Ani's pov:

Her eyes didn't had the courage to look at me while mine too. I knew that if I look at her eyes then I won't able to control my emotion. I want to love you bondita...I want to love you so badly that it is hurting me.

With a great difficulty I said good bye to her.

"Good bye...Anirudh" she said and turned to leave

I knew that she was crying and that to because of me. I know that I hurted her very much, I don't know what happened to me that day and I said mini's name.

All my pain was releasing and maybe this is the reason why I said mini:s name. I closed the door and turned only to find nil staring at me.

_Are you going to chase her" he asked

"No..."I replied

"Ani why are you hurting yourself, I know that you love her then why don't you accept it" he asked me

"You became a fucking zombie from the day you fell into the fucking lake, after so many years I saw you smiling and that to because of bondita but what you are doing....hurting yourself and her" he said angrily

I was getting angry, I don't want to talk about my past especially the lake incident.

"You are going from here or not "I asked angrily

"I won't" he replied

I was about to shout when suddenly the door opened and Sumit came inside the apartment furiously and punched me hard on my face.

I stumbled back while nil held me. I know I deserve it for Breaking his sister's heart.

"What the hell Sumit "nil yelled at him while he glared at me before leaving

"Are you alright" he asked me while I nodded in yes

"Anirudh you still have time accept it" he said

"Nil please go from here, otherwise I will lose my anger" I said closing my eyes

"Just answer my one question anirudh then I will leave "he said while I looked at him

"If you got a chance to forget about everything, each and every moment with mini, each and every kiss and I love you with her, the accident...everything.

What would you have done "he asked me

What would I have done if I really got that chance?

$I don't know" I said before turning towards the room

"If I asked you the same question few year ago you would have say yes but now you are ignoring it because you want to punish yourself for what happened in past" he said

I went inside the room without saying anything maybe he was right because I deserve each and every pain in this world.

I heard the sound of closing door and understood that he left.

After sometime I went downstairs and just when I was about to cross TRC he said

"I have seen many stupid people but you are most stupidest one "

$What do you mean?" I asked

"You knew that this day would definitely come but then also you played with her feelings" he said

"You know very well about my past TRC "I said

"I am well aware about it. Anirudh why don't you talk about it with mini maybe you will be able to take a decision. You are doing all this because you are thinking that she must be living in pain because of you.

Meet her anirudh and make it clear, if she is living her life happily then give yourself another chance to live otherwise do whatever you want" he said

He is right, the one who can help me right now is mini. I left from there in hurry.

Ani's pov end;

Mini's pov:

( Yes mini too have her pov )

I was working in kitchen when I heard a knock on door.

"Raj...open the door please "I said wiping my hand

I thought that it was my mother but I was wrong as I heard Raj saying " wait here "

"What happened?" I asked him

"Someone is here to meet you" he said

"Who? "I asked

"It's anirudh" he said while I was shocked

What was he doing here that too after so many years.

"Mini if you don't want to meet him I will tell him to leave" he said

"No need, he came here that too suddenly there must be something important" I said

We went towards the hall and I saw Ani. He grown up and he was looking like a mature man.

"I going inside the room if you want anything just call me ok" he said kissing my forehead

I am really lucky to have Raj in my life. I stopped living my life but he made me fall in love again. He knows everything about me and anirudh.

Both of us were sitting in couch.

"You got a perfect partner for yourself "he said

"Thank you" I said while he looks down and started playing with his fingers

He was tensed because of something but what?

"What's the matter "Ani I asked him

"I am stuck mini, I am stuck between my past and present" he said holding his head

"You love her right? "I asked

"Yes I love her very much but whenever I think about my past I get stuck in between" he said

"This happened to me too, I wasn't ready at the first but then I gave another chance to live my life and look my choice was perfect.

Anirudh forget about the past, I know it wasn't your fault, it was just an accident just forget about it" I said but he was still not convinced

"Come let me show you something" I said

I took him inside a room and made him look at my baby who was peacefully sleeping.

"Isn't the baby looks exactly like our baby "I said while he was staring at the baby

"After that incident, Raj and she became my life, she again gave me the feeling of a mother which I lost long ago.

Anirudh I know that we can't change the past but atleast we can change our future by changing present.

