so intense, like she's drowning.

like the sting of ocean water keeping her from breathing as she sinks further down

she almost feels like she's vibrating from the inside out

as the intensity becomes out of her control

she lets everything go,

now all she can feel is exhilaration;

vibrating from impatience

invincibility; like she can do anything; like she can hold the weight of the world on her shoulders

and hardly feel the hands that confines her

that intimidation brings

determination can fuel her

as she can fuel determination

but she often questions...

is she strong enough?

and it can be overwhelming

as she

sinks

deeper and

deeper

to the point

no one

can hear her

...screaming

Oh, Euphoria. How come even you can be in despair?
How come even you can be so fragile as to tear,
so fragile as to turn from Euphoria, so sisterly,...

to Misery?