It was 12 am on the dot, the delivery is supposed to be at 12:30. "fuck, of course, they're gonna have me do this by my God damn self. I'm not surprised anyway, I did ask for this." I say to myself. He makes me feel scared.. Excited.. He makes me feel... Alive. I'm not gonna lie, I want him.. I want him so fucking bad and tonight is the night I'm gonna hint at it, Just a little subtle hint. I'm gonna get dressed up, whenever he's seen me in the past I've looked like a bum but tonight Imma looks like a goddess.

Yes, to me this is the definition of looking like a goddess. I giggle to myself and look at the clock 12:10 "fuck.." well here we go. I grab the bag of cash and my keys.

Time skip

Im sitting on the swing, waiting for him to show up. Its currently 12:45 in the morning and im sitting in a fucking park with a fuck ton of cash. Why the fuck did i do this to myself? I start questioning if i should just get up and leave just leave the cash there. What the hell was i thinking?! My heart starts racing and my stomach starts hurting. Fuck.. fuck this as i get up to walk away i see headlights behind me so i turn around and its a big black box van. So i hurry but causually sit back on the swing, then i see him.. damn why does he have to be so fine.

He slowly starts walking to me and i stand up and grab the bag and walk to him and reach out yo hand it to him, while looking up at him. I see him eye me up and down. FUCK YEAH MF THATS THE WHOLE POINT I DID THIS AND I SUCCEEDED CHUH CHANG. "Count it." He states and goes to sit on a bench. "Well i mean its all there, why would i show up just to short you?" He ignored me. "Okay? Well imma go then." As i start walking away "sit!" I stop in my tracks and and turn around. "What? Why? You got your cash what else do you need?" He smirks "why you so.. dressed up?" I smirk a little bit "i uh-" fuck why didnt i think of a reason?! "Im going out.. why does it even matter?" He shakes his head, "it dont i was just curious cause most the time you be lookin like you dont give a fuck" i scoff "yeah thanks" and roll my eyes, i mean its true but damn he cant be sayin that. Only i can! "Its all here boss" i smile "what i tell you?" He then stands up and walks slowly but fast enough right into my personal ass space. Inchs away from my face. "See you next time darlin" im frozen, i feel like i cant move. I swallow and just not my head.

Time skip

I pull back up in driveway and sit in my car for a good five minutes. Goddddddd hes so FINEEEE. I had to smoke a blunt to calm myself down, i finally walk in my house. Put my coat and keys on the table infront of the table infront of the door and walk in the kitchen to grab something to drink. "I thought you was goin out ma?" I freeze for a second and turn around and there he was. "I uhh i changed my mind.." he smirks. "Nahhhh i dont think so.. i think you got dressed up too show me ..no? " i laugh "well arent you just full of yourself? What you doin here Rio?" He ignores my question and walks up to me, slowly pushes my hair behind my ear. I feel like i cant fucking breathe, "Why didn't your lil friends come with you tonight?"

I chuckled and walked away to my pantry "They uh they got mad at me for asking for more and they just don't wanna be a part of the delivery for now, i don't even know if they want to be a part of any of it anymore" Then grabbed a bag of hot Cheetos and sat down on the counter facing him. "Are you high?" I look at him and started cheesing "uhh- no" while shoving Cheetos in my mouth "i would never do no such thing.. ARE YOU CRAZY" i started actin dumb just to fuck with him. "People who smoke Mary jane wawa go to hell" then i look at him and i bust out laughing then look at him and he's smirkin "you wanna g? You need?" He chuckles "what you sellin now?" I get up and walk up real close to him "only for you" and boop his nose. "Yeah actually lemme get a g sweetheart" I look at him and nod "ight i gotchu, mere" I walk him to my bedroom and squat down to my dresser and pull open my drawer full of weed stuff "take whatever you want" then i sit down on my bed and smirk.

"I'm a weed goddess, I know." I giggle. "This some good shit, why don't you sell?" I shrug my shoulders "Too much of a loner, i dont know anybody." He nods his head "Yeah I feel it, me too" I give him a weird look "I smell bullshit" and we stared at eachother, "uhh well imma go to bed cause I'm hella tired.. you can let yourself out" he nods "goodnight mama" I try my hardest to not smile "goodnight"