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Y/N POV
My eyes slowly opened as I felt a heavy weight on me. Someone on top of me.
"Y/N I'm so glad you're okay. Don't ever do that again!" I could make out Armin's voice but it sounded so distant, despite him being on me.
"I don't feel so good?" My mouth felt dry and I struggled to keep my eyes open. The same dark room with wooden walls greeted me. Opening my eyes after blinking was hard.
"Captain Levi drugged you. It's afternoon already. You've been out for the whole night and morning." Armin took my bandaged wrists and began to massage them. "Do they hurt?" But I couldn't feel anything. Couldn't even feel my own arms. I only knew he was holding them because I was seeing him do it.
"I'm not handcuffed anymore." I realized as my eyes began to close again. The feeling of going to sleep was tempting.
"y/n...." He paused as he looked at the wooden wall. Thinking before he spoke again. "He broke your legs."Armin pointed at my legs. My right foot and left leg resting in an unnatural position.
By the time I opened my eyes again, I was sitting on the bathroom's bathtub and Armin was shampooing my hair with a strawberry scented shampoo. "I placed your small blades under the pillow. You were very smart by gathering them, but don't attack him until you've heal from your injuries. Don't try to kill yourself either."
"Are you his accomplice?" I heard myself ask. I could barely feel Armin shampooing my hair and him seeing me naked was the least of my worries. "If you're working with him please let me go."
"What?" Armin paused. "I- I w-wouldn't. I'm not. Why would you even say that,y/n??" His voice sounded so hurt. Like if he wanted to cry. He even stopped shampooing my hair.
"It's just that you're able to get out from where he locks you and you don't even confront him. And you unlock the handcuffs he keeps me in. You even know know at what time he gets here-"
"Oh my god y/n. I can't believe you're doubting me." A hint of anger lingering in his voice but was soon swallowed by sadness. "I love you. I've love you since I saw you in that wedding dress eating in the cafeteria. I hate what he's doing to you! I would never be a part of his sick plan!" His hands had a tight grip on my arms. His eyes glued to mine, not once looking down at my bare body.
I zoned out most of what he said after that.
When I opened my eyes again, we were fully clothed and I was laying on the bedroom's bed while he changed my wrists' bandages.
"Armin are you mad at me?" I looked at him.
"He gave you pills so you could go to sleep and not attempt to kill yourself again." He said as he read the prescription for the pills.
"I rather kill myself than be with him."
"No y/n. You need to get out of here, alive."
"You'll get out of here too, Armin. With me."
"It's you he wants. He wouldn't listen to me. He kept hitting me. I hate to say it, I hate it has to be this way, but only you can get us out." He started crying and buried his face on my shoulders. "I wish I could kill him before he lays another hand on you!! But getting his trust is your only ticket out."
"How?? I hate him. I'm disgusted by him. Yesterday he kissed me and I tried to commit suicide!" I began screaming as anger began to bottled up inside me. I hated it. This situation. I felt so frustrated and wanted to escape with Armin as soon as possible.
Armin kissed me and hugged me wanting me to calm down. "I hate him too! I hate that he has you handcuffed to the bed!! I hate that he wants you to sleep by his side!!" He whispered into my neck. I could feel his jealousy towards Levi.
I laughed causing him to look up.
"What so funny?" His blue eyes met mine.
"That Levi locked me up so I could fall in love with him but I think I'm falling in love with you."
And then Armin and I were kissing. His whole body weight on top of mine as his hands travelled from my hair to my skin.
"y/n." He whispered between kisses.
"Think about me when you're with him. When he kisses you. When he touches you. Imagine it's me. Please close your eyes and think of me."
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