he shook his head, the three of us walked back inside but I couldn't help but look down as I noticed people were staring at me. Alex squeezed my hand gently. Once we made it to his elevator, he pressed the button and stepped aside.

"You guys go first," Harry smiled.

I went to walk in with Alex once the doors opened but I looked over at Harry, "It's okay, you can come with us. I'm sorry about this."

I couldn't help but feel stupid about this situation, I've probably made Alex late for work and my future boss probably already hates me. I stepped inside and stayed by the wall as I took a deep breath.

Alex stood next to me but far enough that I could have the space if I needed it, Harry was standing at the front.

"I'm sorry about the coffee spill again, you shouldn't have coffee near me," I spoke after the silence in the elevator.

Harry chuckled, "That is true, maybe I'll get my assistant to make one before I reach my office. It's alright I've got a spare in my office."

"I can pay for the dry cleaning of your suit," I replied.

Harry shook his head, "No it's okay."

The elevator door opened, Harry stepped aside so we could get off.

"Thank you Mr Styles," Alex spoke before she stepped off.

I bit my lip as I got off as well giving Harry a small smile, once they were closed, I looked at Alex, "I'm so sorry Alex, I didn't mean to make a scene."

"Melissa, darling don't apologise, you can't help it and honestly it was kind of fun to ride in Mr Styles personal elevator. I didn't even know he had one," she joked at the end.

I couldn't help but chuckle, Alex showed me to my desk which was bigger than I expected it to be with a computer on it and some paperwork, not to mention a coffee mug, some stationery and a mini fridge at the bottom.

"I installed the mini fridge a few days ago, for you. So you could store some food if you wanted too and water," Alex said.

I smiled before sitting on the office chair adjusting the height to the right spot. I could see her office through the windows and it was medium sized.

"Alright, I will be heading into my office, at 10:30 is the meeting in that board room over there, there will be a few businessmen walk-in in. Just show them where it is, you don't have to leave your chair if you don't want too," Alex spoke.

"Thank you, I will do," I replied as I logged onto the computer, there was a sticky note placed on it with the log in and password.

I was filling out some forums on the computer, as their was a little guide handbook as well on the table. I answered calls from companies that wanted to give their toys a go, which I had to send to Alex. I heard my phone ding making me look and unlock it. It was a message from my mum.

𝙼𝚞𝚖: 𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗. 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐?

𝙼𝚎: 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚒 𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙸𝚖 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝙰𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚢 𝙰𝚕𝚎𝚡 𝚊𝚝 𝙲𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢. 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞?

𝙼𝚞𝚖: 𝚒𝚖 𝚐𝚕𝚊𝚍, 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚜 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊 𝚓𝚘𝚋, 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎, 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚗𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚢? 𝙷𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚝𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝?

𝙼𝚎: 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚑 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚗𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢. 𝙰 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚞𝚊 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚍. 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎. 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚎𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚘𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚠. 𝙰𝚗𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚎? 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚎, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚑𝚎'𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚝, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚖.

𝙼𝚞𝚖: 𝚠𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚎𝚝, 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚍𝚘, 𝚠𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞. 𝙸 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚒𝚖
𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚛𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚜𝚢𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗. 𝚆𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑.

I locked my phone after that, to hear the elevator ding. Where some guys and a few girls stepped off, I took a deep breath.

"Hello, are you here for the business meeting?" I asked.

"Yes we are, sexy," the man spoke at the front of the group.

I gulped a little, "Please make your way to business room three. It's just to your right over there," I replied.

The man who called me sexy tried grabbing my hand that was on the desk, I shot my hand away from his grasp. The group of guys grumbled before walking to the office, I counted to 7 in my head. As soon as I got to 7 the elevator opened again to reveal Harry, he was wearing a new suit.

"Told you I had one in my office," Harry chuckled.

I couldn't help but laugh as well, "I'm glad, the meeting will be held in business room three," I spoke.

Harry nodded before seriously looking at me, "Are you sure you are okay?" He asked.

"I've had a rough couple of months but I'm okay," I replied to Harry.

If I told him, he would give me a look I didn't want. The look of unworthiness, I already felt that way and didn't need someone to dig it in either.