i've always loved him. what am i afraid of?

afraid of losing him. his affections, his smiles, even when he punched him for saying something stupid. mark was afraid he wasn't enough for donghyuck. he's everything, but how do i show him?  he decided to send him a text. come to my house an hour after school. haechan saw the message, but didn't respond. i hope this works. 

it was almost two hours since school ended when mark heard a knock on his door. he opened the door to see haechan, who scratched his head apologetically. "i wasn't going to come, but i-" mark pulled him inside and wrapped his arms around haechan's waist tightly, resting his chin on the boy's shoulder. he felt haechan's breath catch in his throat. "i'm sorry, hyuckie. i've put you through so much. i'm a jerk, aren't i?" he laughed bitterly. "you're right. i do like you. a lot. hell, i'm probably in love with you, but that's not important. i was scared, sunshine. i still am. scared i'm not enough for you, that you'd find someone better. but if you still like me, maybe i'll be stuck with you awhile..." he pulled away from haechan, pulling him into his bedroom. on his bed was a bouquet of sunflowers. he saw haechan's lips turn upwards. mark smiled shyly, before picking up the flowers and handing them to haechan. "they reminded me of you..." haechan turned to him, eyes gleaming. "i... you love me?" mark blushed, avoiding eye contact. "did i say that..? ah, well, it's the truth. i'm kind of in love, lee donghyu-" haechan pressed his lips to mark's, cutting him off, the flowers forgotten. it was a sweet and slow kiss, and when he pulled away, haechan spoke. "does this mean you'll let me cuddle with you now?" mark laughed. "yeah, i guess it does. i love you, haechan." he smiled. "i love you too, mark lee."