fuck i wish it mattered to me less but i thought i would FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY make it out of the 550's
and i did
for like 30 minutes

and now i'm back down to the same number i have been consistently on for over a year!! yaaaaay!

idk, my account is dying and none of my friends really care anymore spare like 2 people. it's been like a year and a half and i just gotta accept it

man, 2 years ago i KNEW i would make it to 1k one day and i'd planned out this whole thing that i no longer remember because it's been 2 years and obviously that ain't happening
i used to dream about that shit and 500 is halfway there and i guess my account reflects me well because i always quit halfway through

can one of y'all just tell me what you'd stay for? more roleplays? art? stories? poetry? anything? i don't care anymore i'm just so afraid that you're all leaving me

this site is the only thing that got me through grade 8, and the only reason i'm still alive, and i wish i could do more for you guys to make you stay

idk

being abandoned scares me a lot

sorry

someone tell me to wake up and realize that it doesn't matter
please