A N e w L i f e
"What could a new life mean Chan hyung?" Asked Jisung, with a confused look. Chan sighed, taking the two cups of iced americano, while walking towards Jisung who was sitting on the kitchen counter. He handed one cup to Jisung, who smiled at him. He leaned on the door of the fridge, thinking about the question Jisung had asked. "Life comes in seasons. And life changes. Everyone goes through transitions. For some, it's big life milestones that trigger change — marriage or divorce, moving to a new city, committing to a partner, buying a home, starting a family, or becoming empty-nesters. It can be the loss of a loved one or friend. It can be a global crisis (like the pandemic) or a traumatic experience. For others, change comes from other significant changes that we all experience, like our emotional health maturing or ending a relationship. It could be aging, retirement, or simply who you choose to invest your time in. It could be a new career, moving across the country (or world), or another life-changing event that catalyzes big change." He answered, to which Jisung looked at him in complete shock. "Hyung! You know alot about all these things!" Chan chuckled, while ruffling Jisung's hair. "It's really nothing Jisung, it's just that there are some things you have to know if you want to start a new life." "But if that is the case, we can just move to another country to forget about that person, can't we?" "Well, that's not wrong. But sometimes you know Jisung, it's hard to move on from a person we loved for such a long time. You can't just be like 'oh it's fine he was an asshole'. To move on, you have to make sure to cut all boundaries with that particular person, including that you also stop socializing with him or her." Jisung nodded, while sipping on his drink. "What about you Jisung?" "What about me?" "What work do you do? I heard you and Felix are in some company that produces music and covers dances? " "Oh yeah, its called AR Entertainment. Felix works as a dancer and I as a music producer. My favourite group interests is 2racha. They are just so good! Like their songs are perfect! They are currently busy on their next comeback coming on 10th Of May. I'm just so excited!" "Do you want me to tell you a secret?" "A secret? What's that secret hyung?" "I'm a part of 2racha. Me and Changbin." "WAIT WHAT?!" "Shh! Be quiet!" "You really are?!" "Yes, I am." "That's so great! I'm friends with my idol? That's such a big y/n moment!" "That's funny. Also, have you written any songs?" "Yeah I've written multiple songs but haven't released any." "Can we all listen to it tonight?" "Of course! I would love it if my idol is listening to my music!" "What's going on here..?" Said Felix with a groan, as he was trembling. "Lix? Why are you trembling?" Jisung asked with concern. "Ask Changbin hyung about that!" "Okay, I don't wanna know." Jisung laughed, to which Felix rolled his eyes. Soon, everyone came down one by one, except for Minho. They were sitting on the sofa, while Jisung was sitting on the kitchen counter, thinking about why Minho wasn't coming down. "Guys, I'm gonna go check on Minho hyung." Jisung walked up the stairs, opening the door one the room, revealing Minho sleeping on the bed shirtless. "Hyung!" He said, while pulling of the blankets which were covering Minho's mesmerizing abs. "Come on get up, everyone is already awake!" "Mmm Jisung let me sleep!" Jisung bent down to kiss Minho's cheek, to which Minho blushed, HARD. "Does that wake you up?" "I couldn't process that, can you do it again?" Jisung happily kissed him on his right cheek. "I didn't feel that, please do it again Mister." Jisung rolled his eyes and pecked Minho's lips, making him get up from the bed. "Are you happy, Mister?" "Is that a question? Cause I think you already know the answer." Jisung chuckled, getting up from the bed and throwing a t shirt at Minho, who wore it and walked down the stairs, hands intertwined with Jisung's.
Imagine this pic as Minho without the jacket. It's photoshopped I know but, it's fiction for a reason hun.
"Aish guys you can't even leave space for us both?" Said Minho, while looking at the sofa which was completely full. "We left the chair for both of you, so Jisung could sit on your-" "Shh Felix! They don't have to know!" "On my lap? I'm fine with that." Jisung just blushed and looked at Minho flustered. Minho sat on the chair and pulled Jisung on his lap, adjusting him so they don't get horny(I don't want no smut). "So, I was thinking, since Jisung is going to be a producer, why don't we hear him sing?" "Oh of course! His voice is so beautiful. I've heard him sing so many times before, it's just majestic." Felix said, while making Jisung stand up. "Should I start guys?" "Let's start!"
