“After always being disappointed you start to lose hope"

He literally frozed there,his large surprised eyes met her,half opened sleepy eyes...

She is looking at him through her long eye lashes, there's loneliness is clearly visible....

He gulped when she slowly sat up and caged him between her arms....

Y/n : please...

He closed his eyes, feeling her skin against his...

Somehow it's giving him a relax feeling,his empty heart slowly slowly filling out with warmness...

Her warm embrace just blowing cool breeze to his burning heart....

How much he wants to stop the time right now,how much he wish to change the brutal reality,he wants her,but not like this,how much he wish,if their was no barrier,if there was no one between them, only if he confessed his love earlier, maybe...

Maybe it's his victory in this game, but he didn't win...

He slowly hugged her burning figure, it's high because of the fever...

Snuggling more,he hold her tightly, like she will be vanishes somewhere...

He nuzzled his face more into her neck and mumbled...

V: I am sorry....

His throat became dry, there's a lump for a long time,he closed his eyes....

Somehow he has the idea, somehow he knows the truth, that she is hallucinating,she is confused, she is. Mistaking him as Taehyung,she is talking meaningless things because of the high fever....

He inhaled sharply,and patted her head with so much love and care ...

He closed his eyes still stroking her long hair....

Slowly she let go of him,and kissed his cheek bone...

He was surprised...

He felt his soul flew away from his body...

He examined her face,she slowly opened her eyes a little, there eyes met ...

She slowly slowly broke the distance between them...

Her dry,chapped lips landed on his soft one...

He frozed...

She pecked his lips, and connected her forehead with his,and uttered...

*Warning ⚠️
*Mature theme

Y/n : ple-please kiss-kiss me...

His breath hitched...

She again cupped his face and pecked his lips...

He closed his eyes, feeling her lips on his..

He can feel Y/n' s luscious lips caresses his...

He also cupped her face,and kissed her back...

He knows,he is doing all wrong, but he is unable to control himself,as it's the first time she is wishing something from him, though infront of her he is Taehyung, but he will grant all her wishes...

Maybe he is being selfish but he wants it...

Just once....

Their lips dancing in rhythm,he already lost in the kiss,he poked her lips for entrance,and she gladly opened it for him,he slipped his tongue , exploring every inch of her mouth....

Minutes passed, she broke the passionate kiss, unable to breath for the lack of oxygen...

They are both breathing heavily....

She again pecked his lips...

And whispered ...

Y/n : p-please hold m-me...

He embrace her figure one again,as she is shivering,his warm body giving her comfort....

Unknowingly her most feared nightmare giving her comfort, warming her heart with care ...

She snuggled more...

He kissed her head,and whispered...

V: I am here...

Again she kissed his right cheek , her kisses trailed down to his neck...

She is lost in her own world....

She bit his neck softly..

He closed his eyes and gulped hard...

He clenched his fist controlling himself...

She again bit his Adam's apple softly...

And that's it, he lost his control...

He slowly laid her and started to kiss her passionately...

His kisses slowly trailed down to her neck,he started to gave her wet kisses...

She moaned feeling his warm tongue caresses her skin...

He kissed her clothed shoulder,he kept nibbling her neck...

Nuzzling his face more on her neck,he slowly pulled down her dress a little from her shoulder
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She moved her head to the another side, giving him more space to devour her skin...

He just lost...

His hands started to caressing her whole body...

His lips touched her cleavage,as her fingers caressing his soft hair...

She moaned when he sucked her cleavage area...

He again looked up to see her face...

Her face is red,and she is breathing heavily...

He slowly intertwined her hand with his...

His veiny hand slowly intertwined her soft hand which was resting on his soft hair...

He squeeze her hands and again looked at her...

He again kissed her lips ..

Y/n : p-please l-love me...

Again she begged...

He gulped and nodded slowly...

He again started to kiss her neck, hands,and her fingers...

He came near her breast,and with his heavy breaths he slowly pulled down her dress a little,her bosoms came on his view,he gulped feeling his pants got tightened...

His hard member pocking his pant...

Her black bra came on his view..

He again gulped and started to caressing her bosoms...

She closed her eyes...

He is wondering,how perfectly that bra covering her soft perfect bosoms...

How her bosoms is so damn perfect, it's the right size for his hand...

His mouth hanged open, only thinking of her beautiful bosoms...

He started to place wet kisses there as well, licking her sweet skin..

He placed his both hands on her bosom and pressed a little...

He cupped her bosoms and started to massaging...

She became a moaning mess...

Her breath started to get more abnormal..

