Bon's pov:

It's been 3 months since I broke his heart...it's not like I don't have any feelings for him, I have feelings for him but...but I am scared...scared to love. From childhood till now all the people I loved the most left me.

Now I am so scared to fall in love that even a thought of it makes me shiver. I broke his heart and I am really guilty for it...he deserve a better life partner then me.

Flashback:

My friends introduced me to him and just in a few seconds we made a great bond with each other as if we know each other for decade and it was shocking for me as I always stayed away from boys to avoid risk of falling in love.

But I wasn't able to stay away from him, he was a magnet which always pulls me towards him. I knew that I was falling for him but it was too late to understand about it because I already fell in love with him.

I did the thing I was scared of so much, I tried to stay away from him and maintain distance but I always failed miserably. It was like I can't even spend a day without seeing him or talking to him.

I thought that it must be one sided love but to my surprise he too love me and proposed me but I rejected him...I broke his heart

"Bondita I know that you also love me then why aren't you accepting it" he said with teary eyes

"I don't love you damn it...how many times I have to tell you. I am ready to accept you...but as my friend not as a lover" I yelled

"I know the reason why you are not accepting me but bondita can't you give a chance to it...just once give a try maybe you too..."

"NO...I don't want to try anything...my answer is a big NO" I yelled interrupting in between

"You don't want to try because you are afraid that maybe you will fall for me" he yelled

"When you know everything then why are you bothering me...please don't force me to do something I don't want to do...please...I beg you Anirudh...please" I said joining my hands in front of him before falling in my knees and crying

He made me stand holding my shoulder and said before leaving from there

"Fine...I won't bother you anymore nor I will disturb your life anymore but still I won't stop loving you, remember if one day you are ready to accept your feelings you can come to me...I will be waiting for you"

I again fell in my knees and screamed on top of my lungs I was sure that he heard that and how badly he wanted to come towards me but he didn't because of me.

Flashback ends:

My friend to yells at me for rejecting him, they even tried to contact him but he said he is going out of Kolkata. After that what I started living like used to but the difference was that now I am not happy nor sad. I am just emotionless...

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I was playing truth and dare with my dada and friends when I got a dare and taking the opportunity my dada asked me to give him my phone.

Finding no other option I gave him my phone moreover I have nothing inside the phone which I will hide but unfortunately my dada saw a video.

The video was of anirudh proposing me... I was shocked. How come this video is in my phone....damn my friends must have done it.

My dada looked at me with wide eyes while I snatched my phone from him and left from there. I knew that my best friend will definitely tell him the truth.

And to my surprise they were planning something to make me accept my love.
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I was standing in terrace and sipping coffee when I got a call and I grinned looking at the id.

"Hello aunty...how are you?" I asked

"I am fine beta...what about you?" She asked me

"I am all good aunty just missing you all, suddenly you all went out of Kolkata without telling anything..." I said sadly

"We too miss you a lot but what can we do bacha... I don't know what happened to this anirudh he suddenly wanted to go out of Kolkata" she replied

Yes she is none other than anirudh's mom. We already know each other's family and even met them.

Maybe he left because of me...

"Well forget about all this and listen...we are coming back to Kolkata..."

As soon as she said this I grinned in the thought of meeting anirudh again but the next moment my smile dropped.

"For anirudh's engagement...."

"E....engagement..." I said shockingly

"Yes your best friend is getting engaged and as a best friend you have to come in his engagement ok... I have already invited your family but I wanted to invite you specially so I myself called you" she informed me

A tear fell down from my eyes... I wiped my tear and said

"Sure aunty... I will surely come after all it's my best friend's engagement "

I disconnected the call while I felt my eyes getting teary. Why the hell I am crying I should be happy right? I will be happy.

Soon the day of the engagement arrived and I was all set to leave.

I wore a red saree, I don't know why but my family members made me wear it. I looked myself in the mirror.... I was looking like I am getting engaged today.

Bon's look

I entered the venue and my eyes were searching for him everywhere like a mad. All I wanted to do is see him once and hug him tightly.

I heard a loud thunderstorm seems like it's going to rain heavily. I turned around and my eyes got locked with his eyes. He was standing there in stage wearing a black tuxedo.

I was meeting him after 3 months, how badly I wanted to run into his arms. He came towards me but before he could reach me his mother took me somewhere with her.

I looked behind and saw him looking at me like he wanted to tell me something.

What he wanted to tell me? I am sorry I didn't wait for you as I promised...

When I finally returned to the main hall I saw few couples dancing while he too was dancing. That's when out of nowhere a person came and asked me for a dance.

And I agreed...

We were dancing but our gaze were on each other. Then he suddenly felt his partner and came towards me and asked my partner for my hand and the person went away.

He forwarded his hand and I took his hand. He pulled me towards him and looked deeply into my eyes. He tugged my hair strands behind my ear and caressed my cheeks while I closed my eyes feeling his touch.

He joined his forehead with mine. We didn't said a word till now but our heart beat and silence were enough to tell what was going inside our heart.

But I couldn't digest the fact that he was getting engage that too with someone it was hurting me. I couldn't control my emotion anymore and pushed him before running away from there.

He too came behind me and stood few steps behind me.

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