10th century ACE

Dear Hope,

I seem to have messed up completely. I am responsible for Henrik's death, my little brother who had so much to do out of life. All of my family is in grief, as are you. Even Kol, who barely wishes to keep his mouth shut has secluded himself in his pain. If I could change all of this, you know I really would. My belief is that only you are there that would believe me.

Mother has been different lately, always out with her witches. Only ever home for when she cooks our meals. Rebekah heard her talk to Ayana yesterday. There is a feeling in my chest that everything is about to change. I'm just glad I will have you still when something happens.

I know you were quite close to my youngest brother. I apologise greatly for bringing you more grief. I wish my love for you was enough help to get us out of this dark time.

That is all for now. I will love you till my own dying day.

Always and forever,
Nik