ꀷꍏ꓄ꏂ: May 27
꓄ꀤꎭꏂ: 11:13 PM
ꎭꏂꌚꌚꍏꁅꏂ ꎇꋪꂦꎭ: Unknown User
ꌚꏂꈤ꓄: May 27 - 6:00 PM
ꎭꏂꌚꌚꍏꁅꏂ ꓄ꂦ: Spinel
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Hey, Spinel, it's me. Sorry for making you wait so long for a message or call from me, I've been. . . busy. . .

Anyways, about that explanation that I owe you. Do you. . . remember how I tried to destroy the Earth and kill. . . kill. . . Ahem. I mean, that's a stupid question; of course you remember, it's kinda hard to forget. Well, after the whole incident, you left and. . . well. . .

Spinel I ran away. From everything. From all of them. From him. I left Lunar in the Crystal Gems' care. . . I know he will be better off with them, anyway.

. . . It hurts, Spinel. The guilt — it's eating at me. All of my fear, my sadness, my anger — it's like a nightmare looming over me and taunting me. It's like I can't forget. Nothing will let me. I want to forget. I want to be better. But the fact that it seems like my past and all of my mistakes are literally haunting me makes it basically impossible.

It won't go away. The pain won't go away, and it hurts.

I want it to stop so badly.

But then again, I deserve it after everything I had done, don't I?

. . .

Hey, um. . . how are they? You know, The Crystal Gems and. . . Lunar, and. . . and Steven. . .

Hehe. . . I. . . I bet they're glad that I'm gone. . .

. . .

I've gotta go now, Spinel. I'll message you again later. I would call you, but I don't want to risk anyone seeing you talking to me through your gem and get any ideas; sorry.

I'm sorry. Really, really sorry.

I love you, sis. Take care and. . . um. . . check on Lunar for me, will you?

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Author: Hey guys, Sharaug here, and I just wanna apologize for taking so long to update. I've been having some serious writers block recently, but I've still been doing my best to get at least something down for the next chapter. Finally, though, I though of something, and I'm happy to announce that the next chapter is currently in the works and is actually halfway finished!

And, don't worry, it's gonna have some fluff in it ;) I kind of owe that to you guys, anyway!

See ya in the next chapter! Oh, and also, my other Steven Universe × Reader book (Steven Universe: Future: The Girl That Races Against Time) will be getting a new chapter soon, too! So make sure to stick around for that!!

I also plan on releasing my Corrupted! Steven × Reader book, as well. I don't know when, though. Probably around the time this book starts to actually incorporate the Steven Universe: Future series into it. But then again, who knows?

Anyways, as I said, see you guys in the next chapter! Stay tuned!! :)

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