"balloons are deflatin'
guess they look lifeless like me
we miss you on your side of the bed, mmm

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she sat on the soft carpet, staring straight, unmoving, into the empty void ahead. fresh tears escaped her crystalline blue eyes, running down her cheeks. the silence was eerie, the only sound being her soft sniffles and shallow breathing.

the bright peach coloured walls looked dull , the pictures hanging looked lifeless. it had rained long ago, but the tiny drops still clung to the glass window, running down the smooth surface.

all the happiness this morning had, had turned to dust, leaving nothing but sadness and misery behind.

it all happened so fast, that she barely had any time to register it. now she sat, broken heart, crushed soul, finally understanding the cruel trick fate played on her.

she should have known. should have predicted it. should have seen it coming. but she was blinded by love to realize the truth.

she wasn't his love. nor she could never be. she was just a pawn in his game. in his ploy to win the heart of not her, but another girl.

he never did love her, but only lead her on. how, she wondered, could he lie to her. but, she realized, she was nothing but just a somebody to him. no one special

maybe, if he knew how much he meant to her, her wouldn't have done it. but it was all just a wish.

for now, she sat alone, her demons haunting her, turning her world dark, while dangers of the war lurked outside, leaving her in a flurry of wild thoughts.

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still got your things here
and they stare at me like souvenirs
don't wanna let you out my head"

okei!
i hope you liked it, and yes its a sad story, it might make u cry(im crying rn)
so i'll see you lovlies later! take care<3 mwah<3