Beverly Hills, CA
Monday 3/7/23
Ko'tavia Morris

    "SO AS YOU ALL MAY know, we have our art museum show coming up. So I hope everyone's been working hard on your pieces!"  Miriam excitingly spoke.

When she graduated from art school she was offered an internship at an art work gallery association— basically just a corporation that makes appearances at multiple museums and showcase their works.

She loved doing this.. not only did she get paid a good amount but she also became more well known. Having a whole art page now with over 9k followers.

If things went well Ko'tavia would probably stick with this job. The flexibility was good, she didn't have to show up everyday, and she could pick her hours. This job was great!

Until she was ready to get her own drawing studio of course.

"You have any idea what you're gonna showcase Ko'tavia?" Her co-worker asked lowly.

"Yes actually I do! I'm pretty excited about it too. But what about you?"

He smiled and thought before replying "I do! I'm probably gonna do a sculpture.. I like painting and all but that shit be hard as hell."

Tavia laughed a little at his accent plus she never saw him as the type to cuss. He looked pretty innocent, like the average indie white boy.

"Yea I get you. It's so tiring sometimes! Like damn my wrist be ready to detach."

The white boy shook his head and completely agreed with her, "on god though. Exactly why I hate that shit."

"My names Vincent by the way." He smiled handing her a paintbrush from the supply table.

"I know your name already boy! Or else I would've asked when the conversation first started." She sighed.

Vincent held his hands up jokingly and shook his head.

"Damn my bad then. Do you have a art instagram or something? Maybe we could partner up on that project coming soon?"

'Aight now chill white boy. My man slaughter people...'

"Yea of course! Can I see your phone?"

She typed her page into the device and followed herself from it then pulled out hers to follow him back.

"Okay coo, I'll see you around Ko'tavia. Lemme go get back to my station tho!"

She gave him a smile and waved goodbye before he walked off. 'Well at least I got one friend at this job.'

Siri spoke through her airpod saying she had a new message.

"Yayyy it's San!"

PA 💞

PA 💞
Fuck is @vincentdrewdat26?

MAMA 🤎
boy i just know you
are not stalking my account.

PA 💞
I'm not actually I
got yo log in.

PA 💞
So who is it? cause it's some
white boy on these fuck ass
posts.

PA 💞
Why yu follow dis nigga
back anyways hm?

PA 💞
You know dis nigga??

MAMA 🤎
WELL SHIT CAN I
TYPE?

MAMA 🤎
how and when did you
get my log in?

PA 💞
Lmao so yu think I'm playing?

PA 💞
Mane answer my question
before I pull up to that
job cuh.

MAMA 🤎
he's my co-worker
pa. we exchanged
art pages today.

PA 💞
Ight I'm omw.

MAMA 🤎
stop it Sancere.

PA 💞
No. Because why
yu had to follow that
nigga back? 😐

PA 💞
And yu must've been talking
to the nigga. Yeah hell nah.

PA 💞
I'm pulling up cuh Ionc 😂

MAMA 🤎
and im gonna call
security so stop it

PA 💞
How long y'all was
talking for?

PA 💞
Just knowing that nigga
was in yo face talking
to yu make me wanna
slit his throat.

PA 💞
And he a ugly lil bitch 🤢

MAMA 🤎
LMFAOO GTFO
W YO SASSY ASS.

PA 💞
I unfollowed him 😄

MAMA 🤎
get ya crazy ass
off my shit!! 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️
Read by PA 💞 at 6:03 pm!

"This nigga get so jealous it's crazy!" Ko'tavia laughed to herself while clocking out. Today actually went by fast, now she could finally go home and nap!

Connecting her phone to the car she played her playlist.

—

"Ko'tavia.. did you hear about what happened to Beezy??" Nori spoke uneasily through the phone. Her voice was shaky and it sounded as if she'd been crying.

"No I haven't, what happened? What were you crying for Nor..?" Tavia asked.

She was concerned, hoping nothing happened to either one of her best friends.

Even though her and Beezy weren't on good terms she still loved that boy to death.

"He's been in an accident.. a house fire Tav. Check online for more information, it's all over the internet!"

Tavia's heart dropped and she felt a lump form in her throat.

"Oh my god, i-is he okay? Did they find him in time??"

After the long period of silence and Nori sobbing on the line, she knew her answer.

"N..no Tav he didn't make it. They pronounced him dead March 4, 2023."

It was like a bucket of cold water being dumped onto her. Beezy out of all people?

And to make matters worse him and Ko'tavia were on bad terms before he died. They never got to work things out and they never will.

He died hating her and now she was left to never know why.

"They're saying it was murder Tavia. Somebody killed him. They found a lighter tossed in front of his door and they're scanning it for fingerprints." Nor sniffled, slipping on her shoes. "I'm on my way there, I know how you get so you don't have to say anything. Just stay on the phone with me."

"How did the guys take it?" Ko'tavia said in a whisper. Her whole mood was ruined and she couldn't even muster up the energy to talk correctly.

"They're all over here at Caysee's house right now. All of them over here crying and trynna find out who the murderer is and shit. San left a while ago though."

"Oh."

Ko'tavia forgot how close San and Beezy were too. Even though they probably weren't on good terms either because of her.

"Ima check on San and make sure he's doing okay, and you don't gotta come over I'll go to Caysee's." She mumbled and held in her tears.

"Okay love just text me when you're on your way. Please be safe I love you so much." Nori cried.

This whole situation made her realize any of her love ones could be taken from her at any moment and it was horrifying.

"I love you more." Was all Tavia said before she hung up and headed to the bathroom.

Once she looked in the mirror she couldn't hold it in anymore..

"I'm so sorry Beezy.. I was being too stubborn to just go and ask you what you were mad about. I was just so hurt y'know? Like you completely shut me out for no reason!" She cried out as her tears kept flowing.

"I should've just gone to talk to you. I fucking wish I did. Now you left me here feeling guilty bro.. You really hurt me with this one Berlet."

Her break down was interrupted by a knock at her front door. It couldn't be Nori because she was still at Caysee's house waiting for her..

"Who is it?" She looked through the peep hole and saw San.

"It's me mama, hurry up and open the door."

She opened it and took in his appearance. He looked high out of his mind and like he was worn out.

"Awww come here. You okay?" She pouted and brought him into a hug.

"Nah this not about me I'm coo. But you was crying?"

Tavia nodded and he could feel her tears soaking through his coat.

San picked her up and laid on her bed. Letting her cuddle on him and cry as much as she needed.

His heart ached as he watched his baby cry on him. Because now he felt guilty. He didn't care about anyone else's pain but hers.

Now he wished he could go back in time and stop himself from doing that shit. Just so he could save her all the hurt.

"Fuck man, I'm sorry Tav."

authors note
he needs his ass whippeddd.
but tbh fuck beezy ass! exactly why tav
ain't fwu bitch 🌝🤞🏽anyways team san.