"Look, I was gonna go easy on you, not to hurt your feeling's
But I'm only goin' to give (six minutes) this one chance (six minutes)
Something's wrong (six minutes), I can feel it (six minutes)
It's just (Slim Shady, you're on) a feelin' I've got (on)
Like somethin"s about to happen (on)
But I don't know what (six minutes, for six-)
If that means what I think it means (six minutes, Slim Shady, you're on)
We're in trouble, big trouble (on)
And if he is as bananas as you say (on)
I'm not takin' any chances
You are just what the doc ordered
I'm beginnin' to feel like a rap god
All my people from the front to the back nod, back nod
Now, who thinks their arms are long enough to slap box, slap box?
They said I rap like a robot, so call me Rapbot
But for me to rap like a computer, it must be in my genes
I got a laptop in my back pocket
My pen'll go off when I half-cock it
Got a fat knot from that rap profit
Made a livin' and a killin' off it
Ever since Bill Clinton was still in office
With Monica Lewinsky feelin' on his nutsack
I'm an MC, still as honest
But as rude and as indecent as all hell
Syllables, skill-a-holic (kill 'em all with)
This flippity dippity-hippity hip-hop
You don't really wanna get into a pissin' match
With this rappity brat, packin' a MAC in the back of the Ac'
Backpack, rap crap, yap-yap, yackety-yack
And at the exact same time I attempt these lyrical acrobat stunts
While I'm practicin' that
I'll still be able to break a motherfuckin' table
Over the back of a couple of faggots and crack it in half
Realized it was ironic I was signed to Aftermath after the fact
How could I not blow? All I do is drop F-bombs
Feel my wrath of attack
Rappers are havin' a rough time period, here's a maxi pad
That could bleed disastrously bad, for the wack
While I'm masterfully constructin' this masterpiece (yeah)
'Cause I'm beginnin' to feel like a rap god, rap god
All my people from the front to the back nod, back nod
Now, who thinks their arms are long enough to slap box, slap box?
Let me show you maintainin' this shit ain't that hard, that hard
Everybody want the key and the secret to rap immortality
Like Ι have got
Well, to be truthful, the blueprint's
Simply rage and youthful exuberance
Everybody loves to root for a nuisance
Hit the Earth like an asteroid
And did nothin' but shoot for the moon since (pew!)
MCs get taken to school with this music
'Cause I use it as a vehicle to "Bus the rhyme"
Now I lead a new school full of students, me?
Me? I'm a product of Rakim, Lakim Shabazz, 2Pac
N.W.A, Cube, hey Doc, Ren
Yella, Eazy, thank you, they got Slim
Inspired enough to one day grow up
Blow up and be in a position
To meet Run-DMC, induct him
Into the motherfuckin' Rock and Roll Hall of Fame
Even though I'll walk in the church
And burst in a ball of flames
Only Hall of Fame I'll be inducted in is the
Alcohol of fame, on the wall of (shame)
You fags think it's all a game, 'til I walk a flock of flames
Off a plank, and tell me what in the fuck are you thinkin'?
Little gay-lookin' boy, so gay, I can barely say it with
A straight face, lookin' boy (ha)
You're witnessin' a mass-occur, like you're watchin' a church gatherin'
Take place, lookin' boy
"Oy vey, that boy's gay, " that's all
They say, lookin' boy
You get a thumbs up, pat on the back and a "Way to go" from your label
Every day, lookin' boy
Hey, lookin' boy! What you say, lookin' boy?
