Victor's journey
It happens to my dream every night i mean not really 'every' night but some of it so good luck and enjoy!! ^^
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A boy name Victor helping his family to packed their stuff as the house itself have a new owner.
Victor look at the house and found it memorable as it is part of him for 12 years for now.
His parents patted his shoulder telling him that it is time to move on.
After that, his parents continue to pack their stuff out with the help of workers.
Things gone really tight as both grandparents live this house for long enough before victor was born.
All those year was his grandparents raised him while his parents went off to work.
His parents became so busy that victor prefer his grandparents more than his parents.
Tears started to let out from his eyes and quitely sobbed as victor have been through a lot through his childhood that both of parents not knowing what he have been throught.
Memories begans to collide and having a flashback reflecting of his past as victor began to lost into his own universe.
*Flashback*
(It's gonna be long flashback)
Victor went to the nursery school after grandma send him to the school.
The teacher greet the student as usual and every student have gathered to sing their rational songs and their school theme song.
After everything have done, victor was happy to go to school that he dream of making friends as he is shy.
As the bell ring, everyone went back to their classes.
During the lesson, victor was an obedient student that paid attention to what teacher instructed.
As the following day, victor did make some friends at nursery school untill one day.
Victor is full of curiosity as he doesn't know how the world works despite that he watched some news from the tv.
Until one day, all of his friends ignoring him and same goes to the other student.
The students gave victor a judgy eyes and whispered to each other.
Victor's sharp ears can heard their talking but not clear enough to know what was it about.
But victor still smiles as if nothing happened, victor went to the swing and start to play all alone with peace and quite hearing wind breeze.
Victor's smile slowly faded as silence have killing him slowly and continue the lesson until graduate from his nursery school.
*Time skipped*
At the age of 10, victor went along with his grandma to karaoke place as he knows how much his grandma loves singing and same goes to victor.
Victor loves music so much that his grandparents and relatives love to sing a song for fun ever since he was born and even ask him for opinion of their voice or method to sing.
(Hearing this sure brings back my old memories haha)
One of the weekend, victor and his parents just got home from the mall both his mom and dad have darken their faces but still fake a smile for victor as he is still a child.
Victor asked his parents whether he can play bicycle for their premission.
As on the way back home after playing bicycle, all he can hear is screamed, breaking and angry tone coming from his parents.
The neighbour even ask victor what happened.
Victor smiled to the neighbour telling that they are just stressed as he is used to it.
Victor whom smiled full of lie behind it not showing his pain to anyone.
One time, Victor wanted to hang out with his friends but he declined as he predict that something bad will happened to their friendship.
Insecure have grown more strong than his smile. He feel that there was a beast inside him. He pretend to be strong just to show he is fine but he's not.
Violance have occured his life and became part of it.
He started to hung low his head stared at the floor avoiding eye contact from people.
He feel as if he is a slave with chained all over him as he walked while the people gave him the judgy eyes and trash talked without even knowing him.
Deep down, victor was lost lil boy like a bird in the cage waiting to be free. Victor to grown more and more insecure as he almost thought that he is insane.
Everything he been throught, he doesn't feel anything nor love. All he can hear is the word 'i love you' not the real love he is looking for.
To him, words is just words and doesn't comfort him even the word 'love'.
Everytime victor came home, he only smile to his grandparents as he is finally home.
Years later, victor grown up more and more yet couldn't overcome his fear as it is in his mind while crying in the endless night.
Victor could feel his chained have became more and more as it is gone heavy for him to breathe properly. Victor could only sleep just like that.
Things have been hard for him to overcome his next part of the chapter of life.
Victor wanted to attempt suicide as it is only escape from the pain upon the world.
Stressed over thing he couldn't accomplished nor spoke confidentally, all he can feel is the people's weird look and judging him by giving out mean comments.
Victor couldn't take it anymore, he went to the bathroom and let out his feeling by cry out loud like a wolf howled over the moon.
*Flashback ended*
*Present*
Victor didn't noticed his tears have been flowing non stop as memories of the house have been with him where he can call 'home'.
Both his grandparents have passed away right on his birthday after inform to victor.
Everything for him have went downhill, but he have to be strong for his grandparents sake.
Victor couldn't stop crying like a lil boy who just lost his home and someone he really love that have been care by the angels.
Victor finally moved on from the past and make his way to make up the bright future ahead.
When his parents is waiting for victor to get in the car, victor done packing and wipe off his tears and went to the car with stuff.
"Dad before that.." victor spoke up and took out his phone and take a photo of the house.
"What was that for?young man" His father spoke. "For my memorable list" victor said with a smile and began to start his new journey.
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"Words can have knives that will lead u self destruct...
You have to be strong as it is only option for u to survive...
Thigns may go tough, but u have to be tougher than the things..
The word 'love' will never compare to the real 'love'...
Chained with insecurities and hunger for freedom..
Love yourself is the most important to overcome all that..."
~The End~
Hi guyss!! Hope you like this short story and lemme know ur opinion of these quotes that came throught my mind.
Some part are based on true story and half of it are fiction.
Thank you for reading! Dont forget to vote, comment and share!! I appreciate it!! ❤❤
i feel gloomy lately idk but i'll come back soon ^^
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