He slowly lifted up her shirt a little,as her bare belly came on his view,he kissed her belly,and also placed their wet kisses...

She closed her eyes...

He kissed her all over...

He about to slide down her bra, but he got shocked, when she moaned Taehyung's name...

He just frozed there, when reality hit him hard...

He immediately covered her body with duvet...

He got out of his own kinky world,as soon as he realised what he was doing...

He got out of his own kinky world,as soon as he realised what he was doing...

V : no no no, I am just using her,I am just using this chance to claim her..no no no....I can-can't,she is sick... what the hell,I was doing!!!! She- she will hate me. More...

He pulled his own hair in annoyence, cursing himself for being that much careless....

She looked at him and slowly hold his hand...

His brows collide together in confusion...

She only smiled...

He gave her a sad smile and patted her head till she fall asleep...

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It's been 2 days, she is sick,her fever is a little low today...

He checked her temperature , and she is better now...

In 2 days,he took best care of her...

He spent his nights only staring at her face,keep changing the wet towel, which he was using for lowered her temperature...

V fixed Ms.June,a middle aged woman to take care of her...

She is a kind woman,she loves V as his own son..

As for V ,he shares the same bed with Y/n...

He sleeps shirtless,only in pants,he cuddles her, giving her comfort, transferring his body temperature to her...

After a long time he feels good,as her fever is almost over now...

He is sleeping so soundly besides her, when her eyes opened...

She blinked Many times to get clear vission...

She rubbed her eyes and slowly opened her eyes...

She looked around and examined the whole room...

In the next moment her eyes caught a male figure...

His bare back is facing her ,and his half body is covering with the duvet...

She got numerous goosebumps when reality hit her...

She checked herself,her dress is changed,she is also covering with the same duvet....

With trembling hands she covered herself,her eyes became glossy,she desperately wishing only one thing...

Y/n : n- no no no no no it, it can't be-

She placed her both hands on her mouth ,silently crying her heart out ...

She jumped out of the bed..

Her legs started to trembling...

She gulped...

With her trembling figure she is busy with something here and there....

Y/n: it's all ended...I lo-lost everything,m-my Last hope...I lost...

She again started to search for something in the other places too...

Y/n : I am sorry, Taehyung...b- but I am such a looser...

She broke into tears...

After not finding anything,she started to run like a mad women, though her body is still weak....

She looked around, the mansion is freaking huge, but there's nothing,she could use ....

She started run bare foot not caring about anything, finally she found the kitchen,she silently entered the kitchen...

A psycho creepy smile dancing on her lips ...

But for her bad luck there's also nothing...

She became more frustrated...

She again started to run, after some good minutes, she found the main entrance...

She closed her eyes...

Y/n : it's all be- because of me ... for me,my fa-family my love is in danger, they lost everything because of-me...

She started to run towards the gate,and successfully she passed the gate, there's two bodyguards,busy with their conversation, without their knowing,she ran away from there...

As there's a lot of bodyguards but she successfully and safely able to ran away from that cage...

She thanked God for supporting her in this situation...

Her eyes is red,her face is also red,her weak body continuously running...

After nearly one hour her eyes caught the main highway, it's not busy that much but there's still car is passing....

For some moments she thaught to go back to Taehyung,or her family...

But what she gonna answer them????

Closing her eyes she smiled, fresh tears kissed her wet cheeks...

Y/n : I am sorry.... But I love you... I am not that same Y/n anymore,I just sold myself,eomma,appa, Hobi, Taehyung,I love you all,Stay safe...and good bye...I was unable to being a good daughter,a good sister,or a good wife....Tae I am sorry... and let's end this....

She smiled and closed her eyes ,she slowly stands beside the Highway, though her body is rejecting her wish,her body is aching all over, but she is still smilling...she is happy...

Maybe her body is betraying her, but her heart is giving her the strength....

She started to walk straight on the road,as her eyes is still closed...

She can feel honking sounds, but the cars just passing ,behind her,she can feel the yellow lights still with her closed eyes ,the lights of the car's headlights...

In the last moment she faced a car,she smiled when she feeling the car is close, when the yellow light is growing more stronger...

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At first a lots of hugs and kisses,Thank you so much for supporting me, giving me all love and support 🦋❣️♥️ and it's really mean a lot for me....

I really love to read your comments, and I really feel like, I am really lucky to have you guys...🥺🥺🥺🥺

Thank you ♥️❣️💜💜💜💜

#Borahae...

And what do you think about it!!! Is this is the end???or else, it's just the new beginning???🌚🌚🌚🌚💜💜💜
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To be continued...🌚💜❣️🦋🥀💐