I hate my life. I hate myself. I hate everything around me. I just want to die. I want to kill myself. I don't want to exist anymore. I just want it to stop. My constant emotional pain. I just don't want to live. Just let me die and rot somewhere. Intrusive thoughts are killing me. Constantly telling me throw myself under a car.

I'm about to get scolded by my mom at house. I don't want it. I don't want it I don't want it. I just want to stop breathing. I want to soo existing. It's so painful. All I want is a bit of peace of mind. Just a bit of peace...