I get a, "Hell, yeah" (hell, yeah) from Dre, lookin' boy
I'ma work for him, everythin' I have, never asked nobody for shit
Get outta my face, lookin' boy
Basically, boy, you're never gonna be capable
Of keepin' up with the same pace, lookin' boy, 'cause
I'm beginnin' to feel like a rap god, rap god
All my people from the front to the back nod, back nod
The way I'm racin' around the track, call me NASCAR, NASCAR
Dale Earnhardt of the trailer park, the White Trash God
Kneel before General Zod, this planet's Krypton-
No, Asgard, Asgard
So, you'll be Thor and I'll be Odin
You rodent, I'm omnipotent
Let off then I'm reloadin'
Immediately with these bombs I'm totin'
And I should not be woken
I'm the walkin' dead, but I'm just a talkin' head
A zombie floatin'
But I got your mom deep-throatin'
I'm out my Ramen Noodle, we have nothin' in common, poodle
I'm a Doberman, pinch yourself in the arm and pay homage, pupil
It's me, my honesty's brutal
But it's honestly futile if I don't utilize what I do though
For good, at least once in a while, so I wanna make sure
Somewhere in this chicken scratch, I scribble and doodle
Enough rhymes to
Maybe try to help get some people through tough times
But I gotta keep a few punchlines just in case
'Cause even you unsigned rappers
Are hungry lookin' at me like it's lunchtime
I know there was a time where once I was king of the underground
But I still rap like I'm on my Pharoahe Monch grind
So I crunch rhymes, but sometimes when you combine
Appeal with the skin color of mine and
You get too big and here they come tryin' to
Censor you like that one line I said
On "I'm Back" from The Mathers LP
One when I tried to say I'll
Take seven kids from Columbine
Put 'em all in a line, add an AK-47
A revolver and 99
See if I get away with it now
That I ain't as big (now) as I was, but I'm
Morphin' into an immortal, comin' through the portal
You're stuck in a time warp from 2004 though
And I don't know what the fuck
That you rhyme for, you're pointless as Rapunzel
With fuckin' cornrows
You write normal? Fuck bein' normal
And I just bought a new raygun from the future
Just to come and shoot ya, like when Fabulous made Ray J mad
'Cause Math said he looked like a fag at Mayweather's pad
Singin' to a man while he played piano
Man, oh man, that was a 24-7 special
On the cable channel
So Ray J went straight to the radio station
The very next day
"Hey Fab, I'ma kill you"
Lyrics comin' at you at supersonic speed (J.J. Fad)
Uh, summa-lumma, dooma-lumma, you assumin' I'm a human
What I gotta do to get it through to you? I'm superhuman
I'm innovative and I'm made of rubber so that anythin'
You say is ricochetin' off of me, and it'll glue to you and
I'm devastatin', more than ever demonstratin'
How to give a motherfuckin' audience a feelin' like it's levitatin'
Never fadin', and I know the haters are forever waitin'
For the day that they can say I fell off, they'll be celebratin'
'Cause I know the way to get 'em motivated
I make elevatin' music, you make elevator music
"Oh, he's too mainstream"
Well, that's what they do when they get jealous, they confuse it
"It's not hip-hop, it's pop"
'Cause I found a hella way to fuse it
With rock, shock rap with Doc
Throw on "Lose Yourself" and make 'em lose it
"I don't know how to make songs like that
I don't know what words to use"
Let me know when it occurs to you
While I'm rippin' any one of these verses that versus you
It's curtains, I'm inadvertently hurtin' you
How many verses I gotta murder to
Prove that if you were half as nice your songs
You could sacrifice virgins too?
Ugh, school flunky, pill junkie
But look at the accolades these skills brung me
Full of myself, but still hungry
I bully myself 'cause I make me do what I put my mind to
When I'm a million leagues above you
Ill when I speak in tongues
But it's still tongue-in-cheek, fuck you, I'm drunk
So, Satan, take the fuckin' wheel, I'ma sleep in the front seat
Bumpin' Heavy D and the Boyz, still "Chunky but Funky"
But in my head, there's somethin' I can feel
Tuggin' and strugglin', angels fight with devils and
Here's what they want from me
They're askin' me to eliminate some of the women hate
But if you take into consideration the bitter hatred
I have, then you may be a little patient and more sympathetic
To the situation, understand the discrimination
But fuck it, life's handin' you lemons?
Make lemonade then
But if I can't batter the women
How the fuck am I supposed to bake them a cake, then?
Don't mistake him for (Satan)
It's a fatal mistake if you think
I need to be overseas and take a vacation
To trip a broad, and make her fall on her face and
Don't be a retard
Be a king, think not
Why be a king
When you can be a god?"
"WOAH JISUNG-AH! YOU CAN RAP SO WELL!" "Really? Thank you chan hyung!" "YOU RAP SO GOOD BABY, LIKE HOW? AND YOU WRITE SO WELL?" "Thank you Minho hyung! Everyone was cheering for Jisung, until Minho came up. "Guys, even I have written a song, you want to listen?" The cheers were as loud as a concert.