Go and tell her about your feeling, I don't know much about her but the one who can make The Great Anirudh Roy Chowdhury fall in love again must be a amazing girl "I said while he looked at me

He turned to leave but stopped and hugged me. It was a friendly hug.

"Thank you thank you for giving me the freedom from my guilt and pain thank you" he said

"Don't waste your time and go" I said while he left

Mini's pov end:

Bon's pov:

It's been two weeks since I moved into my new apartment. I was tried and I was climbing the stairs as there was no lift here.

I was missing TRC very much he used to be my best friend. Everytime I climbed the stairs I would expect anirudh to be there outside my apartment but he never was.

When I reached second floor, I was shocked as I saw anirudh sleeping against the door of my apartment just like the first time we met, outside da's apartment.

I went towards him and looked at him confusingly. What was he doing her that too this late night. I was about to wake him up but before I can he opened his eyes and I went little away from him.

He stood up and rubbed his eyes.

"What are you doing here? "I asked him

"Can I use your washroom? I am here atleast from 6 hours and now I really need to use washroom "he said while I nodded

I opened the door and he went inside the apartment. I showed him the bathroom and sat on couch.

I wasn't supposed to let him come inside the apartment then why did I let him in?

My thoughts of chain got broken when heard the sound of water.

He came out of the bathroom and sat beside me.

"I want to tell you something "he said but I was least interested in it

"I had a son "he paused while I looked at him shockingly

"Who died in a car accident because of me "he continued

"Stop it...I don't want to know about it "I said closing my eyes

It was hurting me.

"You have to listen to me" he said

"I was 17 year old when fell in love with mini, we both fell for each other from the day we met. But soon we got to know that my father and her mother were in love and soon they are about to marry.

We both were broken, we both decided to stay in secret relationship for seven days and then we would part away.

She and her mother shifted to my house. We used to live together. Whenever our parents used to go out, we would spend time kissing each other, cooking and enjoying time.

But one day when they were not in house, we crossed all our limits and did something which wasn't supposed to happen. Just after one or two weeks I got to know that she was pregnant.

We were tensed about our parents reaction so I planned everything that we would shift in some other place and love there as a couple. When our parents got to know about it my father thrown me out of the house.

But soon I left the house with mini and we loved together like we planned. Months passed away and soon she delivered a healthy baby boy. I was the most happiest person that day.

Slowly our parents too agreed to our relationship and the day when we going back to home. Everything was normal but suddenly the car fell into the lake.

I somehow managed to save mini but I wasn't able to save my 2 day's son. I lost him. Mini was the hurted the most from this. Just after the accident she left me.

I don't blame her for that because I was her  criminal. That day when we met for the first time was the dead aniversary of my son. He would have been 5 years old if the he didn't died he said and cried out

Now I understood from what pain he was going through. I hugged him tightly and caressed his back.

I am sorry for hurting you I won't push you away anymore, I swear" he said

"I hate you "I wishpered while he smiled

"I love you" he said while I had tears in my eyes

I hugged him more tightly as if he will disappear.

"Well from where did you got to know about my address" I asked

"Sumit told me" he said

"What?" I said shockingly

"Yes, well he first slapped me but then he told me three rules and warned me not to break it" he said

"What rules? "I asked

"First not to break your heart, second not to break your fucking heart, third not to break your damn fucking heart "he said while I laughed

"That's sounds like him "I said

"Yes..."he replied and kisses my forehead

Bon's pov end:

Ani's pov:

Everything went normal after that. We got married.

I remember the day we were getting married Sumit said

"I am glad it's you"

I am too glad that it's me. Our wedding day she was crying because of happiness but I wasn't.

Just after few months we got to know about bondita's pregnancy. We were not ready for the baby but we were happy. She was again crying in happiness.

Soon she gave birth to a baby girl. I was again a father. I was numb I don't know what to do. I was scared.

"Come here" she said and let me held the baby

"Isn't she looking just like you "she said while I too looked at her.

I realised that she is so beautiful just like a doll and I cried here.

"Thank you so much for this precious treasure" I said kissing bondita's forehead and then kissed baby's forehead

I again have a small family.

The End

Hello guys, so this story is adapted from a novel " ugly love" written by Collen hoover.  Well it's not exactly same as I changed some lines and scenes.

I wasn't able to cover everything in this few parts but I really suggest you all to read the novel coz it's really amazing.

I have also missed out some lines and scenes so forgive me for that.

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