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Bon's pov:

I was sitting with TRC and crying. Anirudh went to his apartment while I decided to stay with TRC. He was passing me tissue papers while I was crying.

"ok now stop crying dear, he is a big donkey who don't understand anything" he said

"you knew him from his childhood that means who about his past right" I asked while he nodded in yes

"then can you please tell me about his past" I requested

"bondita...he has a dark past because of which became like that. Don't try to know about his past, it might hurt you more" he said while I confusingly looked at him

"why I will get hurt?" I asked confusingly

"it will hurt you bondita and trust me, he was not like this in past. He used to be a happy go lucky type but after that incident, everything changed. Just wait for him and one day he will definitely tell you about his past "he said while I nodded understanding him

After sometime I went back to my apartment.

it's been one week since we didn't met. today da wasn't in house as he went for work. I asked my friends in the apartment for some work.

Neha went outside to something while I was busy talking with sahil. There was a knock in my door, I thoughted that it was Neha and opened the door, only to find Anirudh standing in front of me.

"what's wrong?" sahil asked while coming towards us while Anirudh was glaring at him

"what do you want? "I asked trying hard to control my emotion

"I wanted to ask you something but seems like you are busy right now" he said indirectly looking at sahil while he gulped

"if you are done then bye" I said before closing the door.

We did our work and neha went back to hospital for a surgery while I was with sahil. We were checking files for atleast 3 hours and soon he left. I closed the door and went towards the kitchen, when I heard a knock in the door.

I opened the door only to find Anirudh standing there.

w"ho was he?" this is what he asked me

"my colleague" I replied

"what was he doing here?" he asked

"he came here for some work" I said rolling my eyes

He is behaving like I am his girlfriend.

"work for 3 hours" he said raising his eyebrows

I looked at him confusingly, not understanding his words but soon understood what he actually meant.

"seriously you were thinking that I was fucking around with my colleague and for your kind information even if I fuck him or any other boy it should not bother you, then why are you getting angry? "I asked angrily

"I...I don't know, I want to love you...I want to fall for you but I can't" he said frustratingly

"why? "I asked

"I...I just can't" he murmured

"what she did with you?" I asked him, knowing that it will break the rule but still

"I don't want to speak about that" he said coldly

"but I want to know about it" I said

"Don't..."he warned me

"fuck you "I said angrily

I was about to close the door over his face when he holds the door and came inside the apartment before slamming the door behind him and pinning me against the door.

"that's what we were doing, fucking around" he said while I laughed

"fucking around...there is a huge difference between fucking around and making love Anirudh. That day when we were having sex it wasn't just a fuck...it was a love making. I know that, your eyes was telling me...the way you were looking at me, it was clearly telling me everything" I said angrily

I took a deep breath while he turned and holds his neck from behind.

"what am I doing to you bondita?" he said in breaking voice

my heart was aching, he was breaking.

he sat in floor leaning against the wall. His face was between his knees and his body was shaking. He was crying...Anirudh Roy Choudhary was crying. The way he was crying was the same cry like that night when we met for the first time.

I went towards him and keeled down in front of him.

"Anirudh..."I wishpered, warping my hand around his shoulder and I hugged him

I was scared to know about his past now. I was rubbing his back, trying to ease his pain.

"I don't have to know" I said while his head was over my chest

he looked at me with teary eyes.

"I don't have to know" I wishpered

And the next moment his lips was over mine. He kissed me so hard that my back landed on floor and I was laying in floor while he was hovering above me. He was kissing me very hard as if he was giving me all his pain.

His hand went towards my skirt and in a swift he removed my skirt with my panty. He broke the kiss and joined his forehead with mine while he settled himself between my legs. His eyes was closed while mine was open, he slowly slides himself inside me.

When he was fully inside me, he took a deep breath as if he was releasing his pain. He pulls himself out and again pushed himself inside me with all his strength. It hurts but I was somewhere relieved that he was giving his pain to me.

"Oh god....Mini "he said while I was frozen

Mini...Mini...Mini...

This is the only thing running inside my head now. This was the worst pain I have ever felt, the most worst pain. I moved my head away and that's when he realised what he said.

"Bondita..."he said while tears were falling, falling, falling...

"Bondita...I am sorry I..."he tried to explain

"Stop..."I stopped him in between

"just finish it..."I said while he looked at me

"Just finish it Anirudh please...please "I begged him while he again pulls out and thrusted deep inside me

He thrusted inside me, this time very hard. Tears was flowing...while both of us were moaning.

"Harder..."I begged him while he moved harder

"Faster..."I again begged me while he moved fastly

It was the most heart breaking...It's over...it's all over

Soon he came inside me while I pushed him away from me. He rolled beside me while I stood up and wore my panty and skirt. I was about to go inside my room when he hold the door, it was the same hand which once held the door of the apartment when I moved in.

"Bondita..."he said

I jerked off his hand and slammed the door behind me. I could still feel him inside me, I could still taste his lips. I fall in floor I thud, I am a water...nothing but tears...

It's been one week since I last spoke to him.

"This is the last one" da said while loading my stuffs inside my car. I was moving out, I found a good apartment which was near to the hospital. Sumit knows everything about us, he was angry very very angry at Anirudh.

I wanted him to come to me and say sorry but for what he will say sorry to me, he always warned me but I never took it seriously. I wanted to meet him for the last time as he don't know that I was moving out.

I knocked the door while nil opened the door. I was looking for Anirudh.

"wait I will call him" he said as if he knows that I was for Anirudh

"Bondita is here" I heard him saying

Soon I heard foot steps coming, my heart was beating very fast and here he was standing in front of me. He wasn't looking at me.

"I am moving out...this is all "I said

"Good bye...bondita" he said

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