"Walk the longest road
I didn't know that it would be the last
In the footprints left behind
I'll look back to see if your scent remains
Our story was beautiful
You left me with a memory
Please don't forget that it means more than this
Wander through a long day
The night begins again
There are many things that I can't say
I don't get sick in my dreams
I want to call you quietly
The moment I wish I couldn't forget
Will it go back the way we used to be?
I know it'll change with just one word
The words I couldn't tell you
Lock me in this dream, please don't let me go
I don't remember
A piece of your memory
When I miss you, I will take it out once in a while
The image of yours that I could only see
Will you think of me at least
Our story was beautiful
You left me with a memory
Please don't forget that it means more than this
Wander through a long day
The night begins again
There are many things that I can't say, yeah
I don't get sick in my dreams
I want to call you quietly
The moment I wish I couldn't forget
Will it go back the way we used to be?
I know it'll change with just one word
The words I couldn't tell you
Lock me in this dream, please don't let me go
I don't get sick in my dreams
I want to call you quietly
The moment I wish I couldn't forget
Will it go back to the way we used to be?
I know it will change with just one word
I'll talk quietly."
"HYUNG....YOU SING SO GOOD! I LOVE YOUR VOICE SO MUCH!" Shouted Jisung as he ran and hugged him. "Thank you Jisung-ah." "Me and Chan hyung have also made a song together." Said Hyunjin, as the cheers grew even louder.
" I cannot breathe without you being right by my side
I'll die
So, can you please come over closer
Hold me tight, right now
벗어나기 위해 몸부림쳐 봐야 there's no answer
해와 잠들 때까지 더 deeper
I really wanna know, yeah
난 이미 lost control, oh
I'm going crazy now 걷잡을 수 없이 난
다시 또 이 밤을 지새운다
The moment when I close my eyes
All I see is red lights
Shh
알잖아 널 가만히 둘 수 없는 걸
알잖아 널 가만히 둘 수 없는 걸
도저히 널 가만히 둘 수 없는
Make you feel my love, oh
어둠이 뒤덮인 밤
Make you feel my love, oh
알잖아 널 가만히 둘 수 없는 걸
Now, tell me you hate me
더 이상 널 버틸 수 없어
But I know, you and me
어쩔 수 없어 (oh-oh)
도망치기 위해 몸부림쳐 봤자 set the mic up
달이 잠들 때까지 더 deeper
I really wanna know, yeah
난 이미 lost control, oh
I'm going crazy now 걷잡을 수 없이 난
다시 또 이 밤을 지새운다
The moment when I close my eyes
All I see is red lights (red lights, red lights)
알잖아 널 가만히 둘 수 없는 걸
알잖아 널 가만히 둘 수 없는 걸
도저히 널 가만히 둘 수 없는
I'm going crazy now 걷잡을 수 없이 난
다시 또 이 밤을 지새운다
The moment when I close my eyes
All I see is red lights, red lights, red lights
도저히 널 가만히 둘 수 없는
Make you feel my love, oh (oh)
어둠이 뒤덮인 밤
Make you feel my love, oh (oh)
알잖아 널 가만히 둘 수 없는 걸"
"That was....sexy." Said Seungmin, while looking at Hyunjin. Hyunjin blushed and sat on the sofa, while Chaeryeong got up. "Can I ding a song as well?" She asked, as the cheers rised.
"I tell myself you don't mean a thing
And what we got, got no hold on me
But when you're not there, I just crumble
I tell myself I don't care that much
But I feel like I die 'til I feel your touch
Only love, only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Must've been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this
Say I wouldn't care if you walked away
But every time you're there, I'm beggin' you to stay
And when you come close (when you come close), I just tremble
And every time, every time you go
It's like a knife that cuts right to my soul
Only love, only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Must've been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Your kisses burn into my skin
Only love can hurt like this
But it's the sweetest pain
Burnin' hot through my veins
Love is torture, makes me more sure
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Must've been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Your kisses burn into my skin
Only love can hurt like this
(Only love can hurt like this)
Only love can hurt like this
(Only love can hurt) save me, save me
Only love, only love
'Cause only love can hurt like this
And it must've been a deadly kiss."
Yeji looked up at Chaeryeong, tears in her eyes, "Chae, can we talk?"
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